第1章母亲去世
shenmengquchegandaosanqingshanjiaoxiadedaoguanshi，tademuqinyijingqushi18gexiaoshile。
muqinzailinzhongqianshuodehua，zheishijigexiaoshilaiyizhiyingraozaishenmengdeerbian。
“qugaosupeizhiheng，gaosuta，tadeganmameiyouzuoduibuqitadeshiqing。”
daoguanliyanqiliaorao，shenmengjiaozhuyiweidaoshi，“shixiong，woxiangqingwenpeizhihengzainali？”
daoshisuishouwanghouzhileyigefangxiang，lianshangluchubiyideshenqing。
zhidaoshenmengzoudaofangjianmenkoushi，caimingbaigangcaidaoshilianshangdebiaoqingshishenmeyisi。
gezheyidaofangmen，taqingchuditingdaofangjianneinanrennvrendehuanaisheng。
“shixiong，nihaolihaia......wu......”
“jixudong......bieting。”
shenmengbitouyisuan，taishouqiaoleqiaomen，fangjianneidehuanaishengshunjianxiaoshi。
“sheia？shixiongniqukankan？”
xixishushuchuanyifudeshengyinxiangqi，buyihuifangmenconglimiandakai，peizhihengzhichuanleyijianliyi，mianlubunaidezouchulai。
“nilaizuoshenme？”tadeyuqiyingleng。
shenmengtaitouwangxiangtadeyanjing，“ge......”
zheiyigeziqueyinqilepeizhihengdebaonu，“biejiaowoge！niheneigelaonvrenzuihaobuyaozaichuxianzaiwodeshijieli！”
shenmengdeyanleiluoxia，“woshilaigaosuni，womataqushile，tayeshinideganmaa！”
tingdaozheigexiaoxi，peizhihengxianshiyileng，suihouzuijiaoxianqiyimolengxiao。
“zhenshigezhideputiantongqingdehaoxiaoxi。”
shuowantajiuxiangzhuanshenhuifangjian，shenmengyibalazhuta，“ge，nitingwoshuo，sannianqiandeneichangyiwaizhendebushiwomagande！”
peizhihengxiangshuaikaiyizhizhanglangyiyangshuaikaitadeshou，shenmengmeicaiwen，zhijieshuaixiataijie，zuozaidishang。
nanrendeyankuangweiweifahong，“bushi？tajiangwofumufansuozaifangjianli，renyoutamenbeidahuoshaosi，zheishizhongsuozhouzhideshiqing！wogaosunishenmeng，buyaozaijiaowoge，wozheibeizidoubuhuiyuanliangnimenmunv！”
menguanshangle，shenmengzuozaidishang，shouxinbeishalihuadeshengteng。
tahepeizhihengyuanbenshiqingmeizhuma，tamendemamashicongxiaodaodadeguimi，zaishenmengchushenghou，liangweimamatongshijueding，ranglianggehaizihuxiangrenduifangweiganma。
peizhihengjiuxiangtadeqingegeyiyang，congxiaodaodadouaizheta，huzheta。
shenmengyexiangshitadeqinmeimei，chongbaita，yangmuta。
tamenxinzhaobuxuandeyitongzhangda，bingqielisuodangranderenweiweilaideriziyejiangxieshouxiangban。
dansannianqiandeyichanghuozaihuilezheiyiqie。
shenmubuzhiyinheyuangu，jiangpeizhihengdefumufansuozaifangjianli，liangrenyincishenzanghuohai。
shenmengzhijindoujidepeizhihengdangshikantadeyanshen，bingleng，chouhen。
congneiyikekaishi，shenmengdexinlijiushizhongyinyinzuotong，tazhidao，neigetaxihuandezhihenggegezaiyebuhuihuilaile。
zanglibanwan，peizhihengjiuxiaoshile，zhidaoshenmengzaisanqingshandedaoguanlizhaodaota，tayijingchujiarudao。
zheisannianlai，shenmengbuzhiyicidelaidaoguanlizhaoguota，meiyicidouyaoshoudaopeizhihengdeyifanxiuru。
tabingbuhouhui，bijingzaishirenyanzhong，tademuqinjiushihaisipeijiafumudeyuanxiong。
danyezhiyoushenmengzhidao，tademuqinweishenmehuichuxianzaineipianhuochangli。
只是她不能说。
shenmengyaoyachengzheshenzizhanqilai，ranermenquezaicishizaicidakai。
peizhihengyiranchuanzhebaisedeliyi，tazhanzaitaijieshang，shuaijishenmengjizhanghongsedechaopiao。
“nishikaicheguolaideba？qu，bangwocongshanxiadeyaodianlimaijihebiyunyao，ganjinqu。”
chaopiaodazailianshang，yingyingdezhizhanghuaguoshenmengdelianjia，youxietong。
tachenmozheyizhangzhangjianqichaopiao，zaitaitoushi，peizhihengyijingguanshanglemen。
shenmengzuodaocheli，yanshenyidaofujiashishangfangdeyifenwenjian，tajintianlaibenhaiyoulingwaiyijianshi。
shuolaiyeshikexiao，shenmengjintianshiqulemuqin，danyededaolequhaiwaishiyanshirenzhidetongzhishu。
yigeyuehou，tajiuyaotashangfeiji，qianwanglingyigemoshengdeguodu。
huoxuzheiyici，shitazuihouyicilaidaoguanle。
congciyihou，wangshizhongzhong，doujiangruguoyanyunyan，wuxuhuitou。