第一章出轨
yinyuchenchendeyeliwomengyanle，menghuiliangnianqianwogangtaochumoku，jiubeigengyudaizhejitadebaiyueguangchangkaiyanshuxue。
womanshenshishangditangzaineili，xiangshipobuwawayiyangbeisuiyibainong。
gengyushuo：“zaichou1000ccjikaiyanbeiyong。”
yishengdouzaizuzhi，“gengzong，zaichourenjiusile，zuiduo600。”
“抽！”
gengyuyishenliqi，weilechangkaiyanbuxiyiminghuanming。
......
congemengzhongjingxinghou，wodakoudihuxi，cadiaoetoudelenghanxiachuangxiangquheshui。
gangzoudaowoshimenkou，jiutingdaoshufanglichuanlaidedongjing。
“yu，womenzheiyang，nilaopohuibuhuifaxian？”
“buhui，tazuijinlaomaobingfanle，zaichianmianyao。”
gezheyidaomen，wotingzhetamendedongjingyuelaiyueda，wosisidiyaozhechun，leishuiliulemanlian。
wodiyigeniantoujiushichongchuqu，sisuineigegouyingengyudenvren。
kewozhumenbashouneiyichanei，woqueyouyule。
我害怕失去他。
wopawoshouleliangniandehunyinjiucijieshu，neiyangdehouguowowufajieshou。
wotaitoukanleyanqiangshangdeguazhong，miaozhongkuaisudiyouzouzhe，wojiannandihuidaochuangbiantangxia，zhuazhebeiziquansuozaichuangwei。
zheigeyetainanaole，nvrendejiaosheng，gengyudechuanxi，yizhizaiwodeerbianxiangqi，zhemozhewozaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexin。
woxiangzhezhiyaoaidaotianliang，zhiyaoneigenvrenlikaiwojiukeyi“xingle。”
neigengyu，jiuhuixiangshenmedoumeifashengyiyang，peizhewochizaocanleba？
waimiandeshengyinjianjiandixiaole，woxiankaizhezhoudebeijiao，wangzhetianhuabanfadai。
zhidaoguanmenshengxiangqi，wocaicongchuangshangzuoqilai，tazhetuoxiemanmanwangwaizou，bamendakaiyitiaofengxi，jianwaimianmeileguangliang，caisonglekouqi。
还好，人走了。
wogangzhuanshen，menwaichuanlailegengyudeshengyin。
tashuo：“changyue，nidoutingdaoleba？”
talengmodeshengyindaizhexiechaonong，citonglewodexin。
wotuikaifangmen，woshidedengguangxiangheiandeketingkuosan。
gengyuzhengkaozaishafashangkanzhewo。
wobeizheguangkanbuqingtadeyanshen，quenengganjuedaotaxinqingbucuo。
tazhidaode，wotingdaotazaitouqing。
erwoyemingbaitadeyouyiweizhi。
wozouchuwoshi，dakaiketingdedeng，ruyan，bianshangsanluanyididenvrenyifu。
yigeqianlansexiuhualeisideneiyi，citonglewodeyan，wodexindouzaizhandou，haoyihuiercaizhaodaozijideshengyin，gengyanzhekaikouzhiwenta，“weishenmezheiyangduiwo？”
gengyumirendetaohuayanzhongshanshuozhediandianxingguang，tayibalaoworuhuai，boliangdeshouzhiqiazhulewodehoulong。
wohuxiyijinkandaoletamouzilidehenyi。
“changyue，womenlihun，kaiyanyaohuilaile。”
womengyaotou，“buxing，womenqianguoxieyide，wojichangkaiyanjuangusuidangxueku，nihewo3nianhunyin。”
womeishuodeshi，wokenenghuaiyunle......
“he，zenme，shimeibeiwoshuigou？”
takanzhewodeyanshenhaoxiangshiyibacuiledudedaozi，yidaoyidaogezaiwodexinkou。
wotengdedoukuaizhixile，taquebuguanbugudibawotuorufangjianli，sikailewodeyifu。
我根本挣脱不掉。
womenzuozhezuiqinmideshi，yongzuiaimeidezishi，kewozaitadeyanzhong，zhikandaoleyanqi。
zuihou，tajiangwodiuqizaiyipang，“changyue，zheigefangziliujini，wobuhuizaihuilai。”
menbeishuaidezhentianxiang，qiangshangdehunshazhaobeihuangxialaizaluozaidishang，zhiliposui，rutongwozheichangwufawanliudehunyin。
wozaichuangshanghuanlehaoyihuiercaiyouliqipaqilai。
zhuazheshoujijiguimidingbeibeidadianhua。
meiduohuier，tajiufengfenghuohuodiganguolai。
jinlemenjiukaima，“gengyuneigewangbadan，nijiugainabadao，jitakacayixia，kantahaizenmefengliu。”
“yueyue，nibugaijiajita，taquniyezhishiweilechangkaiyan。”
wohongleyanquan，“keshi，shitabawocongrenfanzishoulijiuchulai，shitaxunuohuijiwoyigejiade。”
dingbeibeiyouxieburenxin，“ketakanzhongdeshinidexiongmaoxue，taxinlijiumeiyounia。”
woxiaofuyouxietengtongnanren，“qishi，wohaiyougeshiermeigennishuo。”
“zenmele？shinimabingqingjiazhongle，haishinibayoulaizhaoniyaoqianle？yueyueanidaoshishuoya，ni，nichuxuele！”
woshunzhedingbeibeideshixian，ditou，faxianwodeshuangtuijianbeixueranhongle。
wolenglelengcaitaitoukanxiangbeihezhudedingbeibei，juewangdixiaolexiao，“womeishier，youshierde......kenengshihaizi。”
dingbeibeihedelianseshabai，jidezhiduojiao，tashensehuangluanditaochushoujidalejijiudianhua。
wokaozaishafashang，zhushizhekuzishangdexianhongxueji，ganjueshenshangtebietebieleng。
jiuxiangshihandonglayuedefenghuhudiguanjinlewodegutoufengli，dongdewohunshenfadou。
zheigehaizi，laidehenyiwai，erzaijianhongzhiqian，woshibuquedingwohuaiyunde。
wojingqiyizhibutaiwending，ergengyugenwozaiyiqideshihou，yeconglaibuhuijiwozheifangmiandehuanxianghexiwang。
zhishiyigebanyuezhiqiandewanshang，tayingchouhuilaizuidaozaichuangshang，duiworeqingsihuo，baozhewohanzhechangkaiyandemingzi。
wotixingguotade，quezuizhongmeishedetuikaita。
wotanliantawennuandehuaibao，shenxianzaitadewenrouzhongwufaziba。
neiyici，shiwogengengyujiehunyilai，zuinanwangdeyiwan。
“yueyue，nibiehaipaa，womenquyiyuan。”
dingbeibeipaoguolaifuzhewo，womanmanzhanqilaimaizhebuziwangwaizou，naozilidoushigengyudelian，mingmingtacengjingjiwoneimeduowennuan。
“beibei，woxiangjitadadianhua。”
dingbeibeibutongyi，jianchijikequyiyuan。
gangdaolouxiawojiukandaoneiliangshuxidekayanhuanhuanshilichuwodeshixian，buzhicongnalizhaolaideliqi，womaikaibuzhuilechuqu。
“gengyu！”wosixinliefeidihantademingzi，qipantanengtingchehuitoukanwoyiyan。
keneiliangchehaishidaizhetalikailewo，erwotilibuzhi，yanqianyizhenzhenxuanyunzhihou，bianmeileyishi。
zaiduzhengkaiyanshi，wofaxianwoyijingtangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang。
erbianchuanlaidingbeibeideshengyin。“yueyue，nizhongyuxingle。”
wozhuantoujiukandaotazhengzuozaiwochuangbian，kuhongleshuangyan。
woxinzhongyouzhongbutaihaodeganjue，zhuazhetadeshouzhuiwen，“haizizenmeyangle？”
dingbeibeitanleyisheng，muguangzhongshengmanlexinteng，“nixianbiedong，haizaishuyeni，wotingshuonizuijinzongshuibuhao，kaishichianmianyaole？”
woxinliyichen，“beibei，nibiemanzhewo，nikuaigaosuwo。”woyouxiezheji，chengzheshouzhouzuoqilai。
dingbeibeimianluburenzhise，wozhewodeshouanweiwo，“yueyue，nibiejidong，wohaimeixianghaozenmegennishuo。”
wodingzhedingbeibeideyanjing，wenta，“shibushimeiliuzhu？woquwenwendafu。”
wobadiaoshoubeishangdezhen，xiankaibeizixiachuangjiuwangwaipao，renyoudingbeibeizenmehanwojiushibuhuitou。
gangpaodaozoulangdeguaijiaochu，jiuzhuyidaoyourenzouguolai，wojiaojidihanleyisheng，“rangyixia”keduifangdesuduyehenkuai，woxiangtingxiayijinglaibujile，zhijiegentazhuanglegemanhuai。
duifangshentixiangshihunningtusuzaode，henying，wobeizhuangfanzaidishang，taitou，jiukandaoleyigeshenzitingbadenanren，zhengzhanzaiwomianqian。
tachuanzheyishenyanhuisedexizhuang，hunshenshangxiaguiqibiren。
neishuangdanfengyanzhongfanzhesensendelengyi，yizhangzuibianlingrenxinshengweiju。
“changyue，liangnianle，nizhenshiyidianzhangjindoumeiyou。”