第5章
儿子的对不起
nainaidemiantiaobeisunzidaole，liguizhifennudeyaosi。kezheishizijidesunzi，tayoushebudema。
“doushinibadididaihuaile。”tabahuofaxianglesunnvshenshang。erzihesunzi，tadoushebudema。
liyingdongyouyaochongshanglaihetalilun。lidonghuailanzhule。
“xiaqujinimataiyiwantujimixianba。”lidonghuaicongqianbaolimiantaochu50kuaiqiannajinver，rangtaxiaqumaizaodian。
“woyeyao。”libingtaokaimenchulaile。
“womenliangxiaquchi，chiwanlejimadaiyiwan，tahaizaishui。”
“zheimewanlehaibuqi。”liguizhiyoudunangkaile。
“womazijidejiaxiangshuidaojidianjiujidian，guannishenmeshier？”qingchunqidehaizigenbenbupashida。taxiangyizhihaodoudexiaojihuzhemama。zijidemabeichezhuangle，jintianduoshuiyihuizenmele？zuowantashuohua，liguizhiyeshitingdaodea？zenmebuguanxinyixiazijideerxifu，fanerhaiyaoguaitashuilanjue？
“womabeichezhuangle。”libingtaoshuo。
“zhuangsisuanle。”laotaitaiyoudunangle，tazheigemaobinggaibule，zongshiyoushimeishidezhaohuajiang，haichuchushuohuageyingren。
“nizaishuoyibian？”liyingdongtiaoleqilai。“womasile，nijiugaoxingle，nijiukeyijiwomenhuanhouma？”tachongdaoliguizhimianqian，tayeshiyigebaopiqi。
“nichuqunichuqu，buyaozaiwojia，wobuyaohouma。”libingtaokaishikuzhetuisangzhenainaiqumenkou。
liguizhiyeyoudianhouhui，neijuhuatajiusuikouyishuo，bingbushizhendeyouneigeyisi。tazhishixiguanlezheiyangdeshuohuafangshi，xuxutaotaode，buzouxin。
lidonghuaihenfan，kandaozijidemamazheiyangshuozijidexifu。zheigejiaconglaimeiyoushoudaotadeyidianzhaogu，fanershiyinweitazengjialehenduodemafan。tashikandemingbaide。
“nihaishixianhuiquba。”lidonghuaiduiliguizhishuo。tahenhouhuizuowanbatadaihuilai。
“neinidideshier？”liguizhihaishibusixin。
“wojiubuleta，nibuyaoxiangle。”lidonghuai“wosongnihuiqu。”duizheigemamatabaiweizachen。
“wozijizou。”quanjiadoubuhuanyingta，liguizhiyoudianshengqile，taqigugudezoule。
“yihoubuyaodaonainaidemiantiao，langfeishiwule。”liguizhizouhou，jiedilianggebaozaiyiqitiao，hahadaxiao。tayoudianwunaideduilibingtaoshuo。
libingtaoxiezheyanjingkanletayiyanwaizhebozi，suozaijiejieshenbianbushuohua。xiaoshihouhuopokeaidehaizi，shangxueyihou，yinweitaidiaopi，jingchangqingjiazhang，beilaoshiguandeyanle。tashoudaolaoshiweixinjiuhuihuilaimayidunhaizi，yilaierqu，erzihetadeguanxibuhaole。tawenshiju，erzijiuhuiyiju。erzihenpata。
jiediliangxiaquchimixianle。lidonghuaijinlewoshikantanlimin。buguanketingnaochengshenmeyang，tayizhimeichulai，zheibushitadefengge。lidonghuaiyoudiandanxin。
chuangshang，tanliminzaishuazheshouji，xiekaozaibaozhenshang。liansekanshangqubucha，yemeiyoushang。
“zuotianshangdaonalile？”
tanliminmeiyoushuohua，taitoukanletayiyan。dandandeyanshen，xiangshimeiyoushuixingyouxiangshikanyigemoshengren。lidonghuaitanlekouqi。zijidexifuzhinengzijihonga。
taxianqilaibeizi，kantadetui。tanliminmeiyoudong，yiguziyunnanbaiyaodeweidaochonglechulai，lidonghuaikandaoletuishangdeyuqing。
“sheizhuangde？baojinglema？”
tanliminhaishimeishuohua，lidonghuaiyoutanyikouqi。tashenshouyaoloutanlimin。
“womenyaolihunle，niwanglema？”tanliminniukaishenzibikaile，kanzhelidonghuai。
lidonghuaiwunaideyongshoucuoleyibalian，zheigeshitadezhaopaidongzuo。tagandaowunaideshihoujiuhuizheiyang。
“nidetuidaodinengbunengdong？youmeiyouzhaopian？”tadaodihaishibufangxin。tanliminhaishibushuohua，lianniudaoyibianbukanta。
“wobuhuilihunde。”huabutoujibanjuduo。kandaotanliminbuyuanyigoutong，tayewuqudechuqule，zhuozishangdemiantiaodounongle。tadexinqingyebuhao，youshigongsi，youshiche，youshilihunde，tayefanzaodehen。suibianchilejikou，kandaobeidaozailajitongdemiantiao，youxiangqilexiaoerzi，dehetashuojuduibuqi。tagangcaizenmeyouwangjileni？
yizaoshangshiqingzenmejiuneimeduo？
chilemiantiao，tayoukaishifanshoujikantongxunlu，yibianjianchazhenaohaizhongdejiyi，danengqiyedezuzhijiagou。daodihainengcongnaliwachuxiaoxilai？sheideqidagubadayihuiyouyongni？
9dian18fen，weixinshoudaoxiaoxi《yangrouzenmechizuibu》kanmingzibuyongxiang，youshilinnanhongfaguolaide。lidonghuaixiaolexiao。xiaoguniangdezuopai。taxiguanxingdehuazoulexiaoxi，meiyoudiankai。buguojintianyaobuyaodaitajiankehuni？zaishuoba。
jiediliangxiaonaozhejinlejia，didimaoshidebenpaozhe，qiangzhebamixiannajimama。shoushanghainazhejigelujitou，taaichi。zheihaizihencongming，xueshenmedoukuai。jiushidiaopizuobuzhu，zhangeluduiyeyaoheqitatongxuedanao，shangkeyeshidongwaixidaode。biqiqitadetongxue，tajiuxiandehenlinglei。ranglaoshitouteng。
“nimabuhuizaichuangshangchidongxi。”lidonghuaitixingzheerzi，danshitaxiangshitingbujianyiyang。zheigeerziyerangtayouxietouteng，nverdeguaiqiaodongshichengletaxianmingdeduibi。。
tazoujinwoshi，tanliminzhengzaichulai。liangrenyouxiegangadeduzaileguodao。tanliminzouluyouxieque。erzifuzheyibian，tafuzhulelingwaiyibian。zheicitanliminmeiyouduokai。
zaocanhou，nverkaishixiwan。erzibeimamaanpaixiqiuxie，tanliminzhengzaichaishafadian。zheijiushijiatingderichang。
lidonghuaiyitouzhajinleshufang，daodizheiliangtianzhaosheini？zuihaonengyitiangaoding，shengxiayitiannengpeipeihaizi。haidechoukongmingtianxiawusongnverhuixuexiao。zuotianwanshangdoubuzhidaotanliminzenmebanverjiehuilaide，daodishiqudelushangbeizhuangdehaishihuilaidelushangbeizhuangde。sheiyemeigaosuta。tayouzhongbeijiarengulideganjue。
anzhaosixiangxianyuanli，zheigebushizuizhongyaojinjideshiqing，xiandiuyibian。danengqiyederenshidiaodongshizuizhongyaoyeshizuijinjidegongzuo。
tayouwangjileheerzishuoduibuqi。