xuqingqingtingdexialidehua,weiweitiaoletiaomei,meiyoutaiduobeijiechuandejinghuang。
“huagebazongcaitezhudeweizhijilewo,niyaoshibuxianglikaigongsikeyiqubiedebumenzuogexiaozhiyuan,zhiyaonishoudelezheigeweiqu。”
xialitingzhexuqingqingdehua,youxieqiliangdexiaochulesheng。
yusi,gumohuabizijilihunbagutaitaideweizhirangjixuqingqing。
yugong,zijijingjingyeyegongzuolewuniandetezhuweizhiyeyaobeiporangjizheigenvren。
taailezheimeduoniandenanren,zhenshihaoyangde!
yinweiqingxuqifudeguanxi,xiongkoudetengtongshunjianmanyandaoxiaofu,xialishunjiantongdezhibuqiyao。
tasisiyaozhexiachun,buxiangrangzijizaixuqingqingluchulangbeimoyang,baoliuzuihouyisizunyanzhuanshenlikai。
rentongdaolexishoujian,tazhandouzhecongbaolinachubeiyongyaodaochuliangkeganyanrudu。
beihouhuranchuanlaijiaobusheng,xialilianmanghuitou——
gumohuazhanzaimenkou,shenqingpocedikanzhetashouzhongdeyaoping。
xialixindiyigedeng,youxiehuangluandijiangshouzhongdedongxisaihuibaozhong。
“nizenmele?”gumohuazoulejinlai。
tingzhetasangyinzhongtouzhedeguanxin,xialibuzhengqidibijianyisuan。
“wo……”shengyinyichu,dunshileiliumanmian。
我生病了,是癌症。
huadaozuibian,quekazhu,zenmedoushuobuchukou。
gumohuaningleningmei,shenshoucaqutalianshangdeleihen:“woshuoguo,wuliqunaoyaoshikeerzhi,biekule。”
zheigenanrenkaikoushuodehua,jiangxialixindigangranqidecannianshunjianniesui。
“wozheishizainao?gumohua,wozuocuoleshenmeniyaozheiyangduiwo?lihunhaibugou,lianbandouburangwoshangle!”xialidihoudao。
gumohuamoudiranshangyisilengyi:“niyinggaiqingchu,zheixieniannixiangshoudeyiqiedoushiwojiqingqingzhunbeide,baokuozheigezhiwei。”
yijuhua,rangxialimiansecanbai,xinrudaoge。
“dangniantakanbuqini,zhijietaohunquleguowai,xianzaikannizhuangkuanghaoleyougaiminghuanxinghuilai,nandaoniyidiandoubuzaihubujieyima?!”xialibuganxinwendao。
gumohuakanzheta,shenqingdaizheyisiyane:“qingqingzaojiugaosulewozhenxiang,dangnianshinishejileyiqiebitalikai,wonianjifuqiyichangmeiyougennisipolian,yijingrenzhiyijin!”
xialicuoekanzheta,yishijianzhijuedeyanqiandenanrenwubimosheng。
talianwendoumeiwenguoziji,biandudingleguowangyiqiedezhenxiang?
gumohuayijingzhuanshenlikaixishoujian,sihaomeiyouzaiyixialineicangbaibingtaidelianse。
tahunhuneelikaigongsidasha,jieshangcheshuimalong,renlairenwang,gududezhiyouzijiyiren。
xialiyangtoukanzhetian,yangguangcimu。
yizhentianxuandizhuan,tadaozailedishang,bushengrenshi……
昏昏沉沉。
zaicixinglai,xialiyijingtangzaileyiyuan。
“nixingle?”erpangchuanlaiyigetouzhedanyoudesangyin。
xializhuandongyanmoukanlexujiu,caikanqingbingchuangpangzuozhedenanrenshigongsitongshisuchen。
“shini……”xialishengyinxuruo。
suchenningzhemei,shenseningzhong:“wogangcongkehuneihuilai,jiukandaonizailubianshazhanzhe,zhengyaodazhaohunijiuyundaole,nizhidaonideshenti……”
huashuodaozuihou,tadunledun,sihuzaizhenzhuoyaoruhedaochu。
“buyaogaosurenheren,xiexie。”xialichelechezuijiao,duizhesuchenluchuyigekenqiudeyanshen。
suchenzhengzhu,xindiyemingbaixializaojiuqingchutadebingqing,buyoudetanlekouqi。
yishengzoulejinlai,nazhezuixinchulaidejianchabaogaojixialikan。
“bixujinzaozuoshoushu,zaidanwujiuzuduanbuleaixibaodekuosanle,ganjinrangnijiarenlaiyitangba。”yishengyuqichenzhong。
xialishuyedeshouwuliquanlequan,dishengdao:“womeiyoujiaren,nengzijiqianshoushudanma?”
yishenglengleleng,yishijianjingranbuzhidaoruhejietadehua。
pangbianmobuzuoshengdesuchenhudeqishen,duizheyishengshuodao:“woshitananpengyou,wolaiqian。”