第1章
laogongyaowojiyunqipinxuedebaiyueguangxianxue。
woguqiyongqigaosutazijidelexueai。
tarenweizheishiwobuxiangxianxuedetuoci，jiangwo1000ccdexueshujibaiyueguang。
kegangshushang，tajiuyinweipaiyichadianliuchan。
baiqianqianyiju：“jiejiedouranfale，zenmekenengdexueai。”
tajiuyikouyaodingshiwomaitongyishenghuanledaiyoujibingdexuejibaiqianqian，yingshengshengchediaowodeneicuotoufa。
“haisiwodidibugou，nihaiyaoyongzheizhongfangshihaiqianqianhehaizi？nizenmebuqusi？”
tabutingwojieshi，meitianyonghanyoufangshexingdeliezhiranfagaojiworantou。
bangeyuehou，wodingzhekucaobandetoufahebaideherendetoupiquleyiyuan。
“我放弃治疗。”
“nideqingkuangbishangciyanzhonghenduo，nidaodiyoumeiyouzaitinghuahaohaochiyao？”
“nizheiyangzuiduoyousangeyuebudaodeshijian，shenzhi......kenenglianyigeyuedoumeiyou。”
congyiyuanchulai，yishengdehuazaiwonaohailibutingpanxuan。
shoujilingdaduanwodesixu。
“fangzhixia，jintianwobamayaolai，qianqianjinitiaoleyigehaokandeyanse，niganjingunhuilaibaneitoulvsexidiao。”
baiqianqianjiaodidideshengyinchuanleguolai：“zhixiajie，zheishiwoteyiweinitiaodeheichasee，henhaokan。”
rucideqingjingjihumeitiandouyaoshangyanyici，woyuanbenxiulidetoufabianchengkucaoyiban。
wofamodegongzuoyezaojiuyincidiule，shenmedoumeile，zhinengkaosongtingchenshishezheguorizi。
dingzhelurenyiyangdeyanguang，wohuranjuedeshenmedoumeiyisi。
“songtingchen，ruguoyouyitianwosile，nihuihaoshouyidianma？”
dianhuaneitoudunledun，chixiaozhe：“niweileqiannengwangguyitiaorenming，nihuizheimeshedesi？”
woqialeqiashouxin，guowangqingjiefuxian。
wogensongjialiangdixiongguanxihenhao。
sannianqiandeyicipaishe，songtingchendedidijiwodadianhuawenwochixieshenme，yaojiwosongfan。
kedangshiwozaijibaiqianqianzuofamo，tabuyunxuwozaiguochengzhongkanyiyanshouji，jiangwodeshoujifangdaoxiuxishi。
yinci，womeiyoujishijiedaodididedianhua，tayiweiwoyudaoleweixian，zhejimanghuangxiangyaoganguolai，quezailushangchulechehuo。
shihou，woguizheqiutamenliangjie，hetamenjieshishoujibeinazoudeshiqing。
danbaiqianqianheyizhenggegongzuoshiderenlianhe。
diandaoshifeishuoshiwotingdaodianhuahou，guyijitaxianbaixuanyaoliangxiongdiduiwoyouduohao，shitantamenyouduodanxinwocaibujiede。
songjiabamabenjiuxihuanbaiqianqian，buxinwo。
shisongtingchendingzheyalizhanzaiwozheibian，zuihouhewoqiuhun。
woyiweiwoburulemeihaodehunyin，quemeixiangdaohunyinzhishitazhemowodebihusan。
tazongrongbaiqianqianzaigegechanghejiuzhanquechao，yunxutazichengsongfuren。
yunxutagenbierendasixuanyangwoshixiaosan，renyoutamendawomawo，rangwomeicichuxianzaiyulexinwenshangdoubeitieshangdaotie**debiaoqian。
zaibaiqianqianhuaiyunhou，songtingchenshenzhibiwoshangjieyuhuan，buxuwohuaishangtadehaizi。
qunian，woyinweifayanganranbushufu，xiangquzhaile。
tashuozhailekeyi，jiukanwoshoubushoudezhu。
yushirangsirenyishengbudamayaojiwozhaichu，wotengleliangtiancaixing。
xinglaineitiantaqiangxingyazhewozuoneizhongshi，woshangkouhaimeihao，jiuganranjinyiyuanle。
yishengdoushuotabubawodangrenkan，taxiaozhechengren，shuowojiushitaxieyujiaxiehendegongjueryi。
xiangdaozheier，wozichaodixiaozhe，tashibabudewosile。