第1章 放心不疼

yewanjianglin,gujiazhuangyuanyipianningjing,kanshangquweiexiangui。

客厅灯火通明。

mugunluozairenshenshangdeshengyin,yayicanren。

dishang,tangzijinyijingshiyanyanyixi,jiannandezhengkaiyanjing,kanzheyanqiancanrendenanren,xinliquanshibingliang。

zaozaigujinyanbashipinshuaiguolaideshihou,tangzijinjiuyijingjieshiguole,tagenlimianneigenanrenmeiyoubandianguanxi。

cishicike,tangzijinyijingshishanghenleilei,shenshanghaoduodifangdouyijingmamu,shuangshouquesisidehuzhezijixiaofudedifang,bukenfangshou。

tahuaiyunle,haiziganggangmanyue。

jiehunsannian,tayijingshiqulelianggehaizi,zheishidisange,ruoshizheigeyeliubuzhu,tahenyoukenengyibeizidoubuhuizaiyouhaizile。

suoyi,tangzijinyaozheigehaizi!

jiannandecongdishangpaqilai,kanzheyanqianneigeshulijinguidenanren,tangzijindeyanleishuadeyixiazi,luolexialai。

shenpangdeyongrenhaimeiyoutingxiashoulidegunzi,tangzijinhaoxiangshiyitiaosigouyiyang,jiannandepadaoshafabianshang,qingqingdichezhenanrendekujiao,beiweidebuxianghua。

shenmezunyan,shenmeguqi,jiehunsannian,zheixiedongxi,zaojiuyijingmodeyidiandoubushengle。

yanxia,tangzijinzhixiangbaozhuzijidehaizi。

qiuqiuta,yexu,tahuixinruande,nei,yeshitadehaizia。

“wogenshipinlideren,zhendemeiyouguanxi,zhende。”tangzijinyanleilianlian,sisidizhuazhegujinyandekujiao,haoxiangneijiushizijizuihouyikejiumingdaocaoyiban。

“bizui!”gujinyanlengheyisheng,manyandoushibuxie。

tangzijinzhengleyixia,shadaidaidezuozaineilikanzhegujinyan。

gujinyancanrendeliekaizui,“tingshuo,nihuaiyunle?”

shengyinbingleng,yanshengengshibingleng,haoxiangshidaoziyiyang,guaguotangzijindexiaofu。

tangzijinbengzhileshenzi,shuangshousisidiwuzhezijidexiaofu。

tahenqingchu,gujinyanbuaita,tamendehunyin,buguoshigujinyanshoulidegongju,tayeshigujinyanshoulidewuqi,doushiyonglaibaofutangjia,baofutafuqinhaisitamuqindegongju。

gujinyanhaizhenshilihai,batazheijianwuqifahuidelinlijinzhi,nongkualejiazujingyingjishiniandeyiqie。

tangzijinbilebiyanjing,manliandoushitongse,yibucuo,bubucuo,doushitadecuo。

weileduzilidehaizi,tangzijinjiannandekaikou,xiangyaoqiuqing。

keshishengyinhaimeifachulai,jiujuedexiaejutong。

gujinyanwanyao,niezhetadexiaba,lengxiao,“haizishisheide?”

“shiwomende。”tangzijinshengyinzhandou,yanleiyebuzhengqideliuleyilian。

“he,wode?”gujinyanlengxiaoyisheng,yanshenhuranlingliqilai,“niyiwei,nipeijiwoshenghaizi?”

tangzijindadadeyanjinglixumanleleishui,“gujinyan,wo……”

gujinyanlenglengdeyandaofeiguoqu,“nixiangyaozheigehaizi?”

tangzijinxiayishideshanduo,buganqukangujinyanzheimanliandebingleng。

taxiangyaozheigehaizi,keshitabuganshuo,tabuzhidao,gujinyandaodihuibuhuitongyi。

gujinyansihushimeiyoulenaixin,shouxiagengjiayongli,“xiangyaohaishibuxiangyao?”

tangzijintongdehunshenzhandou,quehaishixiaoxinyiyidedianlediantou,“woxiangyao。”

jiehunsannian,zheishitangzijindiyiciganzaigujinyandemianqianshuoxiangyaoshenme。

gujinyanlengxiaoyisheng,quesongkailetangzijindexiae,zhanqishenlai,jugaolinxiadekanzheta。

“jirannixiangyao,neiwomenjiulaishishizheiyezhongdeyunqiba。”

什么?

tangzijinyouxiebudonggujinyandeyisi。

gujinyanliluodejiekaipidai,cubaodebangzhuletangzijindeshuangshou,lengxiao,“nicai,sheideyunqihaoyixie?”

“buyao!”tangzijinzhongyuhuiguoshenlai,sesefadou,xiayishidexiangyaotaoli。

zhikexi,gujinyanliqihenda,jinguzhetadeshenxing,sihaobujitataolidejihui。

yongrenjianzhuang,fenfentuilechuqu,wuzili,jiuzhishengxiatamenlianggeren。

“gujinyan,woqiuni,buyao。”tangzijindeleishuidaochuhuisa,zishibeiwei,shuochulaidehuagengshibeiwei。

zhikexi,gujinyanchongerbuwen,zhishilisuodejiekaikuzi,haobulianxidezhuanglejinqu。

xianhongnongchoudexueyeshunzhetangzijindeshuangtuiwanyanerxia,tangzijinxinrusihui,tazhidao,zheigehaizi,zhongjiuhaishimeiliuxialai。

gujinyansihushikanbujiantangzijinxinrusihuideyangzi,lengxiaoyisheng,“kanlai,haishiwodeyunqihaoyixie。”

zhuanshenshanglou,xishuqingliqule。

tangzijindeshenzikualexialai,yankuangzaojiuyijingganku,shiyizhici,tangzijincaifaxian,zijilianliuleidezige,doumeiyoule。

gujinyan,nihaohen,nihaolihai,zhei,yeshinidehaizia。

tangzijinshuangshousisidiwuzhezijidexiaofu,tulaowugongdexiangyaorangzheiyiqietingxialai,zhidaoganjuedaoshenmedongxiyidianyidiandebolizijideshenti,zheiganjue,dangzhenshiyoushuxi,youkepa。

baobao,duibuqi,mamazhongjiuhaishimeibaozhuni。

zhongyu,tangzijinshoubuzhuzheijutong,hunsiguoqu。

zaicixinglaideshihou,tangzijinfaxianzijitangzaifuchankedeshoushutaishang。

zheigedifang,tajiusuanshisile,yenengyiyanrenchulai!

jiushizaizheili,taliangcishiqulezijidehaizi,zheishidisanci。

yanzhengzhengkanzhehaizibolizijishentibeidiujinlajitongdeganjue,zhendetaitongle,tongdaobuganhuiyi。

neixinshenchudekongju,rangtangzijinjuliedezhengzhaqilai。

buyao!tabuyaozaishoushule,buyao!

ganjuedaotangzijindezhengzha,bianshangchuanzhebaidaguadeyishenghuiguotoulai,dandandekanzheta。

simuxiangdui,tangzijindexinhaoxiangbeishenmedongxichuoleyixia,daidaidekanzhezijigenqiandenvren。

竟然是她。

qiaosiyu,quanshijiedourenweitagengujinyancaishitianshengyidui,jiusuangujinyanyijingjiehunle,keshilianggerenhaishihuishibushideyitongchuxianzaibaguatoutiaoxinwenshangmian,dangzhenshihuobaodejin,xiangbizhixia,tazheigezhengpaiqizi,daogengxiangshigexiaohua。

qiaosiyuwenroudexiaolexiao,“henyiwai?”

tangzijindequeyiwai,meiyouxiangdao,gujinyanyijingsangxinbingkuangdaolezheigechengdu。

shiyouduohencaihuirangqiaosiyulaizuoshoushu?

tangzijinhenxiangbaituozheili,keshishoujiaodoubeishufu,genbenzhengzhabukai,shouwanjiaohuai,douyinweitadezhengzha,beilechuyidaodaochumujingxindexuehen。

“woyehenyiwai,jinyanhuirangwolaizuozheigeshoushu,zhidaonihenbuganxin,yehenbushe,keshibiezhizhele,zheigehaizi,yijingsile。”qiaosiyushuohuadeshihou,henwenrou,wanzheshenzi,tiezhetangzijindeerbian。

tangzijinyanlidoushijuewang。

是啊,没有用的。

jiusuanshitaolileshoushutaiyouzenmeyang?

gujinyanbuhuifangguotade,bushima?

“fangxin,wohuihenqingde。”qiaosiyuwenroudexiaolexiao,zhishizheixiaorong,zenmekan,dourangrenmaogusongran,neiweishandemianju,yidianyidianliekai,luchuhoumiancanrenzhengningdebenlaimianmu。