dengwoxinglai,jiufaxianzijishuobulehua,xiangjilelongyaren。
yishenggaosuwo,zheishiyinweiwodeqingxushouletaidadebodong,shentiziwobaohujizhideqidong,daozhilezanshishisheng。
dagai,liangsangeyuehoujiunenghuifu。
shuangzhongdajixia,rangwozhengtiandouyuyuguahuan,xinliyeshizhongmenmende。weileziwoshuhuan,jiuxiangzhequyiyuantiantaishangtoutouqi。
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tayinggaishikandonglewodeyisi。
自杀,不可取。
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【nibuyinggaijiuwo,wohaoburongyizanzudeyongqixiangyaotiaolou,xianzaiquanhuile。】
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【shishangdekunanhenduo,nibunengxiangzhetaobi,chufeinizhendeduizheigeshijiehaowuyilian,neimenijiukeyihaowufudanditiaodiercilou。】
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至此,我们相识。
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至此,一发不可收。
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