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dengwoxinglai,jiufaxianzijishuobulehua,xiangjilelongyaren。

yishenggaosuwo,zheishiyinweiwodeqingxushouletaidadebodong,shentiziwobaohujizhideqidong,daozhilezanshishisheng。

dagai,liangsangeyuehoujiunenghuifu。

shuangzhongdajixia,rangwozhengtiandouyuyuguahuan,xinliyeshizhongmenmende。weileziwoshuhuan,jiuxiangzhequyiyuantiantaishangtoutouqi。

jieguozaineili,woyujianlezhengzhunbeitiaoloudeyesihuai。

wochongguoqujiangtazhuailexialai。

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kewokaibulekou,yeshuobulehua,jiuzhinengzhizheta,youzhilezhiwo。

zaitalvexianmangrandemuguangzhong,woqifendizhanleqilai,chongzhetiantaiwaihualeyigedadadecha。

tayinggaishikandonglewodeyisi。

自杀,不可取。

dantalianshangdexiaoronghenkuse,yanliyemeiyoubandiansecai。

kezaicitiaolouxuyaotaidadeyongqi,zhishaotanzuozaidishangdeyesihuai,haimeiyouzheiyangdeyongqiqutiaodierci。

tajianleyikuaixiaoshizi,kaishizaidishangxiezi。

【nibuyinggaijiuwo,wohaoburongyizanzudeyongqixiangyaotiaolou,xianzaiquanhuile。】

kanzhetaxiedezi,wotaishoujiuzaitatoushangpaileyiba,jiezheqiangguotashoulidexiaoshizi。

【shishangdekunanhenduo,nibunengxiangzhetaobi,chufeinizhendeduizheigeshijiehaowuyilian,neimenijiukeyihaowufudanditiaodiercilou。】

tazuobudaode,wonengkanchulai。

yesihuaixianzaidezhuangtai,jiuxiangshixianruleziwojuejingzhong,yicicixiangzheyaobuyaoyongsiwanglaijietuo,ketongyangneixinyekewangzheyourennenggoulatachushenyuan。

wohenyuanyizuozheiyangyigeren。

yinweijiurenyiming,shengguoqijifutu,woxiangweibamajizanyixiegongde。

至此,我们相识。

wozhidaoleyesihuaiyuanbenshitianzhijiaozibandecunzai,kepianpianzaoyulechehuo。rujinkoubunengyan,erbunengting,chengleshishizaizaidelongyaren,qiezaiyishengdepandingxia,huifudekenenghenxiao。

tianzhijiaozi,sihuwufachengshouzheiyangdedaji。

erwoyouyinweizanshishisheng,beiyesihuairenweishitongleiren,suoyitahuikangjubieren,danweidubuhuikangjuwo,zhihuijuedetongbingxianglian。

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shanyidehuangyannengzaishamolikaichuhua。

neigeshihoudeyesihuai,taixuyaoyigenenggentachengdantongkuderen,rangtazhidaozheigeshijie,haiyourennenggouyutatongxing。

erwo,qiahaochuxianzaitamianqian。

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tahaishuo——yesihuaiyongbugufusuruanruan。

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至此,一发不可收。

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woyiwei,tayidinghuishiwozuihoudeguisu。

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zhidaotazaoyuleyouyicichehuo。

tabuzailongya,shuohuadeshengyinhenhaoting,wohuibuzijuelunxianzaitadesangyinli,fanfuxindong。

kejiudangwozhunbeijiangzheigemimigaosuyesihuaishi。

meixiangdao,wodewunianpeiban,juranchengletaxindizuizhongdefudan。

shuobushangshishiwang,haishinanguo。

大概是悲哀。

wohuranxiangqileneijuhua——

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