入夜。
yuqingyaoshichuanzhehunsha，mingtiantajiuyaohexianglianqiniandexiejingzejiehunle。
tazhengmanxinqidaituimenquzhaoxiejingze，buliao，gangzoudaomenbian，quetingjian‘peng’deyisheng，yixiangyouyademuqin，shensejiaozhuochonglejinlai。
yibazhuazhutadeshou：“qingyao，nixianbiejiehun，rangjingzequpeipeinimeimeihaobuhao？miaomiaoyouyiyuzheng，tazhidaonimenyaojiehundexiaoxi，binggengzhongle……jiusuanmaqiunile！”
hongranyixia，rutongbingshuijiaotou，bayuqingyaodexiyuemiedeyiganerjing。
“ma！jingzeshiwaikeyishengyoubushixinliyisheng，sumiaomiaofabing，weishenmeyaorangjingzequ？”
yueshuo，tayuejuedehuangmiu：“zicongsumiaomiaolaidaowomenjia，wojiuyizhirangbu，shibushiwodeyiqiezhiyaotaxiangyao，nimendouyaowoxisheng？”
yumukuijiubiekaiyan，zuishangqueyijiushuo：“miaomiaodeyiyuzhengzheizhendehenyanzhong，tayizhizaizican，mamadayingni，zhiyaotabingqinghaozhuan，jiurangxiejingzehuilaigennijiehunhaobuhao？”
yuqingyaozhijuedexintouyoubeitongleyidao。
haibudengtahuanguolai，menwaijiuyouchongjinlaiyiren。
是她的哥哥，虞宽。
gaodadenanren，yikaikoujiushixunma：“qingyao，ninengbunengdaduyidian！womenshiyijiaren，miaomiaohaohaohuozhenandaobuhaoma？”
“nikebiewangle，niqianmiaomiaoyitiaoming！”
yuqingyaoliangqiangyibu，rutongbeidashanyazhuxiongkou，nanyihuxi。
15suineinian，sijilaosusongtashangxuefashengchehuo，weilejiutasiqu，sumiaomiaoshilaosuweiyidenver，yujiabianbatajielaizhaogu。
ketazenmeyemeiyouxiangdao，sumiaomiaoyilai，tadeshijiedoubianle。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，zhiyaoyihesumiaomiaoduishang，jiushitabudongshi，tajiuderangbu。
rangyifu，rangfangjian，rangfumu，haiyou……
zhijianhenhenqiajinshouxin，yuqingyaosisidingzheyanqianliangweibizijidexuemaiqinren，yiziyijujujue——“woqiansumiaomiaodeming，yinianqianyijingwalekeshenzangjita，xianzai……wojuebuhuibaweilaidezhangfuyerangjita！”
hualuo，xiejingzehurancongmenwaizoulejinlai。
tadeshensehuianbuming，shenshanghaichuanzhemingtianyaojiehundexifu。
simuxiangdui，yuqingyaokanchutameijianzangzhedeyouyu，xintouchaneigedeng，xiayishichongguoqu，qiujiubanlazhenanrendeshou。
“jingze，nikuaigentamenshuo，mingtianshiwomendehunlihuiruqijuxingde，duima？”
“qingyao，miaomiaozheiyicizhendebingdehenyanzhong……”
yuqingyaobuzijueyongliwojinxiejingzedeshou，tawangzhezheigecengjingshuozuiaitadenanren，yanzhongyibianyibianqiqiu。
zuihou，nanrenhaishiyidiandiantuikaita：“dengwohuilai。”
tamensangerenzhejimanghuangdilikai。
wuneizhishengsiyibandejijing，yuqingyaohaoxiangbeiquanshijiepaoqi。
像一个落幕的小丑。
zhiyaoduishangsumiaomiao，tahaoxiangmeiyourenheshengsuan。
hude，bizimengdiliuchuxue，‘pada’luozaidishang，genhunshayiyangxianyandehongse。
tahuangmanglakaichouti，kechoutilimeiyouzhijin，yingmushiyifenciyandeaizhengbaogaodan。
yizhenxinjiaobidetananyihuxi，taningzheshouzhongdexueji，beiliangninan：“xiejingze，wobuzhidaowohaiyouduoshaoshijiannenggoudengni。”