第3章 我已经坐了六年的牢了

jianyuliliuniancanwurendaodezhemoquanshifucishenshouyi。

linyouroumeixiangdaozijichuyulehaiduobuguo。

他到底要干什么?

“fushao,woyijingzuoleliuniandelaole,nihaixiangganshenme,woyijingshuzuile。”

“坐牢就赎罪了?”

fucishenlengchiyisheng,jiuqitachulefangjian。

tabeidiujinleyigeyinlengdefangjian。

“呜呜呜——”

fangjianlixiangqileyidaoshuxideshengyin。

fucishenchezhelinyouroudenaodaibipotaxianghoukanqu。

yigepitousanfadenvrenbeiwuhuadabangdebangzaiyizishang,liangyanxionghendesishiyaosharen。

姐姐!

“jiejie,nizenmezaizheier……”

linyourougunxiadeleizhuyourushaohongdegangzhen,yigengencijintadexin。

“傅山,打死她。”

“buyao,fushao,qiuqiunibuyaoshanghaiwojiejie……”

fucishenbinglengdeshouliaoqilelinyouroulianjiabiandexiufa,shouzhicongtabojingxueguanshangguaguo:“woshizaishanghaitame?wojiaofushanshaleta,zairangtaquzuojinianlao,bujiushuzuile?”

“fushan,hailengzheganshenme,dongshou。”

“是,傅王。”

fushanjuqibishoujiuyaoduizhejiejiezhaxiaqu。

linyourouganjinpazaidishangduizhefucishenketou。

“fushao,duibuqi,wocuole,woshuzui,woyongzheiyibeizijidaxiaojieshuzui,qiufushaofangguowojiejie,wojiejieshenmedoubuzhidao,tashigeshazi,tashenmedoubuzhidao。”

“fushaoyaowozuoshenmedoukeyi,qiuqiufushaobuyaoshanghaiwojiejie。”

“zhendezuoshenmedoukeyi?”

fucishendeshengyinliangliangdetoudingchuanlai。

jiejiedejianjiaoshengzhizhule,linyouroupengpengpengdeketou,mianjiashangxianxuelinli。

“shide,shenmedoukeyi,shenmedoukeyi……”

“henhao,woqueshiyouxuyaonizuode。”

fucishendunxia,shouzhitaiqilinyouroudexiaba,“nizuihaobiejiwoshuahuazhao,ruguowomeiyoujicuo,nizaijianyulihaishenglegehaizi。”

“nizangdekeyi,danshi,budaibiaowozhaobudao,ruguonigangenwoshuahuazhao……”

“bu,wobuhuide,qiuqiunibuyaoqudaraowodehaizi,fushao,wocuole,wozhendecuole。“

haizi,shilinyourouzuihoudejianchile。

liunianqianzaijianyulitapinpinzuoou,benyiweishiweibing,quemeiyouxiangdaoshihuaiyunle。

怀胎十月。

zaineiwubijianaodesuiyueli,baobaoshilinyourouweiyidejianchile。

benlaishisanbaotaide,danshiyinweitazaijianyulishoujinzhemoyingyangqueshi,sangehaizidouzaochan,zuihouzhihuoxialaileliangge。

一儿一女。

neilianggehaizizheixienianbeiguimiyangdehenbang,tachuyudediyijianshiqingbenyinggaishiqukantamende。

“gaosuwo,neichangchehuoshisheizhishide?”

傅辞深缓慢开口。

linyouroumimangyaotou,tabuzhidaofucishenzheigewentishishenmeyisi:“neichangchehuo,shiwo,pilaojiashi……”

“a”huahaimeishuowan,linyouroudexiaejiubeihenhendezuanleyiba。

tongdetayanleigunluo,kelianchuchu。

“fushao,zhendemeiyourenzhishiwo……”bunengbalinsigongchulai,yinweijiejiedemingjiuniezaitadeshouli。

linyouroukukuaiqiufucishen:“fushao,wohuitingnidehua,liuxialaishuzuide,fushao,qiuqiunifangguowojiejiehaoma?tazhishigeshazi……”

“zuiying?wohuiqiaokainidezuibade。”

fucishendiuxialinyourou,zhuanshenlikai。