第一章

1975nian,jingshijunqudayuan。

zhengzhixiagongshijian,yuxinranhuanhuanzoujindayuan。

“zouzipai!huaifenzi!gaizao!gunchudayuan!”

gangzoujinyuanzi,jigexiaohaibiandahanzhechongguolai,chongtazaxiaoshizi。

xiaoshitouzazaishenshangjianruideteng,keyuxinranquezhishipiantouduoguo,yiyubufa。

zheishi,yidaochuanzhejunzhuangdetibashenyingchuxian。

tajiuzhulexiaohaidehouyiling,chenshengdao:“daoqian。”

喻馨然抬起头。

gangcaihaiwubixiaozhangdexiaohaishunjiannianerle,niunididaoqianhou,bianfeikuaidipaozoule。

yuxinranquegenbenweicengzhuyixiaohai。

tazhishijingjingdikanzheyanqianmianronglengjundenanren,yanshenfuza。

jintian,shitazhongshenghuisanshinianqiandedisantian。

yanqianren,shijingshidiwuzhudijunduideyingzhang,tadezhangfuxujiayi。

yeshishangbeizi,weiletadebaiyueguangbuxibipotalihunderen。

“愣着做什么?”

xujiayideshengyinxiangqi,huanhuileyuxinrandesixu。

tajiangfanyongdesixuyaxiaqu,genzhexujiayihuilejia。

huidaojia,wangzhexujiayijingzhihuifangdebeiying,yuxinranturankaikou:“xujiayi,womentantan。”

xujiayidejiaobudunzhu,zhouqimei:“niyaotanshenme?”

haiweizaidengtakaikou,tayijingzhuanguoshen,lengbingbingdiwangzheta。

“ruguoshirangwobangnizaifuzhuangchangzhuanzhengdehua,qingnimiankaizunkou。wobuhuibangnizouhoumen,qiangzoubierendejihui!”

yuxinranyileng,xinzangsuijichoutong。

tacongbulinseyongzuidadeeyichuaiceta,zaitadexinli,tashijiushizheiyangzisixiaaideren。

wangzhexujiayilengmodeshuangmou,yuxinranzhidaozheiyikecaiqingxidiyishidao,zijizhendezhongshenghuilesanshinianqian。

——huidaoleneige,bingbuaitadexujiayishenbian。

“wobushi,wozhishixianghenishuo……”

yuxinrandehuahaiweishuowan,menwaiyourenyangshengdao:“xuyingzhang,younidexinjian!”

xujiayiyingleyisheng,buzaikanta,dabuzoulechuqu。

ruodadeketingli,shunjianzhishengxiayuxinranyiren。

tawangzhezaoyixiaoshizaimenwaideshenying,kuseyixiao,nannandao:“wozhishixiangyaochengquanni,fangniziyou,jincieryi……”

zhikexi,taliannapatingtashuohuadeyifenzhongshijian,doubukenshishejita。

yuxinrankuzhanxujiu,zhuanerzoujinlechufang。

taruwangchangbanzhunbeiqilewancan,gangxihaocai,biantingdaochufangwaixiangqilehuhansheng。

“xinran。”zheishixufudeshengyin。

yuxinrancacashoushangdeshui,zhengzhunbeiyingchuqushi,xumumanshiyanedeshengyinzhouranxiangqi。

“xiaoshengdian!jiaotazuoshenme?jialiyouzheimegezouzipaihuaifenzinihaixianbugoudiurendema?!”

yuxinrandejiaobushashidunzhule。

xufumanshibuyuedihechileyisheng:“nihushuoshenme?”

shuoba,tayiyadishengyindao:“shenmezouzipaihuaifenzi,bierenbuzhidaoxinranwaigongdeweiren,ninandaohaibuqingchuma?tanglaoxianshengjuebushineizhongren!”

xumulenghengyisheng:“shenmeweirenbuweiren,wozhizhidaoruguobushita,jiayizenmehuizaiyingzhangdeweizhishangcuotuowunian?doushitazheigezouzipailianleilewoerzi!”

yuxinranjingjingditingzhe,zhijuemanxinsuanchu。

shia,shitalianleilexujiayi。

ruobushitadechengfenbuhao,tazheiyangyouxiudejunguan,zaogaiyilufeishengle……

yuxinranbuyouzizhudikanxiangrili。

rujinshiyijiuqiwunian,julitadewaigongbei***,haichazhengzhengwunian。

zheiyishi,nandaotahaiyaozailianleitawunianma?

yuxinranzhanzaiyuandishishenxujiu。

zhidaoyizhenjicudejiaobushengzhouranchongjinwunei,tacaihuiguoshen,zouchulechufang。

quejianketingli,xujiayidemianrongjinbeng,zhengdahengbaozhezheyigehunshenqingzidenvrenchonglejinlai。

luguotashi,jiaobuyeweicengtingdunyixia。

yuxinrankanqingletahuaizhongdenvren,dunshilengzaiyuandi。

tahuaizhongdeneigeren,zhengshixujiayidebaiyueguang,yuyulan!