jiejiedeyiyuanshiyaowomaixiajingjiaozuihaodemudi。
weilezhuangouqian,wopinmingdedagong,
shenzhihaowuzunyandeqiudaoheyanqianmian,
tabaqianshuaizaiwomianqian,queduiwojijinwuru:
“nidangchuweileqianlikaiwo,xianzaizheiwushiwangoumainizheitiaojianmingma?”
wopobujidaidediantou,rutongyitiaosangjiazhiquan。
tahaiyiweiwoshiweileqianbeipanleta,yiweiwoshiqianruming,buzeshouduan。
yushizheiciwoyexinanlidebazijimaijileta。
我的尸体。
……
shigeqinianzaijiandaoheyanshizaiyichangwanyanshang。
yinweiqueqian,wobeilinshijiaoqudangshiyingsheng,
而贺琰,
tashizheichangwanyandekeren。
woyinweibuxiaoxinbahongjiusazaikerendequnzishang,beijiudiandelingbanlindaozoulangshangma:
“**deshibushimeizhangyan?neitiaoqunziniganyinianyepeibuqi,nizheizhongyouandidewokenyongnijiutouzheleba……”
wochuizhetouxiangyizhianchun,shouzhiwucuodezhuazheyijiao。
congjianyuchulaihoudehenzhangyiduanshijian,weilezhuanqianwoshenmedougan。
daduoshiyixiebutai“timian”degongzuo,mailiqide,buxuyaoxuelide,bujieyiyouandide。
jintiandewanyanyeshiyiyang,yinweijiqianduo,
所以就来了。
duibuqihebuhaoyisihuanzheshuo,shuodaozuibadouganle,lingbancaidafacibei,
huanzuoshicongqian,wokendingbuhuirenzheiyangdeshi,kongpayaobazheishenfuwushengyifushuaidaolingbandelianshangzaimatayijuyoubing,
ranhoujiejiuhuijiuzhewodeerduomawo:“weizhiyi,nengbunengbanidegoupiqishouyishou!”
tamingmingyemeibiwodajisui,danhenduoshihoudouyaogenzaiwo**houmianshoushiwonaoziyirebanchulaidechunshi。
可是言犹在耳,
woquezaiyemeiyoujiejiele。
womannaozimangrandewangqianzou,yitaitou,
huminghuandezoulanglizhanzhegeren。
嘴里叼着只烟,
贺琰就站在那里。
yishenxizhuanggelv,moshengyoushuxi。
qishitaheqinianqianyijinghenbuyiyang,cengjingneixieshaonianyiqi、waifangdezhangkuangrujindoubiandeshifenneilian。
danwohaishiyiyanjiurenchuleta。
haoxiangqinianqianhenworugudeneizhanglianrujinyexuehuiledaishangyidiantimiandeweizhuang。
changmianjizhuanzhixiadebiandegengjiazaogao。
womeifataokaitaluozaiwoshenshangdeyanshen,
一潭死水的,
看垃圾一样的眼神。
wozaizheiyangdeyanshenlibaixiazhenlai,pingshengdiyicixiangyaoluohuangertao。
zhentongshicongxinzangkaishimanyande,jianjiandesizhidoujuedemamu。
woxiayishidehoutuilebanbu。
fangfoyoutingdaohenduonianqian,heyanzuihoukuzhechaowohandeneijuhua:
“weizhiyi,nizheizhongzaotazhenxinderenhuibudehaosi。”
shijisuideheyanmarendehuahaihenpinji,zheishenzhisuanbushangyijuzuzhou,
danquequeshishidechenglewohenduoniandemengyan。
wuyemenghuiwochangkandaoheyandelian,ailiande,haixiude,fennude,liuleide,zuizhongdinggezaihetajiandezuihouyimian,
heneijuzaimenglichuxianlehenduoci,yizhiyuwoyewangletashibushizhendeshuoguode:
“我恨你。”
xianzaizheizhanglianyouchuxianzaiwomianqian,xiangdiyusuomingdeluocha,wodalegehanzhan,
heyandemoyangkanqilaihenshijugaolinxia,
neihenmingxiandedaizhebuxiedechaonong,takanqilaixiangshizhendezaihaoqizheijianshi,yexiangshiguyixiurudewenwo:
“weizhiyi,guodehaihaoma?”