第三章 没人心疼,也要自己疼惜自己

disanzhangmeirenxinteng,yeyaozijitengxiziji

“heng。”nanrenmenhengleyisheng。

“nizuomeng。”talianyanjingdoumeiyouzhengkai,jixuyouyoudishuo:“wozaojiushuoguole,woyaochengfaniyibeizi。”

苏文熙不解。

dangchutawuchuangtadefangjianshigeyiwai,sheizhizheinanrenxiangehupushineiyangduoletadeqingbai,pianpianzaiguanjianshikebeiruantingtingdailaideyidajiaziweiguan,budeyiliangrencaichenglehun。

ruantingtingjieshoubulexianshi,duomenerchushibeichezhuangdao,jingguojijiucaijianhuileyitiaoming,queluoxialebinggen。

ertazerenweizheiyiqiedoushisuwenxishexiadeju,jiushiweilejiaruduanjia。

“nifanglewo,jiunengtangtangzhengzhengheruantingtingzaiyiqi,buhaoma?”

shenbiandenanrenquebushuohua,huxiyuefachenzhong,sishijinrulemengxiang。

dengbudaohuidadesuwenxiyezaiyiyuzhongshuiqu。diertianxinglaishi,shenbiandenanrenyijingmeileying,shuiyiyediedezhengqifangzaiyipang。

xialelou,wushenerxiaoxinyiyididuanshanglaiyiwanzhou,dingzhuzhesuwenxi:

“woshuodashaonainai,xiaochanzheimedadeshierninyebutongwoshuo,yaobushidashaoyerangwojininbubu,wohaibuzhidaoni。xiaochanyeshiyaozuoxiaoyuezideya,kebunengxiangzuowanneiyangchuifengle!”

suwenxidiandiantou,tacongxiaojiumeileqinniang,kanwushendaoshiqinqie。

chiguozaofan,tajidaoshidalegedianhua,gaosutazijixiuxijitianjiuquxuexiaozuofudaoyuan。

suwenxishiyishuxuexiaobiyede,sangeyueqianyouyigejinxiudejihui,yinweihuaiyunjiufangqile。yushituodaoshiliulegeliuxiaodangfudaoyuandeminge,yaoshizaibuqushangban,padaoshiguaizui。

erloudeshufangbenlaishiduanqinyande,dantacongbuzaizheibangong,shufangjiukonglechulai。suwenxiyonglaifangzhizijihuahuadeyixiegongju,xianxialaideshihouyehuitankaibimo,zuohuayifan。

fanzhengwushenshuoleyaozuoxiaoyuezi,neijiubuchumen,zhengliyixiazuohuadegongju,yexuquzuofudaoyuandeshihounengyongshang。

suwenxifankaiyijuanhuajuan,neishitadezuopin。

huashangdenanrenxingmeijianmu,yingqishizu,lvexianzhinendelianshangjinxianyangguangzhise。lansedeqiuyibeixinluchushuangbei,jieshidejiroukanshangqushifenjiankang。

suwenxiwaizhenaodaixianglexiang,zheidagaishi7nianqiandeduanqinyan。

7nianqian,beikaoyishuleidesuwenxiquxiaogongyuanxiesheng,xiaogongyuandecaopingshangjigenanshengzaitiqiu。

tazhaoleyigejiaoluoanjingzuoxiaxiesheng,sheizhizhengrenzhenzhe,naodaishangquebeizhongzhongyiji,tongdejiaotahanchulesheng。

huitouyiyan,jiukanjianyanqianyigechuanzhelanseqiuyibeixindenanshengzouguolai,yuwuluncidixiangtadaoqian,haishenshoumolemotadenaodai,dengdaleyanjingwenta:“meishiba?”

suwenxizhengzaihuiyizhe,turanshoujixiangle。

tahuilehuishen,dingjingkandaoshoujishangheranxiezhe“duanqinyan”。

“jinwanwoerdihuiguoyaobanjiayan,nizhunbeiyixia,xiawuwolaijieni。”

suwenxilengleyixia:“jiayan?nibuzhidaowogangliuchanma?dongbudede。”

dianhuaneitou:“jiayaneryi,buyongchuanneimelongzhong。erdishizhujiao,meirenkanni。”shuowan,tajiugualedianhua。

suwenxihuidaofanglitiaoleyijianhaisuanbaonuandelifu,youzhunbeileyijianzhangwaitao。

duanqinyankandaotazheifuzhuangbanbujinzuijiaoyiqiao:“nidaotinghuixiangbanfa。”

suwenxiguoleguoshenshangdewaitao,fushenzuojinhaochedehouzuo:“shentishizijide,meirenxinteng,yeyaozijitengxiziji。”