我认罪！
suoyoudeyiqie，fuqinde，zijide。
guminxingrenshidesongyuexizaichuangshangyaoyanrugu，chuanshangyifujiuganlianpola，tajuebuhuirenshu。
tayuanxiangzheigeguansihaiyaodahenduoci，yisongyuexidexingzi，tabudamudeshibuhuibaxiude。
dangsongyuexishuochu“worenzui”sangezideshihou，guminxingyizhenhuanghu，tuitinghou，tazuolehenjiuzaizhanqilai。
脑子里嗡嗡乱叫。
“congcihou，womenliangqingle。”
两清？
十年，两清？
“guoqushinian，woconglaimeiyouyujianguoni……”
没有遇见过？
zaitafuqinjinicuneitianzhiqian，tameiyoukanjiantakuguo，xianzaimannaozidoushitalianshangdeleishui。
guminxingshuaileshuaitou，“liangqingle！”
tataibulikaiyuangaoxi，zhiyibu，chadiantakongzhanbuwen。
“liangqingle！”taxiangqitashuochuzheisangezishidejuejue，haoxiangshinazhexiangmubiaoshuaizaihuiyizhuoshang，“zheigexiangmubixushiwode！”
势在必得！
songyuexi，meiyoutazuobudaodeshiqing。
guminxingchelechelingdai，zouchufating，tayihoudeshenghuozhong，buhuizaiyousongyuexi。
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监狱
songyuexizuijiaoliuxueqizaiyigenvfanrendeshenshang，shouzhongdexiebazhangpapashuaizainvfanrendelianshang：“yihouhaiganbugankaojinwo！”
“buganle！buganle！”
“yihouhaiganbuganbachibuxiadedongxidaowocanpan？”shuowan，youshi“papa”liangxiebazhang。
“buganle！buganle！”nvfanlianlianqiurao。
songyuexitaiquandao，chuledabuguoguminxing，yibanrenbushitadeduishou。
zaijianyuzheizhongdifang，nanmianhuibeirenqifu，tabenxiangxishiningren，quebuxiangzheixiegouniangyangdeqirentaishen！
zheigeweixin，tabixuliqilai，buranyihousheidoukeyipadaotadetoushanglai。
zheigeshijieshang，zhiyouguminxingkeyiqifuta，bingqierangtahaowufankangdenengli。
dantayezhinengbeitashangzheiyici！
仅此一次！
suoyoudenvyuyou，douhaipasongyuexi，tajiuxianggemuyechayiyangxionghan。
songyuexidezhizijihuaiyunshi，shouzuwucuo，tabuzhidaogaizenmeban。
dangxiaomingtanshisongyuexishi，songyuexizhongyukandaolexiwang，tagezhehouhoudeboli，qiqiudekanzhexiaoming，“xiaoming，bangwoyigemangba。”
xiaomingyanzhongdesongyuexishoudebuxiangyangzi，zuichunqidezhandou，“guminxingweishenmehuizheiyangduini？tatugeshenme？dangchutajinggaowobuzhunkaojinni，woyiweitashizhendeaini，woshikannineimeaitawocaifangshoude，niweishenmemeiyoudedaoxingfu！”
xiaomingyankuangfahong，“songyuexi！nizheigeshabi！niguoqushiniandeaiqingdouweigoulema？”
songyuexijinjinminzhezuichun，“ruguomeiyoujingliguo，wozenmehuizhidaozijishishabi？yiqiedoushiyinguo，guoqudejiubutile。”
“butile？pingshenmebutile？taqinshoubanisongjinjianyu！pingshenmebutile？”
“woqiantade，gaihai。”songyuexishenhuxi，tajinliangburangzijineibuzhengqideleishuiliuchulai，“xianzaihaiqingle。”
xiaominghaixiangshuoshenme，renleren，daozuidehuayandaoleduzili。
songyuexidao，“bangwoxianggebanfa，niyidingkeyi，wohuaiyunle，bierangwohuaiyundeshiqingrangwaimianderenchadao，jiusuanchadaole，yeyaobangwoxiangbanfazhengmingzheihaizishibierende。”
“顾闵行的孩子？”
“是。”
“为什么不打掉？”
“不能？”
“为什么？”
“woyihou，buhuizaiaishangrenheyigeren，nanren，zheibeiziwodoubuganpengle，dan，haizishiwode。”songyuexikanzhexiaomingdeyanjing，yanzhongdeleishuizhongyuguanbuzhu，gunluoleyilian。
xiaomingdequantou，henhenzazaishitaishang，“nijingranweiletayigerenfoudinglesuoyourenma？”
“zhishaoxianzaixinlidexiangfashi，buganzaiyaoaiqingle。”
xiaomingzhidaosongyuexishishangtoule，ertaxianzaibixuyaohaohaodiaozhengziji，fouzehuichushi，tabunengbita。
“我答应你。”
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songyuexishengchanneitian，yishengzhouzhemeitoujiyijingquanshenmazuidesongyuexizuopoufuchanshoushu，“ai，jingjifanzui，qishidouhencongmingderen，donglewaixinsieryi，yaoshibazheixinsiyongzaizhengdaoshang，zenmekenengzoudaozheiyibu？”
“ai，nianjiqingqingde，zhiyouyigeshenle。”
只有一个肾了。
songyueximihuzhongtingdaoyishengdetanhua。
fatingshang，takongsuzhe，“wohenbudebamingdoujini，haibugouma？”
guminxing，nizenmenengduiwozheiyanghen？
还好，我们两清了。