第四章幸福的憧憬
“neinitinglebukaixinma？”tangxingertiaoqimeiwaizhetoukanzheliangzhuolun。
“kaixin。”liangzhuolunshuo，“danshixinger，woxiwangruguoyouyitianwomenzhendejiehun，shiwoguixialaixiangniqiuhun，yaoyouxianhua、youzuanjie，youaidexuanshi。”
“pinzui！”tangxingerlianjingyouxiehongle。
zheishi，kafeiguandegongzuorenyuanyijingjiangzuohaodekafeiduanleshanglai，shiliangbeinatie，aisaipingesidalijia。
liangzhuolunduanqikafeiminleyikou，meitousuizhishuzhankailai：“weidaohenbucuo。”
“woxuande，nidouhuizheimeshuo。”tangxingershuohuajian，yeminleyikoukafei，kafeirukouhou，kafeibeizaichunbiantingliulepianke，tacaihuanhuanfangxia。
ranhou，shenserenzhendikanzheliangzhuolun：“liangzhuolun，nihuibuhuijuedewogangcaishizaigennikaiwanxiao？”
liangzhuolunbenxiangyaotoude，wunaizuiliquehenchengkendishuoleyiju：“shi。”
“wobushikaiwanxiaode。”tangxingershuo，“qianjitianwogenwomamahenrenzhenditantaoguozheigewenti，tajuedewomenzaiyiqikuaisannianle，taduiniyinxiangyehenbucuo，juedeniyouzerenxin，renyetashi，suozaidexingyeyehenyoufazhanqianjing......”
liangzhuoluntingdaozheili，xintoubuyoudiweiweiyidun。
yucitongshi，taxiangdaoleliangmoyuanganggangshuoguodeneixiehua：ruguoyouyitianwozhendelikaizheigeshijiele，wodeneixieduanyanzenmebanya？neishiwodabanbeizidexinxue，zongdeyourenjichengya！
tangxingerdehuarengzaijixu：“womenxianzaidouhaihennianqing，fangzikeyixianfugeshoufu，daoshihouzanmenyiqihaiyuegong。duile，womamaxiwangnizheizhoumonengquyitangwojia，ninengchouchushijianma？”
“nenga。”liangzhuolunshuoba，youwen，“nimamarangwoguoqu，shixianggenwotanshenmeshima？”
“ng。”tangxingerdianleyixiatou，“womazheirenxinggenishilejiede，tajiushixiwangwoweilainengyougehaoguisu。buyaoqiudafudagui，danjibendeshenghuobaozhangdeyou。ruguodaoshihoutawanyitifangzideshi，xiangfaergenzanliangyoushenmebuyiyangde，wokendingzhannizheibianer。zheiyangdehua，nijiukeyibubiaotai，youshenmewentizanliangyihouyiqimiandui。”
liangzhuoluntingba，yishijingbuzhidaogaishuoxieshenme。
tangxingerlikezhouqilemeitou：“liangzhuolun，nibuhuihaibumanyiba？”
“zenmekeneng？”liangzhuolunxiaole，zhishixiaolisihudaizhexieyoulv。
shia，tazenmekenengbumanyini？
zheigenvyou，zhangxiangpiaoliang、xinggekailang、shanjierenyi......jiaowangzheimejiuyilai，tajihuconglaimeiyouguonanyijiekaidexiaoxinsi。
gengzhongyaodeshi，zaimianduijiehunzheizhongrenshengdashishang，tahainengweileta，ningyuanzhanzaifumudeduilimian。
liangzhuoluncikexinlixiangdeshi：wodaodihedeheneng？nengrangzheiyanghaodenvhaierduiwosixintadi？
“xinger......”takanzhetangxinger，yanlimanshiganji，“xiexieni，weiwoxiangzheimeduo。”
“ganmaturanzheiyang？wohaiguaibuxiguande。”tangxingernazhekafeibeidizaichunbian，bijianerdaizhejifenqiaopi，“liangzhuolun，niyinggaiganxienizijishangbeizizhengjiuleyinhexi，zheiyishicainengyudaozheimehaodewo。”
tangxingerhenyoumo，jiusuanshisuiyishuochukoudehuayeshichangnengborenyixiao。
danzheiyici，liangzhuolunbingmeiyouxiao。
tashenzhijuede，tangxingershuodetaiduile！ruguobushishangbeizizhengjiuleyinhexi，tazheiyishizenmekenengyudaozheiyanghaodenvhaier？
“nihaimeigaosuwo，nizhoumodaodiqubuquwojiani？”tangxingeryouwen。
“qu。”liangzhuolunshuo，“wokendinghuiqu。”
“neixingle。”tangxingertingba，zhijieduanqishoulidekafei，guduguduhelehaojidakou，ranhoufangxiakongdekafeibei，zhanleqilai，“neiwoxianzaijiuqujianshenfangge？”
tazheiyixiliededongzuo，baliangzhuolunjidouxiaole：“ni......tangxinger，niyaobuyaobiezongshizheimegaoxiao？”
“zenmegaoxiaole？”tangxingershuohuajian，yijingjiangzhuozipangneidingshenlansedebangqiubangjidaishangle，shunjianshenqilebushao，“ruguowobulikequjianshenfang，nizenmeshedelikelikaizheiliqupeiniba？”
“nandeniyouzheifenerxiaoxin！”liangzhuolunshuohuajian，yijingkaishimaidanle。
“eduile，haiyouzheigedabaobei！”gangmeizoujibudetangxingerturanyouzhelehuilai，congshafashangtishangleneigechadianerbeiyiwangdeheisedaizi，“weiletiqianjiwobayigejingxi，haishiwoqinzisongjita，bulaofanniqinzisong。”
liangzhuolunhaimeifanyingguolai，tangxingerrenyijingyizhenfengsidecongtashenbianzouleguoqu：“goodbye!mydarling!”
dengtazhanqishen，tangxingeryijingzouchulekafeiguan。
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liangzhuolunlikaikafeiguanzhihou，bingmeiyoulikequyiyuan，ershihuidaolehuashengjituan。
zhongwudeshihouzoudeji，haiyouyixiejutigongzuomeichuliwan。
tagangjinbangongshi，huashengdefuzerenyangkaibianzouleguolai：“zhuolun，nifuqinzenmeyangle？”
“shoushuhenshunli，xianzaishihuifuqi，muqianyiqiedouhenhao。”liangzhuolunshuo，“xieyangzongguanxin。”
“zheiduanshijiannixinkule，yaozhaogufuqin，gongzuoyeshiyiyangmeiluoxia。”yangkaishuohuajian，shenshoupailepailiangzhuolundejianbang，“shangcihonglijituandelizong，zaizhongwuyongcandeshihouyizhizaikuani，shuoniyounaozilinghuohenyoupoli。”
“shima？nengdedaolizongzheizhongyejieqiaochudekuazan，zhendefeichangrongxing。”liangzhuolunshuo，“ruguoyoujihui，woyexiwangnengxiangtaduoduoxuexi。”
yangkaixiaolexiao，jiezheshuo：“tamenduihuashengjituanjinqidenalizidianchihechunenglingyuqudedejishuxintupohenganxingqu，linzoudeshihoutedishuoxiacijiuzheigewentishuangfangzaijinxingyiciqiatan，xiwangdaoshihouniyenengyiqicanjia。bijingzaixinjishudegongkefangmian，nishiquanchengcanyude，gegehuanjiedounengjiangdejingzhundaowei。”
“haode，feichangleyi。”liangzhuolunshuo，“xindejishubujinnengjiangbenzengxiao，hainengbimianxingyexianruwuxiaojingzheng。daoshihouwomenzhengquyudifang**qudehezuojihui，helibuju。yifangmiankeyijiezhu**liliangcujinxiangmujinkuailuodi，lingyifangmianhainengyidingchengduhuanchongshichangdebuquedingyinsu。”
“henyoujiandi。”yangkaishuo，“zhuolun，zheiyinianduodeshijian，nidenulishiyoumugongdude。dengwomenmangwanzheiduanshijian，wodasuangenbanzichengyuantiyixiaguanyujinitizongjiandeshi。”
“xiexieyangzong。”liangzhuolundiantouzhixie。
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liangzhuolunzaicidaoliangmoyuandebingfangshi，shiwanshangqidianzuoyou，tatedijiliangmoyuandaiquleyixiechide，baizhuocaixin、pidanshourouzhouhehuluobuyumipaigutang。
tazoudaobingfangmenkoudeshihou，liangmoyuanzhengbantangzaibeidiangaodezhentoushang，yanjingmizhe，chuyubanmeibanxingdezhuangtai。
dagaishitingdaoyourentuimen，tadeyanjinghuanhuanzhengkai。
kandaoleliangzhuolun，liangmoyuanbenyouxiemimengdeyanshen，turanliangleqilai。
jinjiezhe，tabiancongchuangshangzuoleqilai，chaozheliangzhuolunshenhoukanlekan，caiwen：“xingerhuiqule？”
liangzhuolunmeihaoqidixiaole：“ba，ninzheishishuimengleba？xianzaidouwanshangle。”
liangmoyuanzheicaihuiguoshenerlai，taishoumolemonaodai：“wonengshuidehaoyebucuo，yishengshuole，xiuxideyuehao，jiuhuifudeyuekuai。”
“guangshuidehaoyebuxing，haidechidehao。”liangzhuolunshuoba，dakailebaowenbei，“jinidailepidanshourouzhou，haiyouyixieqingcaihetang。dengwofanghao，zaifunixiachuang......”
“buyong，wozijinengxia......”liangmoyuanshuohuajian，tuiyijingcongchuangshangtandaoledimianshang。
“nixingma？”liangzhuolunlimashangqianqufu。
“wonengxing。”liangmoyuanyijingzaichuangbiandedengzishangzuowenle，“nimenzheijitianjiwodaitaiduochidele，yihounimenyeshangliangshangliang，buyongrenrendoujiwosong。yaobunigennimashuo，rangtabataneifenerjishengleba？niyigerenjiwosongjiuxing。”
liangzhuolunzhidaoliangmoyuanshenmeyisi，tajiushiguyixiangbikailaoma。
tayangzhuangmeiyoutingchuqiantaici，yuqipingjingdiwen：“wanyiwomangdeshihoumeigushangni？”
“nigubushangwojiuzaiyiyuandingcan，zheilishenmedouyou，fangbiandehen。”liangmoyuanshuo。
“nizheipiqidegaigai。”liangzhuolunmeizaiduoshuoshenme，ershijiangdailaidewancan，fangzaizhediezhuoshang，yiyangyangbaifanghao。
liangmoyuansihuweikouhenbucuo，jiangliangzhuolundailaidedongxiquandouchiguangle，yilimidoumeishengxia.....
liangzhuolunshoushiwankuaideshihou，liangmoyuanyizhijingjingdikanzheta，yiyanbufa。
taxinxiangfuqinkendingshijiantazheimexiaoshun，xinlimanshiganji......
erdangtashoushihaoyiqiezhihou，chenmolehaojiudeliangmoyuanturankaikoule：“alun，wogennishuodeshi，nikaolvdezenmeyangle？”
zhengzaicashoudeliangzhuolunturanlengzhule，zhuantoukanxiangliangmoyuan：“shenmeshi？”
dagaishimeiyuliaodaoliangzhuolunhuishizheizhongfanying，liangmoyuanyelengleyixia：“wohaiyiweinijintianxiawuyousikaoyixiani。”
“shenmeshi？”liangzhuolunshuo，“bayoushenmenizhijieshuojiuxinglema。”
“womendeduanyanchang......”liangmoyuanshuo，“ruguozaibuqunongyinong，jiuzhendeyaohuangfeile。”
“womendeduanyanchangbu......”liangzhuoluntingba，diyifanyingjiuxiangwenyiju：womendeduanyanchangbuzaojiuhuangfeilema？
danhuazhishuoleyiban，youbeiyanlehuiqu。bijingxianzailiangmoyuanhaizaihuifuqi，tabuxiwanglaobashoudaorenhe**，napashiyidingdianerdeqingxubodong。
liangmoyuanmeiyanjiandeganshangyujianongzhong：“womenjiadeduanyanchanghaishinitaiyeyeneidaichuangbande，niyeyeneidaijingyingdehenhao，daolewozheidai.....
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