第一章
jiangningshenglianxuwunianchanlian“jingbeizuixingfudenvren”zazhibangdanbangshou。
suirantafumushuangwang，queyougechongtarumingdeshoufulaogongfuyanan。
jiehundiwunian，jiangningshengjieshulvyoutiqianhuijia，benxiangjifuyananyigejingxi，zoudaofangmenkoushi，quetingjianjishengyayidi、daizhezhuoreqixideqingchuan——
menweiguanyan，taqiahaonengkanjianfuyananbanyizaichuangtou，bohanshunzhexiahexianluoxia。
tazhijianjiazheyizhangzhaopian，julitaiyuantakanbuqing。
lingyizhishouyinzaibeiruli，dongzuodaizhenanyizichidejiqie。
jiangningshenglianjiazhoutang，buguofenbiesanri，tajingyisiniantazhici。
tatuimenzhiru，jiaochendao：“laogong，yuanlaiwobuzaijiadeshihou，nidoushizheiyangxiangwo……”
声音戛然而止。
jiangningshengliansedouranbiandecanbai，tafaxian，zhaopianshangdenvrenjingranbushita！
shenzhibushiqingchunkeaidenvdaxuesheng，huozhezhixingchengshudezhiyenvqiangren。
ershibujiuqianjiajinfujiachongxi，fulaoyeziqushihouchengleguafude，fuyananmingyishangdexiaomacuishuying！
beizijideqizizhuangpozheizhongshi，fuyananshensequemeiyousihaobodong。
tacongrongdijiangzhaopiansaijinzhentouxia，xiuzhangdeshouzhimantiaosilidizhenglilalian，buguojimiaozhong，tayouhuifuleqinglengjinyudemoyang：“zenmetiqianhuilaile？”
fangfogangcaineiyiqiezhishijiangningshengdehuanjue。
jiangningshengnaodaiwengwengzuoxiang，tatingjianzijiwen：“fuyanan，nimeiyoushenmeyaojieshidema？”
fuyananshenseweibian，weiweihouyang，yutalakaijuli：“runisuojian，woaishangtale。”
jiangningshengnanyizhixindidengdayanjingkanta，xinzangxiangbeihenhentongleyidao，tengdetajinhuzhixi。
“fuyanan！”jiangningshengxiesidilidizhiwen，“nikaishenmewanxiao，tashinidexiaoma！”
“erqienishiwusuideshihou，nishuoguozheibeizizhiaiwoyigerende，zheicaiduojiu？shinian？jinjinshinian！nizenmekeyizheiyangduiwo？”
butongyujiangningshengdejidong，fuyananquehenpingjing，shenzhinieleniemeixin，fangfojuedeyouxiechaonao。
“womeiwang。”takaikou，yuqipingdanrubo：“keshiningsheng，ainizheijianshi，rangwohenlei。”
“weishenme！fuyanan，wobumingbai，weishenme？nidaodiaitashenme？”jiangningshengjihukenqiubandixiangyaoyigedaan。
tataimou，yanlishiyipianshenbujiandidehei。
“yigeyueqian，nishengqiwoyingchoubujishihuixiaoxi，wozaixuedilizhanleyiyepeizui，tianweiliangyouqulaozhaiyingfuneiqunhushidandandelaojiahuo，jieguoweitengdaochadianyunguoqu。”
shuodaozhei，tayandituranfanqiyiyixingguang，“shishuyingfuwohuifangjian，jiwozhuleyiwanxingjiutang。ningsheng，neishiwozheishinianlai，zuixingfuzuiqingsongdeyitian。”
“jinjinzhishiyiwanxingjiutang？”jiangningshengnannanziyu，tanaoziliyipianhundun。
“dui，zhishiyiwanxingjiutang。”
“woainiaidaoshiquleziwo，keshuyinggaosuwo，woyaohaohaoaiziji。”
“wodanxinhedaota，zanshihaiweixiangtabiaomingxinyi，niyebuxunaodaotamianqianqu。”
shuowan，fuyananzhanqishen，zhunbeilikai。
zaitajingguotadeshenbianshi，jiangningshengmengdishenchushou，sisizhuazhuletadeshouwan。
ranhou，tatingjian，taneimejiaoaodeyigeren，cikexiangshizhuazhuzuihouyigenfumu，shengyinposuibukan，youqingxidizazaifangjianli：
“xingjiutangeryi，tahuizuode，woyekeyixue。”
fuyanan，xingjiutangheaini，wodoukeyixue。
fuyananbochunqingqi，gangyaokaikou，shoujiquexiangle。
tanachulai，shicuishuyingfalaidexiaoxi：【yanan，woxuehuilexindecai，niyaolaichangchangma？】
tademuguangzaipingmushangtingliupianke，ranhouyidianyidiandibaikailejiangningshengdeshouzhi。
“ningsheng，nijiashixianhe、moyangyeyidengyidepiaoliang，niruguoxianggongzuo，nifuqinliuxiadechanyehuizainishoulidafangyicai。nihenhao，buxuyaoxiangrenheren，woshenzhicongmeijianguoxiangnizheiyangwanmeidenvren，fouzewoyebuhuichongnishinian。”
“keshibaoqian，woaishangtale，wukejiuyaodeaita。”
jishicuishuyingshicongshanlilaide，beimaijitafuqinchongxidenvren。
jishitadeailianhuizaoshouqianwanrendetuoqi。
ketayijiuwukejiuyaodeaita。
neiyishunjian，jiangningshengdeshijiechedibengtale。
shinianganqing，wunianhunyin。
tarenshengzhongjihusuoyouzhongdajiedian，douyutayouguan。
taxiangqishinianli，fuyanandeyantingjicong。
xiangqitabaoyuanyijujiafangtiaoti，tajiushougoujiafanggongsisongta，rangtazaijiashuqian；xiangqitachicumishuchuanjinshenbaotunqun，tajiukaichuquangongsidenvren，rangtaanxin……
jiangningshengkudesixinliefei，suoyoudeweiqu、tongkuhejuewangchedibaofa。
ranerneigecengjinghuiwenqutadeyanleidenanren，quebuzaile。
tazaiyuandizhanlezhengzhengyiye，tianlianghou，taguzhidirenwei，haomenquanzilidenanrendouzheiyang，fuyanandexinbuguoyoulepiankeyouyi。
yushi，jiangningshengjiangcuishuyingyuedaolekafeiguan。
jiangningshengkanzheyanqianzheigemianrongqingshou，yanjiaoyouxiexupitaidenvren，jiangyizhangtianyouyiyi、shitasuoyoujixudezhipiaotuidaotamianqian。
“cuiyi……anbeifenwoyinggaijiaoniyishengma，danwozhidaonihenjilefujia，suoyi，wojiniziyou，nizouba，zheibiqianzugounianwendiguowanyusheng。”
cuishuyingkanzhejuezhipiao，lengzhule。
jiangningshengtibaolikai，tazhidaotabuhuijujue。
kedangwan，tajiujiedaoxiaoxi。
cuishuyingzichengshouletadewuru，tiaohezishale，suiranrenjiuleguolai，danyizhitangzaizhongzhengjianhushili。
fuyananjihushibatacongchuangshangtiqilaide，takanzheta，yanlibuzaichongmanchireaiyi，ershidaizhehaobubihuide，hen！
tadehenyibujiayanshi，**luodelingjiangningshenggandaokepa。
dangengkepadeshi，tajiexialaishuodehua。
“jiangningsheng，wocongqianzhijuedenijiaozong，quemeixiangguoniedudaozheizhongdibu！nijingranxiangyongqianbisishuying？！”
“batadiujinyuchi，meiyouwodeyunxu，sheiyebuzhunfangtachulai！”
tadalegexiangzhi，shiyibaobiaojiangjiangningshengrengjinzhuangleshirenyudeyuchi。
jiangningshengyoukounanyan，zhinengbutingdiyou，xiangduoguoshirenyudezhuigan。
dayuebangexiaoshihou，tatilibuzhi，henkuaijiubeishenhoudeshirenyuzhuiganshang，neixieyuelehenduotian，yudaoshiwudeshunjian，kaishifengkuangkenyaotadeshenti，yingshengshengjiangtashenshangderouyikuaikuaisichexialai。
shoubei、datui、yaobu……beiyaoguodeshangkoushenkejiangu，canbaidegusuizhijiebaoluzaishixianli，penyongsijiandexianxuehenkuairanhongyuchi。
jiangningshengtengdeliangyanfahei，buzaiyouliqiyoudong，shenzhilianbieqidouzuobudao。
fuyananjiuzhanzaianbian，biaoqinglengmodexiangzaiguankanyibulandianying。
takaikoule，sangyinyijiudichenhaoting：“jiangningsheng，wobuhuihenilihun。futaitaideweizhixuyaoheshiderenzuo，erqiewodayingguonifuqin，huizhaoguniyibeizi。”
“dannibuxuzaichazuwoyushuyingdeshi，gengbuxujihenta！zheishijinggao，yeshiweixie。”
jiangningshengchedishiquyishi，yidileicongyanjiaohualuo，henkuaibianyanmeizaixuehongdechishuili。