tapingpingjingjingtangzaineili,jilewocongjiehunyilaidezuidaxiuru。
yiqianyusinianzenmeduiwo,wodoukeyibujieyi。
ningfuyilaitiaoxin,woyekeyirenxia。
ketaqianbugaiwanbugai,naqianlaizheruwoqushiduoniandemuqin。
wosisizuanzheshou,yazhuqingxu:“jintianshinainaidashou,wobuhuinao,danningfuyizheibizhang,wojixiale。”
“yusinian,zheiyicishiniguofenle。”
yusinianmiansemeiyourenheqifu,weiyideyanshenbianhua,haishiyinweiwoshuoleningfuyidemingzi。
wokanzaiyanli,gengjuedezijikebeikexiao!
wodiyicibuxianggenyusiniangongchuyishi,zhuanshenjiuchulefangjian。
屋外大雪纷飞。
woquehaoxiangganjuebudaolengyiban,zhanzaiyangtaishang,renpingyishanhetoufabeihanfengsiche。
yongrenpawoshouhan,laijiaolewojibian,doubeiwoganzou。
lianjiaheerduodoubeidongdefateng,kewojingjuedezheiyangdeteng,yuanbujixinlideteng。
bingtianxuedinanengrangwotongku?rangwotongkude,yizhidoushiyusinian!
ximidexuehuamizhuyanjing。
worenbuzhutaitouwangzhemenglongdeyekong,muqin,jiajiyusinian,zhendeshiwocuolema?
kecongqiannibushiyeshuotahenhao,tayedayingguoni,zhangdayihouhuiquwodema?
suoyoudeyiqiedaodishishenmeshihoubiande?
没人能给我回答。
daxuefenfenyangyangxialeyiye,bucengtingxia,woquedaoxiale。
高烧不退。
dengzaiyouyishi,zhengyanshi,jiukandaolezuozaichuangbiandeyusinian。
wolenglejimiao,xindibushoukongzhideyongshangxinxi,gaoxing。
jishimingzhitakenengshibeiyujiarenqiangliuxialai,peizheziji。
我竟也甘之如饴!
“肆年……”
woxiangshuodianshenme,quebeiyusiniande***daduan。
woqingxidekanjianpingmushangde‘ningfuyi’sanzi,houlongshashixiangbeidashouezhu,yidianshengyindoufabuchulai。
eryusinianjianwoxingguolai,yehaobuyouyudeqishenlikai,zaimeihuilai。
wozuozaichuangshang,shenshangneidiangaoshaodailaidenuanyi,jinshutunbianbingliang。
wobuxiangyigerenliuzaiyujia,bianhuileyusinianjiwozhunbeidexinju。
hewoyiqidaojiade,haiyoujigekuaidi。
yifengyifengsikai,jiangxinfengneidezhaopiannachulai。
zhaopianyouhenduo,henkuaibianchenghouhouyiluo,doushiningfuyigenzheyusiniancunbubulideenaijingxiang。
guoran,ningfuyisuiranlikailezongcaiban,quemeiyoulikaiyusinian。
我并不意外。
zhishimeiduokanyizhangzhaopian,xinjiugenglengleyifen。
wobuzhidaozheixiezhaopianshisheijiguolaide,yebuhaoqi。
zhishijiangzheixiezhaopianpaixia,quanbufajileyusinian:“woshuoguobiezairangwokanjianta,nishiyanle。”
woxiangzhidaoyusinianhuishishenmeyangdefanying。
kewozheshoujidenglehenjiu,doumeiyoubandianhuiying。
wowangshangfankanzhetamendeliaotianjilu,chichiyishidao,yuanlaizheixienian,zijifajiyusiniandemeiyitiaoxiaoxi,doubucengyouguohuiying。
yixiangqingyuanzheisigezi,jiuhaoxiangshiwoheyusinianganqingdepanci。
woshenxiyikouqi,yaxiabeiguandeqingxuhou,qishenhuilequanjia。
muqindeneifuzi,youyusiniandecuo,youningfuyidecuo,danwodehaojimuyeweibimeichashou!
半小时后。
womeiyongyongrentongbao,jingzizoujinlequanjiabieshu。
客厅里空无一人。
qiangshangyuanbenguazhemuqingongbihuadedifangbuzhiheshiyebeigenghuanchengleoushiyouhua。
wokanzhe,shunzhexuanzhuanloutiyibubuzoushanglou。
benxianghuiwoshi,qingdianxiamuqinliuxiadeyiwu。
luguoshufangshi,quetingjianlimianchuanlaijimuzhousiyundeshengyin。
“laoquan,duokuizhixianaqianbaisongjiyujiadeshihou,nigenyusinianyoutilebushaotiaojian,zheixienianliliwaiwaiyenahuilaibushaoqian。”
“yaoburandengzaiguozhenzitamenlihunle,womenjiukuisile!”