songshiyixingguolaideshihou，guyantingyijingbuzai，wuzilijingqiaoqiaode，tangruobushibixijianyingraozhenanrenshenshangqingliedexiangwei，tahuijuedezuowankandaotashiemengzhihoudeyouyigeemeng。
youtangleyixiaohuier，songshiyicaiqichuang，xishuwanhouwangwaimianzou，kanguyantingshibushizaiwaitou。
“妈……”
lakaifangmenmeijiandaoguyanting，daoshijiandaolegumu，songshiyiweileng，ranhoulikexiayishidikaikouhanren。
qishitayetingpeifuziji，buguoduanduanyitianduodeshijian，tayijingnengduizheyuanbenshinainaibeiderenhanchuyisheng“ma”。
“ai，yiyiqilaile，kuaiguolaichizaocan。”gumuwenshengchaozhesongshiyikanguolai，jiandaota，zhaohutaguoquchizaocan。
“ma，nizenmezheimezaojiuguolaile？”
“mabushipaniyigerenzaizheibianzhaogubuhaozijima。”
“ma，wobushixiaohaizile。”
“qishihaishiyoudianshiqing，daihuierchilefanpeizhemayiqiqujieyanting，tajintianhuilai。”
“ai？”songshiyitingdaogumuzheihua，weiweichijing，“yantingbushizuowanjiuhuilailema？！”
“shenme？”gumuzeshibitagengjiachijing，shishengdao，“tazuowanjiuhuilaile？”
“shia！”songshiyidiantou。
“nei……yiyi，ta……meiyouduinizuoshenmeba？”gumushixianjinzhangdizaisongshiyishenshangxunshi。
“meiyoua。”tahuiduizijizuoshenmema？
“hu，neijiuhao。”gumusongleyikouqi，jiansongshiyiyihuodiwangzheta，likegangadijieshi，“neige，niheyantingjiehundeshiqing，yantinghaibuzhidao，shiwoyongledianguanxi，zhijienanimenliangdehukoubenqudengjide，benlaidasuantahuilaideshihouwodaizheniguoqujieta，shunbiangaosuta，meixiangdao，zheichouxiaozitiqianyitianjiuhuilaile。”
songshiyineixinfangunbuyi，danshibiaomianshanghaishizhuangchuyifuwenrouxianjingdeyangzi。
……
“neitajiranhuilaile……renni？”gumuwen。
“buzhidao。”songshiyiyaotou，“woxingguolaideshihoujiubujiantale。”
“kendingshiquyiyuanle，tachuguoneimezhangshijian，yihuilai，yiyuanlikendinghenduoshiqingmang。”
songshiyizaijiandaoguyantingshiyigexiaoshizhihou，tafenggumudeminglingquyiyuanjitasongzaocan。
zhanzaixinxiongwaikeyishengbangongshimenkou，songshiyimochushoujijiguyantingdadianhua，zheishitadiyicijitadadianhua，lianhaomadoushizaoshanggumujitade。
xinliqishihaishiyouxietantede，taduiguyantingyouzheyizhongtianshengdeweiju。
“wei。”dianhuahaojiucaibeirenjieqilai，dididenanyinconghuatongneiduanchuanguolai，xiangshidaizhedianliu。
songshiyixintouweizhan，shuohuashengyinmomingfangda：“ni……zaibangongshima？”jiansizhoudeshixianchaotajizhong，tazheicaifanyingguolai，hongzhelianyadilesheng，“woshisongshiyi。”
“我知道，有事？”
songshiyizaidianhuazheitouyileng，tazhidao？tashenmeshihoucundetadehaoma？
“yemeishenmeshiqing，nichizaocanlema？marangwojinisongzaocan，wozheihuierzainibangongshimenkouni！”
“bangongshimenkou？”guyantingtengdizhanqilai，lakaimenquemeijiandaoren，“womeikanjianni。”
“ai？zenmehui，wojiuzhanzainibangongshizhengmenkoua？！”
“nizainagebangongshimenkou？”guyantingchensiyixia，weiweilianmei。
“xinxiongwaikeya！”songshiyituokouerchu，youchiyile，“nandao……bushi？”
“不是。”
fuyigenzheguyantingzoujintadebangongshi，songshiyijiupobujidaidizhuiwen：“mabushishuonishizaixinxiongwaike，zenmeyoudaonaowaikele？”
“sannianqianshizaixinxiongwaike，xianzaishizainaowaike。”
“zheiyangyekeyi？”songshiyijingjiao。yikezhuanyebibudeqitaxingye，meigezhuankedoushixuyaocongyezhezhangshijiandixuexihejileidalianglinchuangshijiande，xiangguyantingzheiyang，congxinxiongwaikezhijiezhuannaowaike，zaiyixuejiegujiyeshiyigechuanqi。
guyantingcongxiaojiushiyilukaizheguadeshanguangti，chengweiyejiechuanqibingbuxiqi，dansongshiyinamendeshi，taweishenmehuizhuankeshi……
“zhiyouwoxiangbuxiang，meiyoukebukeyi。”guyantingfengqingyundandihuida，lingzhetazouxiangbangongshidexiuxiqu。
gangluozuo，tademuguangbianluozaisongshiyishouzhongtizhededaizishang：“bushishuojiwosongzaocan？”
“e。”songshiyimangdichuqushouzhongdedaizi，zhongyuwenchutayizhixiangwendewenti，“nizenmexiangdaozhuankeshi？”
taneixinyouliangguqingxu，yigushihuaiyi，weishenmetahuituranzhuankeshi；yigushishiluo，tazhuanlekeshi，bujiuduitameishenmebangzhule？
kenanrenbuhuida，shifendanmogaolengdizuozaineieryouyadiyongcan，tarenbuzhuxiangjixuwen。
guyantingtaiqitou，kanleyanyuyanyouzhideren，dao：“chifandeshihou，buyaoshuohua。”
宋时壹：“……”
ningmidexiangchushiguangrangsongshiyipoganbushi，erguyantingquebingmeiyoushoudaoshenmeyingxiang，taweiquzheshentichideanjingyousiwen。
turanmenbeiqiaoxiang，jiqiedehushituimenjinlaitongzhitayigegangdongwanshoushudebingrenchuxianbuliangfanying。
“woxianqumang。”guyantingzhanqishenziwangwaizou，zoudaomenkou，hurandunzhu，weiweipiantou，muguangsaoguonvrenshenshangchuandehei**、duanqunyijijinshenmaoyibaoguodemanmiaoshenduan，liansechenxiaqu，“yiyuanrenduo，yihoubiesuibianlaiyiyuanzhaowo，youshijiwodadianhua。”
zuihouyijuhuabansuizheguanmenshengluorusongshiyierzhong。
宋时壹愣在那儿。
tazuihouzheihuashishenmeyisi？
shixianqita？haishiyaowanyinhun？
congyiyuanchulai，songshiyibingmeiyouhuijia，taxianquchangqudejijiaxiaochidianmailexieshiwu，ranhouzuochequlechengbei。zheiyilu，talianshangmeiyouyisixiaorong，zhenggerenfangruoxianzaimouzhonghuiyizhong，beinongzhongdebeishangbaoweizhe。
chunjidetianqiduobian，yuanbenqinglangdetiansuizheyizhenyinyunguojingyinchenxialai，yichangdayuyibangbozhishizitiankongpolai，shandiansiliezhangkong，shibushixiangqizheneryulongdeleisheng，zhenggeshijiebeilongzhaozaiyipianguijuebeichendeqifenli。
城北墓园。
yumuzhizhong，songshiyicaizheshijieyijiyijidiwangshangzou，zhidaozoudaoyikuaiheisemubeiqiancaitingxia。tameidasan，hunshenyijingshitou，dantafangruohaobuzaiyi，zhizigujiangtilaideshiwuyiyangyangdibaifangdaomubeiqian，chuizhemouqingshengsushuo：“asui，haojiubujian，wolaikannile，nizaizheiliguodehaoma？meitianyoumeiyouhenkaixin？meitianyouanshichifanma？meitian……”shengyinjurangengzhu，yanjinglibuzhidaoshijinleyuhaishizenyang，tajuedeyoudianteng，yushibiyanhuanlehuan，“douyouxiangwoma？wohenxiangni，jinimaijiuniangwanzideshihoutebiexiang，zouludeshihoutebiexiang，chifan、shuijuedeshihoutebiexiang，meiyitiandoutebietebiexiang……”
songshiyishenzihuanhuandidunxiaqu，shouzhizhandouzhefushangmubeishangdezhaopian，zhaopianlidenanrenmeiyuchenjing，xiaorongwenxu，shitayiguanshuxixihuandemoyang。
zhishi，youzhezheiyangxiaorongderenzaiyebuhuizhanzaitashenbian，hehuzheta，chongaizheta……
sannianqian，lusuihuiguo，mingmingzaidianhualihaixiaozheduitashuotazhishizuoyigexiaoshoushu，meiyoushenmefengxian，keshibuguojitian，dengtajiedaoehaocongguowaiganhuilai，queliantazuihouyimiandoumeiyoujiandao。
neigexiaoxiaodefanzheheiseguangzedeguhuihe，jingranzhuangxialeneimegaodadelusui。tabuyuanxiangxin，queyebudebuxiangxin，lusuishisiyuxinzangzhijiashoushuhoudebingfazheng，shuhoutaweinengsuxingguolai，jiuzheiyangshuizheyongyuanlikaileta。
tabeishangyujueditanruanzaibinyiguan，duizhelusuideyizhaojiujiubuyuanlikai，queqiahaotingdaobinyiguandelianggegongzuorenyuandehua……
jiaoluoli，yigebinyiguandegongzuorenyuanlazhulingyigegongzuorenyuanshuo：“nishuoguaibuguai，wogangcaichulideneijunianqingshiti，tingshuoshixinzangshoushuzhihousiwang，keshiquelianshangkoudouweifenghe，erqie……”tajiangdileyinliang，“wozaizuoyirongzhenglideshihoujingranfaxianneijushenqulimeiyouxinzang……”
tingdaozheili，songshiyizhijuecongjiaodibancuanqilaiyiguliangyi。
ruguomeiyoudangtianwanshangshoudaodeyitiaomoshengduanxin，songshiyidagaiwanquanbuhuixiangdaolusuihuichengweiheianjiaoyidexishengzhe。duanxinliyanzhizaozaodichengjifushengmingdenanyayiyuanliyouyishengandilijinxingqiguanmaimai，haihuixuanzebingrenchengweiqiguanmaimaidetigongzhe……
duiyuzheiyitiaoduanxindelaiyuan，songshiyichalexujiu，weiguo，danquezaitaxinzhongzaxialeshenshendeyinji。
ketaxiangyaochalusuidesi、nanyayiyuanjinanyayiyuanlideyisheng，tanherongyi。
lusuidesizaoyibeidingweiyiwaisiwang，zaoxianyemeiyoufaxianrenheyidian，rujinshitiyijingbeihuohua，zheishihouzaitiaochulaizhiyiyeweibiyourenxiangxin。
lusuidejiarenyinweishangxinguodujujiabanlilezheigechengshi，talianxibushang，suoyigenbenbuzhidaolusuizairuyuan、shoushuyijishuhoudejutiqingkuang。yiyuanliduiyuyishenghebingrendexinxishijueduibaomide，youqishiyijingsiwangledebingrenxinxiwanquanbuduiwaitoulu。
tafangruobeiweikunzaisichengzhong，zuoyouxunbudaoyitiaohuolu，tiantianpaihuaizaiyiyuanmenkou，shituxunzhaodaoyidianzhusimaji。
她整天守着医院。
beishidexiatiangewaiyanre，tazhongshuyundaobeihaoxindeyishengdaijinleyiyuanxiuxi，huanguolaidetamimangdikanzhechuanbaidaguadeyishengjibuchuansuozaigebingshi，naozilimianmengrancuanchuyigexiangfa——weiyidetupokoujiushitayedangyisheng！dangyisheng，tajiuyoujihuijiejinbeifengcundedangan，zhaodaojilusuidongshoushudeyisheng，caiyoujihuiquchalusuisiwangdezhenxiang。
dayuhaizaijixuxiongmengdiqingxie，songshiyiyijingfenbuqingzijilianshangdeshuishiyushui，haishisuizhebeishangyiqiyongchudeleishui，tazhishiyibianbiandijiangzhaopianshangdeshuifuqu，juewangdikanzhezhaopianshangdeneizhangxiaolian，bizijijiansediyangqizuijiao：“asui，wojintianlai，qishishiyaogaosuniyijianshiqing。”tadeshengyinhenqing，fangruopajingraodaota，“wojiehunle，jiuzaiqianliangtian。yiqiannibushiyizhishuochulenimeiyourenhuiyaowo，dannikan……”shuodaozheili，yanleiyuefazhibuzhu，shengyinjijinsiya，“xianzaichuleni，bushihaiyourenyaowodema……nikeyibuyongzaidanxinwoyigerenzaizheigeshijieshanggugudandanle……”
“asui，nihuibuhuiguaiwojiajilebieren？buyaoguaiwohaobuhao，wozhishi……zhishixiangyaozaodianchaqingchuzhenxiang。tashiyisheng，sannianqianshinanyayiyuanxinxiongwaikedeyisheng，tongguota，woyoujihuinengchadaosannianqiandeshiqing……asui，dengdengwo，zaidengdengwohaobuhao，wozhaodaozhenxiangweinibaolechou，wojiulaipeini……”
manshileiheyushuideliantiedaomubeishang，shengyinrouderutongqingrenjiandeninan，youfenmingdaizheyimolengliejianjue。
songshiyizaimuyuandailehenjiu，zhidaowanshangbadianduo，tacaizuoshangzuihouyibancongchengbeikaiwangchengzhongdegongjiaoche。