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woshenxinjupiditangzaibingchuangshang,hunchendishuiqu。
心中已经冰冷麻木。
家人不在乎我。
woyiweixiangaidebanlv,xinliderenqishishijingchangandiduiwoshibanzideyangmei。
rujinzhidengqinjialairenjiewo,wojiuhaobuliuliandilikai。
cigudeliangshuipozaiwoshenshang,wosesuozhexinglai。
lianshangquebeimengleyigeyanzhao。
yourennazhebinglengdetidaozaiwotoushanglaihuituidong。
woqingchudeganjuedaofasipiaoluo。
kewobeichengdazixingbangzaichuangshang,wufazhengzha,zhinengyaoyarenzhuhouzhongfanyongdexuexing。
haibudengwoqurudeleishuiganhe。
bianbeirenqiazhubozi,yizhangjieyizhangdishanzailianshang。
zhidaowodeliandanqingzizhongzhang,manshixuehen。
他才停下来。
woxiangtanlanrouyiyangmeiyouyidianfanying。
qiruwoderenyiweiwoyijinghunmi,dakaimenqingshengdao:
“linshao,zheiyangninhaimanyima?”
shuxideshengyinxiangqi,“sheirangtaqifuruanruan,yegaizhangdianjiaoxunle!”
xiangguowushugexunchouderen。
queshizhongmeixiangdaohuishilinqingzhou。
shangciyinweiwonietongjiangruan,tajiuzhaorenwuruwo,lianxijizhezaowohuangyao。
zheicimingmingshitameibaohuwo,haiwoshoushang。
queyinjiangruanfeiyaochutoujiexiawodebazhang,guaizuiyuwo!
wodexinruzhuibingku,zaijingtongzhongbei**dehunguoqu。
jiedaofuqindianhuashi,yishengzaijiwodeshangkouchaixian。
“qinjiajintianjiulairenle,nizhunbeishenmeshihouzou?woqusongni......”
woqingchiyisheng,“wobuxuyaorensong,nibapeijiajiwozhunbeihaojiuxing。”
fuqinlengleyixia,zhidaowobunaidiguaduandianhua,tadoumeishuochuyijuhua。
angguidezhubaoshoushi,yingjideshechipinlifubaobao,duimanlejiangruandeyiju。
erwoyongyoude,jiuzhishijijiantabuxihuancaidiujiwodequnzi。
jianwotizhebaochumen,congwaimianhuilaidelinqingzhoumangrandikanlewojiyan。
“你这是做什么?”
tatanlekouqi,“youxiangwanlijiachuzoudebaxi?”
“jiangda**,ninengbunengbienaole,wosuiranshinidesirenguanjia,danbunengmeishimeikedoudingzheni,youshihougubushangniyeshizhengchangde!”
wodianlediantou,meiyouxinsitongtazhengbian,“wobabuyaodeyifusongqufuliyuan。”
linqingzhouxiangshixiangqishenmeyiyang,mengdituikaiwowoshidemen。
kandaotacengjingsongwodeliwuhaibaizaizhuoshang,caibuyichajuedisonglekouqi。
woxinlihaoxiao,neixiejijiangruanmailiwushisongdezengpin,wokebuxihandaizou。
tashunshiyaojieguowoshouzhongdebao,
“我开车送你。”
“yihuiercongfuliyuanhuilai,wojinizuodangaochi。”
tazhuangchuderouqingmoyangrangwofanwei,renbuzhuwuzuiganou。
linqingzhouyaopaiwodehoubei,woxiayishididalegelengzhan,jingkongduokai。
tadeshoujiangzaiyuandi,youxiegangadijieshi,
“wojiushixiangrangnishufudian......”
wominleminchun,qingshengdao:
“jiangruanjiwodadianhua,shuotajiaoweile,rangniqushangchangjieta。”
linqingzhouhuxiluanleyipai,haobuyouyudibatuijiuxiangwaipaoqu。
shangcheqian,tacaixiangqizhanzaimenkoudewo,
“mingyue,dengwohuilai。”
“wojinidaichengnandeguihuageng。”
ketawangle,wohuafenguomin。
xihuanguihuagengderenconglaidoubushiwo,ershijiangruan。
zhiyuwo,yebuhuizaidengtale。
woqingxiaoyisheng,zouxiangletingzaiduimiandefalali。
“furen,womenjienihuiqinjia。”