wojiaoyesangsang,shiyigeyongyougonglvenanzhuxitongdegonglvezhe。
yiwaibaolushenfenhou,nanzhuluhenianhenwoxinongletadeganqing,bawoguanzaichangnianbujiantianridedixiashi。
到如今,已经五年。
gangbeiqiujindeyiliangnian,luhenianhaihuishichanglaidixiashikanwo。
meicitadouhedelanzui,shuangyanchihongfalefengyiyangdewenwo,shuoyuanwo。
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xianzaishiwojueshixunsidedisantian。
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luheniandemouziheidexiangshenyuan,xiangshiyaobawowanquantunshidaijin。
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shicongshenmeshihoukaishide?
我想起来了。
wunianqian,wohetadehunlidangtian,jiaohuanjiezhineiyike。
luhenianxinghongzheyan,nachuyizhangwoxiemanzidefeizhi,hongzheyanwenwo:“yesangsang,suoyizheishiniandeganqing,nidouzaipianwo?”
neifeizhishang,mimimamashiwodeziji。
[luhenianzhishiwodegonglveduixiang。」
[我不喜欢他。]
neishiwozaigonglvetadeguochengzhong,zairenwuheganqingzhijianzhengzhashiyonglaitixingzijide。
taxinghongdeshuangmoucitonglewo,wogenglesheng,rushidadao:“shi,woshipianleni,danwoyeaishangleni。”
wocongmeixiangguo,wohuizhendeaishangluhenian。
taweiwomaixiacbdxieziloushushangwomingzishi,womeidongxin。
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我好想说我想留下。
keshimeiyourenheyiligonglvechenggongzhihou,hainengjixuliuzaiweimianshijiedexianli。
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wokanzhetarijianxiaoshou,baiyihuanheiyi,pianzhibaoli、manyanxuesideyangzi。
jibiantaguanlewowunian,tazheiju“wohaoaini”haishinengrangwodexindixue,wohaishihuidongrong。
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“zhiya”tiemenshengxiang,yidaoqingkuainvsheng,gaizhulewoshuohuadeshengyin。
“henian,yuanlainizhendezaizhei。”
woxunshengwangqu,zhijianyigenvrenzoulejinlai。
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