第二章 三年半的生不如死

dierzhangsannianbandeshengburusi

zheiyiye,wennuochumenglehenduo。

tayecengbeirenxianmu,chuanzhehunshachenglechihaodexinniang。

rusuoyouaierbudenvrenyiyang,kanyueliangxieguashushao,dengbuguirenhuijia。

tajixiwangyuchihaonenggourenciyidian,buzaiduineixiewuguderenxiashou。

zhidaoxianzai,tacaizhidao,aicuoyigeren,shiyijianduomekepadeshiqing。

shuimengzhong,tabeirenbaolituixing,feipangdenvkanguanqiayaozhanzaichuangbian,“037,jintianshinixingmanzhiqi,hewomenzouba。”

sannianliugeyue,tazhongyuhuxidaolewaimiandekongqi。

kanzheshenfenzhengshangdesangezi,tajuedeyouxiemosheng,yijingzhengzhengsannian,meirenjiaoguotademingzile。

lupangpojiudemianbaocheshang,xialaiyigehuzilachadenanren,buxikanhaiyiweishizhongniannanren。

wennuochumizheyanjingkanbudaqingchu,jianlairenbijin,taxinshengqieyi,xiaobuxianghoutuizhe,zhidaoneirendaolejinqian,tacaikanqingshigege。

“nizenmebianchengzheigeyangzile?”wennuochuzouguoqufumozhewenzhiyucucaodelian,“doushiyinweiwo,wenjiacaihuizaocidanan。”

wenzhiyuyaoleyaotou,yanshenyijingbeishenghuomolidebufuwangrishencai,“douguoqule,xianzainichulaijiuhao,haozaichihaoliuzanjiasuoyourenyitiaoming,hainengtuanyuan。”

zhei,suanshibuxingzhongdewanxingma?

wennuochutaitoukanleyiyantian,wenjiabenlaiqilerongrong,youyouzijidegongsi,rujinyijiazhinengkaozhewenzhiyuzaigongdibanzhuandeqianlaiweichishengji。

tagege,jianqiaoguilaideshuoshi,zhiyinweichihaoyiju:woyaotamenshenghuozaishehuidezuidiceng,tagegequzuolekugong,tabamalianjianpolandoubuyunxu。

chihaofengdulewenjiasuoyoudetuilu,rangtamenhaowuzunyandehuozhe。

tajingranhaiyaoganxieta,liuzijijiarenyitiaoxingming?

可笑,可笑!

“走,咱们回家。”

wenzhiyugangyiwozhuwennuochudeshou,biantingdetadaoxiyikouliangqi,neizhishouxiangshandianbanshanhui,zaikanwennuochu,tengdexiaolianzhouchengleyituan。

“zenmehuishi?”wenzhiyuqingqingjiangtadeshoufangzaizhangxin,quebujianrenheshangkou。

wennuochuchouhuishouxiaolexiao,“duanle,huiqubuyaogaosubaba。”

tadeyuqimanbuzaihu,fangfoyijingxiguanlezheixieshi,zheixieshangtong。

wenzhiyuxintengdebaozhuwennuochu,buduandianweizheta,“yiqiedouguoqule,chuchu,congjinyihou,gegebuhuizairangnishourenheku。”

“jiuzheime,guoqu……”

wennuochunannankanzheyuanfangciyandejiaoyang,youxiemimang,youxiebuqueding。

wanshang,wennuochuchilezheisannianbanlaizuihaodeyidunfan,shuilezuishufudechuang,queshuidebingbuanwen,

tacengjingzaishuizhedeshihoubeirenanzhegebo,shengshengdezaduanleyizhishoubei,zhihou,tawanshangzhiyaoyouyidiandiandededongjing,jiuhuibeijingxing。

suoyi,zenmenengjiuguoqu?

tayinweimeizuoguodeshiqing,zuolesannianbandelao,fuzhulefuqinhemuqinyibeizidexinxue。

tameitianshoudaoyigedeehao,buzhishitadexuelei,haiyouqitarendexue,shenzhishixingming。

chihaoweilebaofuta,shougoulesuoyouhewenjiayouguanxidegongsi,youxierenjingshoubuzhudajitiaolou,tawennuochu,quechengweileguizishou。

wennuochucongchuangshangqilai,faleyifengyoujianjiyigezhanghao:

我出狱了。

henkuai,youjianhuifuleguolai:nishuohua,woquanlipeihe。

wennuochufalegexiexie,guanlediannaobazijirengzaichuangshang,zhigougoudekanzhetianhuabanshangdedeng。

ruihaoqixingjijiudian,jinye,zheilihuijubanyichanglutianqinggongyan。

chihaoganggangchengweiouzhouzuidacaituanmokeshangyeyinxingdegudong,canyumokeshangyeyinxingdeshangyejuece,yicitongshi,yuchijituanjiangzaiyigeyuehouzaiouzhoukaishefenbu,zhengshijinjunouzhoushichang。

duanduansannianshijian,yuchijituanzaichihaodelingdaoxia,congshijiepaiminghousanbaiming,jishenqianyibaiming,rujinyoukezaiouzhoufendeyibeigeng,chengweiguoneishouquyizhidedajituan。

taziranshizhidejiaoaode,dantadeshouduan,queshilingduishouwenfengsangdande。

zheizuochengshizuigaodedifang,youyigenanren,zhanzaiyangtai,shouchizhexiangbin,yuantiaotianbiandexingchen。

yishenzanglanseyanweifudetafushouerli,jihukuaiyaoyuzheiyeserongweiyiti,shenyoudanmodetongren,mianshangkanbudaoyisibiaoqing,linruobingshuang。

“ahao,yanhuijiuyaokaishile,womenguoqule。”

jingningzoushangqianlai,wenroudeyuqijihunengjiangzheijiaoxiadefanhuadouronghuajifen。

chihaoweicengbamuguangluozaitadeshenshang,kaikouwenleyiju,“zhiqianhenishuodeshiqing,kaolvdezenmeyang?”

“wobutongyi。”jingningguanghuadelianshangxianlujifenjianjue,“woyaohenizaiyiqini,napayibeizidoumeiyoumingfen,yebuzaihu。”

chihaoweihandeshixianluozaijingningshenshang,jiantachuandedanbo,bianjiangfangzaiyipangdewaitaojiaoyutashouzhong,“biezheliang。”

jingningkanzhebeiwanshangdewaitao,gouchunwenrouyixiao,chihaoduitadedingdianwenrou,bianyijingrangtaganzhiruoyi,zhidezhuisuiyibeizile。

“走吧。”

chihaozouzaiqian,jingningjinzheliangbugenleshanglai,jiangshoushenjinchihaodebeiwanzhong。

tachuimousaoguoneizhirouruandeshoubei,youxiedichu,jingningxianglaibuzaiwairenqianyutajiechu,jinrishigaoxinghutuleme?

gangyaokaikoutixing,biantingdeqianmianchuanlaiyigenanrendeshengyin,

“ahaozheiciquouzhoushouhuopofeng,sanshuzhenshiweinigandaogaoxing。”

shuohuadenanren,suiranzichengsanshu,kebichihaozhidaleqisui,yongyouyishuangdanfengmou,yinggoubi,zhangdeshuaiqiyouwenrou,shixuduonvhaizixihuandedashuleixing。

chihaotaimoukanzhebuyuanchuneigebaisewanlifudenanren,muguangluozaitanvbanshenshangdeshihou,shuangmoumilemi,shenchuyinzhideguangmang。

wennuochuchuanlezhangkuanzhangxiudeqipao,xiuhuaqingya,yejiaoweisudan,zaijiashangzheisannianbanzaiyuzhongdezhemo,shencaixiaoshou,jishizheledanzhuang,queyijiuxiandeqiaocui。

daoshijingning,jifusixue,bisannianbanqiangengjiajiaomeidongrenle。

chihaomiansetianlejifencenleng,yinzhidemuguangluozaichizemushenbiandewennuochushenshang,rubabadaozi,“nijuran,haihuozhe!”

是啊,她还活着。

zheisannianduodeshijian,tasuiranshengburusi,keyezheiyangcouhedehuoguolaile。

wennuochukanzhexiriaidaoguzilidenanren,cikedeneixinyijingxianbuqirenhedebolan,taxiaolexiao,“yinwei,zuibuzhisi。”

chihaochunjiaogouqi,yuqijiqiao,“shi,huohaiyiqiannianba。”

“或许吧。”

chihaodemuguangxiangshikuaiyaosharenban,zheinvrenbisannianqiangengjiarangrentaoyan,“zheilibuhuanyingni,chuqu!”

“zhei,kongpabuxing。”chizemucemukanzhewennuochu,luchuyimowenroudexiao,“nuochushiwodenvban,peiwolaijianzheng,ahaonijinridefengcaide。”

chihaomiansegengjianankan,yipangdejingningjianqifenbuhao,biankaikoudao,“jiranlaile,jiushikeren,womenziranshimeiyouwangwaiganrendedaolide。genghekuangnuochumeimeibushibieren,talailewomenye……ei,ahao。”

tadehuadoumeishuowan,chihaobianliangbushangqian,zaichizemuhejingningdezhushizhe,lazhewennuochuwangbiededifangzou。

“阿灏——”

jingningxiangyaozhuichuqu,quebeichizemulanzhu,

“ahaozhishizhaoqianqixuxujiu,xiaoningnixianglaidafang,buhuidaraotamendeba?”