第3章

pazaizhuoshangdeyangguangganjuetoutongyulie。

turanyanqianyihei,bianpazaineilibushengrenshile。

meiguoduojiuzaicixinglaideshihou,yangguangyijingbushiyangguangle。

bu,yangguangyiranhaishiyangguang,zhishitayijingbushiyuanxianneigeyangguangle。

lingyigeshijiedeyangguang,yigesanshiwusuibiansiyuaizhengdeyinlezhiwang,sihoulinghunlaidaozheigeshijie,zhanlinglezheigehedelanzuideshenqu。

lianggujiyirongheyiqi,tacikeyijingqingchudezhidaolezheigeshechujinwanjinglileshenme。

xinlimomodexiang:ganxienirangwoyoulezaihuoyicidejihui,jiranzhanlenideshenti,neimezheibeizinimeiyouwanchengdexinyuan,jiuyouwolaitiniwanchengba。nifangxin,woyidingyaorangnikandaonixiangdoubuganxiangdeneixiefengjing。

congzhuozishangtaiqitou,kandaoduimianneigenvhaizizhengzaiyonglvedaiguanqiedeyanshenkanzheziji,yangguangweiweiyixiao:“buhaoyisi,jinwanrangnijianxiaole。”

linyushuyaoyaotou:“guoqudejiurangtaguoquba,shenghuohaiyaojixubushi?niyebietainanguole,xiangxinninengzhaodaogenghaode。”

“ng,guoqudezhongguishiguoqule,woyexiangxinwonengzhaodaogenghaogengshihezijidelingyiban,xiexieni。”

shuozheyangguangniutoukandaojiubawutaishangzhuchanggeshouyiquganghaochangba,bianduilinyushushuo:“weileganxienipeiwo,jinichangshougeba。”

jiezheyebudenglinyushubiaotai,bianzoudaozhuchanggeshoushenbian,dishengshuolejijuhua。

ranhoujiukandaoneiminggeshouqishenjiangshouzhongdejitadijiyangguang。

jieguojitadeyangguangzuozaidengzishangsuishoubonongleliangxia,juedeyinsehaicouhe,jiukaishixiangchangshenmegeheshi。

genjuzheiyishidejiyi,zheigedifangheshangyishideshijiehenxiangsi,danbuzhidaoshenmeyuanyin,yulefeichangkuifa,zheilimeiyouzhoujielun、meiyouxuwei、meiyouposhu,qianshineixiedahuodeyinle、dianying、dianshijudengzheilidoumeiyou。

youdezhishiruozhidekoushuige,gouxuedeaiqingpiandengdeng···

yangguangkaishiduiweilaichongmanlexinxin。

jiranzheiyang,neijiuheyiqianshuozaijianba,guolejinwan,nijiushiyigequanxindeyangguang。

xiangdaozheili,duizhemaikefenghuanhuankaikou:“yishou《xiangwozheiyangderen》(yuanchang:maobuyi),songjidajia。”

jiezhezaitashouzhidebonongxia,yinfucongjitazhonghuanhuantiaochu,shuhuaneryouzhijixinling。

“像我这样优秀的人

本该灿烂过一生

怎么二十多年到头来

还在人海里浮沉”

jianjiandandansijuchangchulai,peiheyangguangdichendesangyin,rangyuanbenyouxiecaozadejiubaqingkejiananjingxialai。

“像我这样聪明的人

早就告别了单纯

怎么还是用了一段情

去换一身伤痕”

anjingguohou,jiubadegukekaishiqieqiesiyu。

“zheishishenmegenitingguoma?”

“meiyoua,ganjinshangwangchacha,zheimehaotingdegequ,zenmeconglaimeitingguo?”

jiezhejiuyourennashoujishurugangcaiyangguangshuodegemingqucha。

guoranmeiyousoudaorenheguanyuzheishougedexinxi。

“woc,zheishougebuhuishizheigemeneryuanchuangdeba。”

yushigukefenfennachushouji,duizheyangguangkaishilushipin。

eryangguangzebuguanzheixie,jixutadegechang。

“······

像我这样庸俗的人

从不喜欢装深沉

怎么偶尔听到老歌时

忽然也晃了神”

tingdaozheili,jiubaliyiqundalaoyemendeyanjingkaishijinshazile,kanzhetaishangchanggedeyangguang,xinlifenfenbuping:“**qingrenjienilaizheilichanggejiwocuilei,shibushiren?a?nihaishibushiren?”

haotingshizhenhaoting,zhaxinyeshizhenzhaxina。

zheichangdebushige,ershizaizuode,suoyourenderensheng。

“······

像我这样孤单的人

像我这样傻的人

xiangwozheiyangbuganpingfanderen

世界上有多少人

xiangwozheiyangmomingqimiaoderen

会不会有人心疼”

yiquchangwan,yuanbenanjingdejiubaxiangqireliedezhangsheng。

yangguangqishenchaotaixiajugong:“xiexiedajiadezhangsheng,xiexie!”

ranhoujiangjitahaijizhengzaitoutoumoleidezhuchanggeshou。zheishougejianzhichangjinletadexinli,tacongxiaojiuyouyigemingxingmeng,danjingguoduoniannuli,haishiyishiwucheng,wozaizheigejiubalizuoqilexiaoxiaodezhuchanggeshou。

zhengdangyangguangyaozouxiawutaideshihou,geshoujiaozhuleta:“dashen,qingwennalikeyitingdaozheishougea?”

“woguohouhuibageluhaofadaoqieyinle,niguoliangtianquzhaojiuhaole。”

zaizouhuizuoweideyilushang,yangguangkanzheyigegedalaoyemeneryanjingdouhonghongde,xinzhonganxiao。

erlinyushucishiyeshiwuzhezui,dengzheshuilinglingdedayanjing,kanzhezheigegangrenshihaibuzhidaomingzidemoshengnanren。

zheiyike,linyushujuedeyangguangshenshangzhendezaisanfazheguangmang。

zheishiyigezenyangderena,daodijingliguoshenme,caihuixiechuzheizhongjipingdanyouchuodongrenxindegeci。