第1章 她是真的不想活了

shenqiuqileng,tiankonghuicheneryayi。

beidayulingnveguohoudenanshangongmu,guiyierkepa。

jinghuaguidaozaizhanxindemubeiqian,renyouhanyishentoujinwuzangliufu,neizhuixincigudetongzhongshibidetatongkuchusheng。

“ba……duibuqi,nverbuxiao。wohaohouhui,houhuirenxingbutingnindehua,zhimibuwufeiyaojiajita……ruguobushita,ninyebuhuisi……”

都是她的错。

dangnian,shitaqiuzhefuqinshouyangshengqiyan,feiyaojiajita,shenzhirangfuqinjitajingshijituanzongcaideweizhi,xixinzaipei。

ketaquejiangjingshitaokong,bidefuqintiaolou,gegeshizong,tashenzhibeitahemeimeijingxilianhesheji,beipojingshenchuhu。

yixizhijian,tacongrenrenyanxiandediyimingyuanlunweizhenggenanchengzuishengminglangjiedehaomenqifu。

taailetazhengzhengshinian,quebeitaqipianlezhengzhengshinian。

jinghuafudiguizainituli,shenshendichanhui,shouxuedeshentiquansuochengxiaoxiaodeyituan,renyoufengyuzazaitashouxuedejibeishang。

xiaofulizhuixincigudetengyuelaiyuezhong,taqiangrenzhe,renyouleishuigunluo。

“ba,ninfangxin!woyidingbuhuifangguotamen!wohuiyaotamenxiaqujininketourencuo!”

jinghuatingzhijibeijifuqinketou,zhidaokedaobaixideqianehongzhong,jifuxuehenbanbo。

“ba,niyidingyaobaoyouwo。dengwobaolechou,wozaixiaqupeini。”

“呵……”

shuran,yidaoyinchendelengxiaoshengtuwudixiangqi——

“wokannishimeizheigejihuile。”dichenqinglengdeshengxian,zangzhejifenganchaodexiao。

jinghuaxunzheshengyinwangguoqu,huximodiningzhu。

shixianyipianhuanghu,neirendelunkuoqueyufaqingxi。

盛祁言。

她的前夫。

buyuanchudeqingshitaishang,shengqiyanzhanzaiqiheidedasanxia,beiyiqungaodatingbadeshouxiacuyongzhe。

tashenshangchuanzheyishensumudeheisedingzhishougongxizhuang,mianrongjuanyong,neilianruya,jinsibiankuangyanjingxia,neishuangbolanbujingdeqiheiyanmoubizheimosehaiyaoshenzhong。

jinghualiangqiangzhezhanqilai,langbeinining,congweiyouguodeangzangbukan。

taquanshenzhandouzheyaoya,yandishaqizhengteng,“shengqiyan,nilaizuoshenme?”

“yuefuhaoburongyisile,wozheigecengjingdenvxu,ziranyaolaijibai……”shengqiyanmantiaosilideshuozhe,gaogaozaishangpinizheta,yanzhongzaimeilecengjingdenongqingwenrou。

kanzheta,xiangzaikanyigemoshengren。

jinghuaxinzhongaitong,cikegengshiyanejiletazheifuguanmiantanghuangdemoyang,“jibai?wobaduinishirujichu,niquehaisita,shengqiyan,sheijinidelianlaijibai?”

daodiyaoduohendexin,cainengzuodaozheibanjueqing?

wenyan,shengqiyanweixiandemouguangcuncunmijin,shibuguanjidao:“woyaodezhishijingshi,tazijixiangsi,sheidoulanbuzhu。”

tazenmeyoulianshuochuzheizhonghua?!

jinghuayishinuji,buzhiconghechumochuyibadao,tonghongzheyankuang,xiangzheshengqiyanchongguoqu!

“shengqiyan!niqusi!”