第5章 真意

meiniankaichunzhiji,douchengzhongrenweileyingjiezheifenzhanxindeqixi,bianhuidianhedengmiannian。jiueryejiuchenglechuantong,chengwei“qiandengjie”。

chengzhudaofeitouyiciyaoqinglingyange,zhishigezhuxianglaibulicaizheixie。meixiangdaotajinghuicuchenglechengzhuzheiyixinyuan。

“wanyinjiejiehaishipiaoliangde,pingchangbuaidabanshiposudemei,cifanshanglezhuangrong,dangzhenshinengyanguanqunfangle。”

sangertiwoshuzhuangzhishi,ruciraoshezhe。wobuyingta,zhishikanzhetongjingzhongdeziji,liangyeyanzhi,yanjiaoqiangou,meijianluoledianzhusha,miaomeihuachun,yanranyongrongchenglezijidourenbuchudemoyang。

wocongbuzishimaomei,yezhicishengzaoyushenwaidezheixieqinglejiexian。

qishen,sangerweiwolipinglexiaoshangranhouquguoguazaiyipangdedanlanwaiyi,yansesuibuneimemingyan,danyishangjinsiyinxianmiaomochudewenlusihaobuxiandesuya。

shuhaoyaoshenzhihou,sangerfuxialeshenweiwopupinglequnbai,tadeshengyinyezhengshicishichuanlai:“wanyinjiejiezheiyiwushoushitaichen,huiyingxiangnishenshouma?”

wobeitazheiyiwenhuzhu,banxiangcaidadao:“zhishiyiqinnvzhishenqianqu,yongbuzhedongshou。”

tazhiqishenzi,huiyidedianletou:“wanyinjiejie,duojiaxiaoxin。congtamouzhong,zheifenguaxin,sihuhaobuchanjia。”

baihejiulouweiyuchengzhongzuifanhuadediduan,yangyangshehua,fangfozhuanweizheixiedaguanxiangjuzuoleerjian。gaolouzhishang,binkefentaerlai,jinyihuafupeizhejinchaiyindian。wojingzuoyutangzhongyijiao,huanzhesuqin,dandansaoguolairen。

zhidaohushanerguodeyigerenying,rangwoshunjianfangqileduiqiyusuoyouguokedezhumu……

tayixiqingshan,yurenqunzhongduanbuxinglai,meimusihua,yingtingeryouwenwan。

huanghuruzuorichujian,tahanxiaoweiwoquyi,yishizheibandewenrunruyu,rouqingsishui。zhishizheiyijian,gelexiexushiri,tashenbianzhirenbiwoduolezhangmingxixiaoye。

yesejiannong,denghuogengsheng,gaotangbeiyingzhaodeyourubaiye,chuqueduoleneimexiehunhuang。binkemanzuo,erwoyeqishenqudaolianhou,dengdaichengzhufahuabiankezoule。

sangerzezaihoutang,tazishitingdeqingzheilideyiqiedongjing。zhishichengzhubingweilijirangwoyanzou,ershiqingleqingsang,yongweiyanbingzhecixiangdeshengyinfahua:“zaizuodegeweidoushidouchengdedajia,changmouzaicishifenganxiegeweishanglianfuyan!”

gezhechuilian,wokanjianzhengzuoshangderenyinjinleyibeijiu,ermuguangyizhuan,bianyoujiandaozuozailigaozuozuijindeerren,neinvziyixiyanhuanggongqun,nanmianyinrenzhumu,tamouzhongxiaoyiqianzang,weishenbianrenzhenhaolejiu,muhuaijinzhiwangletayiyan,dandandianletou。

“jiecijihui,changmouxianggeweijieshaoyiweigongzi。”shuohuajian,chengzhuyejiangmuguangzhuanxianglemuhuaijin:“xiaonvchuchengyouwan,buxingyudaocike,duokuishaoxiachushou,caideyipinganguilai……wochangjiaxianglaiyouenbibao,muhuaijingongziyouheyaoqiu,dantiwufang。”

yuanshiruci,rucizunguibusichangren,yuanshichengzhuqianjin,ertadaoyeshizaixiayi,fengrenbianjiu。

muhuaijinzhishizaizuoxiaxixipinlekoujiu,shenpangdenvzimuguangyinqie,sihaobuyanshianxufangxin。

“zaixiachuangdangjianghu,wusuotanxiang,zhisuwenlingyangezhonggegeyinlvshengguochangren,bufang,chengzhujiuzengzaixiayishouquba。”

zaizuoderendouyouxielengshen,zhiqiuyizhiqu,zuodachengzhuqianjindexingming?

woyutagezheyishanqinglian,juechutawangxiangwoshi,muguangchire。

“……ziran,keyi……”chengzhuyelveyouxieguabuzhumianzi,danyijiuzhuangzuopingjing:“gongziqingdian。”

muhuaijinzaiduwangxiangwo,woyutaduishi,zheifenjiuweiderenzhen,zhengruworirisuoqianniande。

“bianyiqu《lihuatan》ba。”

wodimeifuxian,zheiqinsibingleng,chudewomanxinchangliang。

kouxianerleqi,chashi,quzhonghanyixilemantang,youmianqujing,zongyilangan,cujiefanxian,diedangtengnuo。ciquworirizhenglian,buzhikeganshangledangrixunxiadeneiyichou。

xianyinjianhuan,youruxiongyongjiangliuhuiruchanxi,xunzhegouqu,lileshufu。

ranyiquzhongle,weidemantangzhangsheng,ershiyibeizhanzhidi,hezheqinyinhuidang。

tangzhongshuweihuaranqishen,simianchuangshancongwaierpo,yuerudeheiyijiangdatangtuantuanweizhu,shenqiandechuilianbeiliaoqi,muhuaijindanshouwanlian,lingyishoukouzhuwoweilaijicongqinshenshangnaxiadeshouwan,tafanshoufali,woyushishunshidiandierqi,haitaxiangjing,luotahuaizhong。

jinghaosineiri,yutagongjiaerqu。

“haojiubujian。”tachaowoyangchun,lianjinshijianqingzhang。shuoba,quebuzaitingzhi,languowodeyaoshenhou,jieyizhangaizhuoweizhidian,xuanshenerqi,chaozhedongxiangchuangjiqu。

dongchuangqianshouzhedejiweichijianshiconglijizuoshi,ranershenzhiweidaidetamenbachujianren,bianbeimuhuaijindejianqizhenhuanledongzuo。“

jiexiatamen!”yuanxianzuoxiadeyiweizhongniannanzihaolingdao:“yuchangjiayouguagezhiren,bixuxishujiru。”wotingjianshenbianrenqingxiaochusheng:“nizhigaiganxie,woduinimendequandoutibuqixingqu。”

yuba,yidaojianrenhuaguo,linglingfanhan。jibianzaimantangdengxia,yekandeqingneidaoqingcheyingguang。

xiayishun,yuchongshanglaideshurenjiedunzhulebu,aihaozhedaodi,jianqizhijizhongtamenqianxiong,huachuyidaoshucunxuehen,queweiyaoletamenxingming。

zaichangrenjiedaoxileyikouhanqi,chengzhuyanzhongjingkongdadibingzhezheiqunrendemoufan,erneichengzhuqianjinzishidaileng,fangfojiangyaoyoulizaiyiqiezhiwai。zhiyumoufanzhiren,buganzaiqingjuwangdong,yanzhengzhengmusongwoerrenyuechuchuangwai。

zheichangyanhuidebianshurangwoyouxieshichuquwei:qintingzhiji,zhibeiweihao,zheishiyichang,xuyiyijiudemoufan。

muhuaijindaiwotazhewaliyueshanglouding,qijianzhanmei,ningwobumie。

weiyue:“wanyin,jinri……henmei。”

wobuyuhuishi,quexiao:“woyiweiyaoshuowojinritaichen。”

taguoranyangmianxiaoleqilai:“wodewanyin,heshiyeaishuoxiaoqilaile?”

wenluoyudinggezhishanghou,tameiyoulijisongkaiwo,erwoquefanshouyutuikaita:“gongzi,buyongganqujiuchangxiaojiema?”

“想我去?”

tabingbuzhunbeisongshou,fanshiqianleshen,yufakaojin。

“xingxiazhangyi,buzhengshigongzixianglaizuofeng?”wodaoyebuweiju,yijiuyangtouwangta,mouzhongxushiyichuxiexujueqiang。

“e?zheikeshiwuhuiwole,shijianshalubugongneimeduo,yiyiguanqikeshijianfanxinshini。”

tayizhangqingfengzhiyancikejuwobuguohaoli,woshenzhikandeqingtazhangjiefuxiadeyinying,mimeizhijiandexuanangqiyu。

“ranerderangwanyinshiwangle,woshangqiemeiyouneifanlandeshanxin……zhiniyiren,yixiwoyishengxin。”

womouguangweizhi,xinxiasihubeishenmesuoqiandong,zhishiningshitadeshuangmouhuanhuanheshang,jierdianqijiaojian,qingqingfushangletadechunban,youxiecangliang,quejianererwenreqilai……

“muhuaijin,riziwomeiwang,nilikailesanyue,wodenglenisanyue,xingdeyingfeicaozhangzhishi,qiayouniguilai。”

“muhuaijin,wohouhuile,wowulunruheyebuyuanshani,neiyangdejiejuwobuhuiyoutazhucheng。”

“muhuaijin,zheizhi《lihuatan》wozhongjiujilewuchuqudeqing,erni,kehaitingdechuwoquzhongzhenyi……”

“muhuaijin,niyoukezhi,wozaixiangni。”