jichangdatinglirenshengdingfei，guangbolichuanlaibinglengdedianzinvsheng，bobaozhehangbandeqifeiyujiangluo。wojiangmaoyanyadegengdi，jihuzhezhulebanzhanglian，xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，meiyicitiaodongdouxiangshizaileigu。wozongjuede，xiayimiaojiuhuiyouyizhishoudashangwodejianbang，jiangchuanneizhanglengjundelianhuichuxianzaiwomianqian，zhiwenwozheichanghuangtangdenaoju。
jiajiajinjinwozhewodeshou，tadeshouxinyequanshihan。“biepa，niannian，anjiankoujiuzaiqianmian。jinqulejiuanquanle。”
wodiandiantou，buganshuohua，zhinenggenzhetawangqiannuodong。meiyibudouxiangcaizaidaojianshang，zhouweidemeiyigeren，wodoujuedexiangshijiangchuanpailaideren。zheizhongcaomujiebingdekonghuang，jihurangwozhixi。
zhidaowodehuzhaohejipiaobeigaishanglelijingdeyinzhang，wozouguoneidaotoumingdebolimen，jiangjiajiaheshenhoudeshenchengchedigejuekailai，wocaigandakoudihuxi。
“niannian，daolejiwobaopingan！yidingyaozhaoguhaozijihebaobao！”jiajiazaimenwaiduiwozuozhekouxing，yankuangtonghong。
woyonglididiantou，gezheboli，jiletayigewushengdeyongbao。
zhuanshenzouxiangdengjikoudeneiyike，womeiyouhuitou。wopayihuitou，zheisannianlaidesuoyouweiquhebugan，yijineidiancancunde、kexiaodeaiyi，huishunjianjikuiwohaoburongyicaijianliqilaidefangxian。
zuozaikaochuangdeweizhi，feijizaipaodaoshanghuaxing、jiasu，zuizhongtengkongerqi。shenxiashuxidechengshi，neixiegaoloudasha，neixiezonghengjiaocuodejiedao，douxunsudisuoxiao，bianchengleyizhangmohudeditu。jiangchuandebieshu，wogongzuoguodemotegongsi，womencengjingweiyiyiciyuehuiguodecanting……suoyouchengzaizhewoxinuailededifang，douhuazuoleyuncengxiadeyigegexiaodian，zuizhongxiaoshibujian。
wodeyanlei，zhongyuzaicikejuedi。
wobushizaiweilikaijiangchuanerku。woshizaiyuneigebeiwei、qienuo、huozaibierenyingzilideshennian，zuozuihoudegaobie。
feijichuanguopingliuceng，chuangwaishiwanliwuyundezhanlan。wojiangshouqingqingfangzaixiaofushang，neilihaishiyipianpingtan，queyunzangzhewoquanbudeweilaihexiwang。
“baobao，”wozaixinlimonian，“mamadainiquyigemeiyourenrenshiwomendedifang，zhongxinkaishi。”
shijigexiaoshidefeixing，wojihumeiyouheyan。wokanzhechuangwaideyunjuanyunshu，richuriluo，fangfokanjinleyishengdeguangjing。wonaozhongfanfupansuanzhedaolesulishizhihoudeyiqie，ruhezhaofangzi，ruhezuochanjian，ruheyigerenbahaizifuyangzhangda。weilaichongmanleweizhi，danwoxinzhongquewusuoweiju。
feijijiangluozaisulishijichangshi，dangdizhengshiwuhou，yangguangmingmeidehuangyan。woshenxileyikouyiguotaxiangqingliedekongqi，ganjuezijixiangshizhongshengleyiban。
zaichukouchu，woyiyanjiukandaolejuzhexieyouwomingzipinyinpaizidenvhai。takanqilaihejiajiayoujifenxiangxiang，xiaorongwennuanerqinqie。
“nishiniannianjieba？woshixiaoqing，jiajiadebiaojie。”tazhudongshangqian，jieguowoshoulidexinglixiang。
“nihao，xiaoqing，mafannile。”woyouxiejujindishuo。
“mafanshenmeya！jiajiadougenwoshuole，kuaizouba，waimianleng，chejiutingzaiwaimian。”xiaoqingreqingdilazhewodegebo，fangfowomenshirenshiduoniandelaoyou。
zuozaixiaoqingdecheshang，kanzhechuangwailveguodemoshengjiejinghejianzhu，wocaizhongyuyouleyisizhenshigan。wozhendetaochulaile。
xiaoqingdegongyubuda，danbuzhidewenxinyouganjing。yangtaishangzhongmanleshengkaidetianzhukui，yangguangtouguobolichuangsajinlai，zaidibanshangtouxiabanbodeguangying。
“nixianzhuwozheier，biegenwokeqi。dengniandunxialai，wozaibangniyiqizhaofangzi。”xiaoqingjiwodaoleyibeireniunai，“xianhediandongxinuannuanshenzi，ranhouqushuiyijue，daodaoshicha。”
wopengzhewenredeniunaibei，kanzheyanqianzheigesuweimoumiandenvhaiweiwomangqianmanghou，yigunuanliuyongshangxintou。zheisannianlai，wozaijiangjianeidongbinglengdebieshuli，congweiganshouguozheiyangdeshanyihewennuan。
“谢谢你，萧晴。”
“hai，yijiarenbushuoliangjiahua！”tadadalieliedibaibaishou。
huoxushijingshentaiguojinbeng，youhuoxushizheigexiaoxiaodegongyujilewoqiansuoweiyoudeanquangan，wotangzaikefangrouruandechuangshang，henkuaijiuchenchenshuiqu。
zheiyijue，woshuidetianhundian。
dengwozaixinglaishi，chuangwaiyijingshiyipianqihei。shoujishangxianshi，yijingshidangdishijianwanshangshidian。
wozouchufangjian，kandaoxiaoqingzhengzuozaiketingdeshafashang，daizheerjikandiannao，jianwochulai，talikezhaixiaerji。
“xingla？ebue？wojiniliulefan。”
woyaoleyaotou，xinlidianjizhelingyijianshi：“xiaoqing，woneng……jienidediannaoyongyixiama？”
wobuganyongzijidexinshoujishangwang，paliuxiarenhehenji。
xiaoqinglikebabijibendiannaodijiwo：“yongba，suibianyong。”
wozhandouzheshou，dakaileliulanqi，shurule“shencheng”he“jiangchuan”lianggeguanjianci。
wodexintidaolesangziyan。
woxiangzhidao，zaiwoxiaoshidezheishijigexiaoshili，shenchengfashengleshenme。jiangchuan，tafaxianwobujianlezhihou，shishenmefanying？
wangyetiaozhuan，putiangaididexinwenshunjianyongrulewodeshixian。
raner，toutiaoxinwendeneirong，querangworuzaoleiji，hunshenbingleng。
xinwenbiaotiyongjiacudeheitizixiezhe——《jiangshijituanzongcaijiangchuanxieshougangqinjialinyouweixianshenjichang，pojingzhongyuanhaishiyouqingyijiu？》
peitushiyizhanggaoqingzhaopian。jichangdeviptongdaoli，jiangchuanchuanzheyishenbitingdeheisedayi，shenzitingbarusong。tadeshenbian，zhanzheyigeshenchuanbaisezhangqundenvren，zhengshilinyouwei。taweiweiyangzhetou，kanzhejiangchuan，lianshangdaizhedetideweixiao。erjiangchuan，taweiweicezheshen，xingchengleyigebaohudezitai，suiranlianshangmeishenmebiaoqing，danneishuangxianglailengmodeyanjingli，quetouzheyisinanyichajuederouhe。
tamenzhanzaiyiqi，shineiyangdedengdui，fangfotianzaodishedeyishuang。
照片里，没有我。
xinwentonggaoli，duiwozheige“jiangtaitai”dequexi，zhiziweiti。fangfowozheigeren，conglaibucengcunzaiguo。
wodeshouzhizaichumobanshanghuadong，yitiaotiaodikanxiaqu。suoyoudebaodao，douzaicaicejiangchuanhelinyouweideguanxi。youdeshuotamenshijiuqingfuran，youdeshuojiangchuanjijiangweilebaiyueguanglihun。
wokandaoleshenme？wokandaolejiangchuanzaifaxianwoshizonghou，meiyouxunzhao，meiyoujinghuang，shenzhimeiyouyisiyihaodezaiyi。tazhishipingjingdi、anyuanjihuadiqujichangjiehuiletadexinshangren，bingqierenyoumeitifajiaotamendefeiwen。
wodexin，xiangshibeipaojinlebingshuili，yidiandiandiliangxiaqu，chenxiaqu。
yuanlai，wodexiaoshi，duitaeryan，genbenwuzuqingzhong。
huoxu，tashenzhihuijuedeqingxing。wozheigeaiyandetishen，zhongyushiqudizijilikaile，zhenghaojitahelinyouweitengchuleweizhi。
yigujudadequruganyongshangxintou，wosisiyaozhezuichun，burangyanleidiaoxialai。shennian，nihaizaiqidaishenme？zheibuzhengshinixiangyaodema？tabuzaiyini，nicainengzoudegengchedi，bushima？
woguandiaowangye，zhunbeijiangdiannaohaijixiaoqing，shoujiquezaizheishizhendongleyixia。
shijiajiafalaidejiamixiaoxi，yongdeshiwomenyuehaodetongxunruanjian。
“niannian！nikandaolema？jiangchuantajianzhibushiren！”
woshenxiyikouqi，huifudao：“kandaole。tameizhaowo，duima？”
“zhaole！”jiajiadexiayitiaoxiaoxijihushimiaohui，“xiawuyidian，jiangjiadesijiqubieshujieni，faxiannibuzai。wangyishuoniyizaojiuchumenle。tamenjinidadianhua，guanji。jiangchuandangshijiuhuole，dantabushidanxinni，tashijuedenizaigentanaopiqi，guyirangtaxiabulaitai！”
我的心脏猛地一缩。
“tajiwodaledianhua，”jiajiajixufazhe，“yuqichadeyaoming，wenwoshibushiwobanizangqilaile。tashuo，‘shenniandedanzishiyuelaiyuedale，yiweishuazheizhongxiaoxingzi，jiunengyinqiwodezhuyima？rangtanao，wodaoyaokankan，tanengduodaoshenmeshihou！’，niannian，tagenbenjiumeibanishizongdanghuishi！tayiweinizhishizaiwanlijiachuzoudeyouxi！”
kanzhepingmushangdewenzi，wofangfonengtingdaojiangchuanshuozheixiehuashi，neiqingmieyoubuxiedeyuqi。
shia，zaitayanli，woshennianjiushizheiyangyigezhaozhijilaihuizhijiqudefushupin。wosuoyoudexingwei，douzhinengweiraozheta。wolikai，yezhikenengshiweileboqutadeguanzhu。
tazenmehuixiangdedao，woshizhendebuyaotale。
“ranhouni？”wozhuiwen。
“ranhoutajiugualedianhua，zhijiequlejichang。jichangneixiexinwen，doushitamoxude！wocaitajiushixiangguyizuojinikan，rangnizhidaotagenbenbuzaihu，binizijiguaiguaigunhuiqu！”
jiajiadefenxi，yizhenjianxue。
wocanranyixiao。jiangchuan，nitaigaogunizijile，yetaixiaokanwole。
“tahuihouhuide。”woyigeziyigezididaguoqu。
“dui！tayidinghuihouhuide！”jiajiazaineitouyifentianying，“buguoniannian，zheiyangyehao，tayiweinizaiguoneiduozhe，jiubuhuixiangdaoniyijingchuguole，nifanergenganquan。nijiuzaisulishihaohaoyangtai，dengbaobaoshengxialai，qisita！”
wogangxianghuifu，jiajiadexiayitiaoxiaoxiyoudanlechulai，daizheyizhongjidudezhenjinghefennu。
“**！！！niannian！nikuaiqukanjiangshijituandeguanfangweibo！tamadejiangchuanzheigefengzi！tafengle！！！”
wodexinmengditidaolesangziyan，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganlongzhaolewo。wolikezhongxindakailiulanqi，zhandouzheshoudianjinlejiangshijituandeguanfangweibo。
zuixindeyitiaoweibo，shizaishifenzhongqianfabude。
那是一份官方声明。
shengmingdeneirong，querangwohunshendexueye，zaishunjianninggu。
shengmingli，jiangshijituanyijiangchuandegerenmingyi，xuanbuchengliyigezhuanxiangcishanjijin，zhiliyujiuzhuhuanyouxiantianxingxinzangbingdepinkunertong。
zheibenshiyijianhaoshi，danrangwotongtibingliangde，shishengminglidezuihouyiduanhua——
“jiangchuanxianshengbiaoshi，cijijindechuangli，yuanyuqiaiqishenniannvshizhangjiuyilaidexinyuan。shenniannvshiyinyoushitiruo，duibingtongzhongdeertongbaoyoujidadetongqingxin。jiangxianshengyutaitaiyizhiqidainengyongyouzijidehaizi，bingjuedingjiangzheifenduihaizideai，yanshenzhigengguangkuodetiandi。jijindechengli，jishiweiweilaidebaobaojifu，yeshifuqierrensongjishehuideyifenliwu。womenqidaijiangtaitaizaoriyanghaoshenti，yujiangxianshengyitongchuxianzaijijinhuideqidongyishishang。”
wokanzheneiduanwenzi，meiyigezidouxiangyibacuiledudejiandao，henhendizhajinwodexinzang。
fengzi！jiangchuantajiushigebuzhebukoudefengzi！
tabuzhidaowohuaiyunle，dantaqueyong“qidaihaizi”he“weibaobaojifu”zheiyangdehua，jiangwolaolaodidingsizaile“jiangtaitai”zheigeshenfenshang！
tayongyigecishanjijin，weiwosuzaoleyigeshanliang、cibei、gujiadewanmeirenshe。taxiangquanshijiexuangao，womenfuqienai，zhengzaijijibeiyun。
tazheimezuo，bushiyinweiaiwo，ershizaifengsiwosuoyoudetuilu！
yigerucirexincishan、qidaihaizideqizi，zenmehuiwuyuanwugudilijiachuzou？ruguowozhangshijianbuchuxian，waijiehuizenmexiang？bangjia？yiwai？
tazheishizaibiwo！biwozhudongxianshen！
ruguowobuchuxian，tajiukeyimingzhengyanshundidongyongyiqieliliang，yi“xunzhaoaiqi”demingyi，jiangzhenggeshenchengshenzhiquanguodoufangedichaotian！
woyiweiwotaochuletadelaolong，ketaqueyongyizhishengming，weiwodazaoleyigegengda、genghuali、yegengjiangudejinseqiulong，jiangwokunzailequanshijiedemuguangzhixia。
tashenzhihaitidaole“youshitiruo”，zheishizaiyinhuidijinggaowo，tazhidaowodeyiqie，baokuowoneixiebuyuanweirenzhideguoqu。
zuirangwokongjudeshineiju“qidaijiangtaitaizaoriyanghaoshenti”。
tashibushi……zhidaoleshenme？
bu，bukeneng。yanyunbangwohaidaizaishenbian，zheijianshichulewohejiajia，bukenengyoudisangerenzhidao。
neizhei，jiuzhinengshuomingjiangchuanzheigeren，yuanbiwoxiangxiangdeyaokepa。tabudongshengsezhijian，jiubuxialeyigetianluodiwang。
woyiweiwotaoliletadezhangkong，shijishang，wozhishicongyigeqipan，tiaojinlelingyigetazaoyiweiwoshehaodeqipan。
erwoduzilizheigeshangweichengxingdehaizi，jingranzaihaobuzhiqingdeqingkuangxia，beitadeqinshengfuqin，dangchengleyikeyonglaiweijiaowodeqizi。
yizhenjuliedeexinganyongshanghoutou，wowuzhezuichongjinxishoujian，guizaimatongqian，tudehuntianheidi。
wotuchude，shizheisanniandeweiqu，shiduijiangchuanzuihouyidianqingfendejuewang，gengshiduiweilaide、wuqiongwujindekongju。
jiangchuan，nidaodi，xiangzuoshenme？