第5章
wulunshirenchutashishijinianqianpeibanzaitashenbiandeneigexiaogege，haishirenchutashiyigeyueqian“shanghai”letadeneigeemo，doubushitaxiangyaode。
ruguoshuojinyezhiqian，taxiangzuodezhishizaitashenhoumomoshouhuta。neimezaiqinyankandaotazhangfurucishanghaita、bingdezhitahuailetadegurouzhihou，tashijueduibuhuizaifangkaitale！
fuyaojingmilemiheimou，huranhuitoukanxiangrongfei。
容非打了个激灵。
“lao，laoda，zenmele？”
他沉声道，
“anpaixiaqu，buzhunrenheyiyuanjitazuoliuchan。”
“啊？”
rongfeitaoletaoerduo，kanzhemaikaizhangtuixiangwaizoudefuyaojing，meimaoningchenglemasheng，wengwengxiangdenaozilirutongyiguodunlandezhou，zhenggudugudumaozhepao......
maye，jinwanlaodashiguifushenleba？
一定是！
......
病房里。
muxiaoyunzhengqingqingdiankaiweixinshangxinjiahaoyoudetouxiang。
傅尧镜。
很好听的名字。
touxiangdetupianshiyoulansedeyuzhouxingyun。
yemanfuhetadeqizhide......
“shanmenbusuodaiyunfeng。”
muxiaoyunmomonianzhetadeqianming，yuefajuedezheigenanrengaoyuanmoce。
tashunbiandiankailetadepengyouquan。
只有一条。
lantianbaiyundepeitu，jianjiandandanlianggezi，
“再见。”
erneiriqi，juranruciqiaohe！
10月27日。
taheluminghunliderizi......
沐晓芸苦涩牵唇。
ruguoshiguangkeyidaoliu，neiyitian，tayidingjianjuequxiaoneichanghunli......
哀伤悄然漫过心头。
muxiaoyunanranguanlepingmu。
xianshidetongkufenzhitalai。
zheigeangzangdehaizibixujinkuaidadiao。
helumingdehunyinyebixujinkuaijieshu......
tapibeidibishangyanjing，nulirangzijilengjing......
fangmenturanbeibaolichuaikai！
benjiushuidebutashideta，beiheleyidatiao！
zhijianmenkouchu，lumingzhengxinghongzheyan，manlianshaqidi，bubuxiangtakualai......
“ni，huai，yun，le。”
lumingniezhequan，yaozheya，yiziyidun。
gailaideduobudiao......
muxiaoyunlenglengkanzheta，yuqijianding，
“wohuidadiaozheigehaizi，erqie，buguanyoumeiyouzheigehaizi，womenzhijiandouwanle。luming，woyidinghuihenilihun。”
tadetaidushunjianjinuleluming。
dangshibamuxiaoyundiuchumenwai，shizaishiyinweitabeiqifengle。
ketahenpaweitongdetazhenbeidongsizailengfengli......
tacongmangchuquzhaota，meixiangdaotajingbujianle！
xinlichuaizhedanyou，taxunzhetazhuangzaitashoujilidedingweihuosugandaoleyiyuan，ketahuaiyundexiaoxiyourudangtouyibang，rangtachedibengkui......
talinqimuxiaoyundeyiling，sishengnuhou，
“womenzhijianwanleshijigeyisi？wotamagenniyongyuanmeiwan！guoranshipianwo......”
“zhenyaoshibeiqiangzenmekenengbuchishihouyao？nizhenyiweiwobanidangnvshengonglebanian，wojiuhuogaishigedashacha，huogaidanglvwangba，shibushi？！”
muxiaoyunbeitademanlihuangdejihuqueyang。
taqiji，yonglizhuazhutadeshouwan，
“wochiyaole！danshihouyaobushibaifenbaiqixiao，woxianzaidetongku，nijuedehaishaoma？”
lumingshenxileyikouqi，zhongzhongdiantou，
“shao，biqiwodetongku，nidetaitamashaole！”
hualuo，tazhongzhongbamuxiaoyunrengxia，pitoujiujiletayigehenladeerguang！
muxiaoyunwuzhulian，aijuedikanzheta。
nanrenzheizhongshengwu，zhenkepa。
congjunzidaoqinshou，jingzhiyoujianjiandandandejuli......
“luming，nizenme......chengzheiyangle。”
“wozenmechengzheiyang？**haiyoulianzhiwenwo？”
陆铭暴躁之极。
tayonglichuizhezijidexiongkou，shengyinjingyeqilezhan。
“muxiaoyun，woyouduoaini，nizhidaoma？wolumingzheibeizicongmeibasheifangzaixinshangguo，lianwodiewomadoubugouge！weiduni......”
“wojiukuaibaxintaojinileba，a？kenishizenmeduiwode？ni！bei！pan！le！wo！haitama**daojibiedenanrenhuai！nie！zhong！”
tahouchuzuihouneijigezidetongshi，tonghongdeyanli，yinyinshandongqishuiguang......
沐晓芸无力摇头。
背叛......
**......
tazhendekuaibeizheixiemoxuyoudezuimingjibifengle！
meiyourenzhidao，zheiyigeyuelai，tashizenmeyitianyitianyaoyaaoguolaide......
neiyiwan，shimuxiaoyunyishengshuaibudiaodeemeng。
wanshangshidianduo，haizaijiabandetahuranshoudaolumingdexiaoxi，shuotaheduole，xiangrangtaqujinxiurenjianjieta，shunbianjianjiantajigehaogemen。
taanzhaotafalaidefangjianhaoganguoqu，tuikaimenjiandaode，queshiyiwuzishenqingguiyi，xiangshizaizuoshenmeweifajiaoyideren......
tayishidaoweixian，yangzhuangdandingdixiangyaojinkuaituoshen，quehaishibeirennaqiangdizhuletou——chuangjinneigefangjian，kuijianletamendemimi，bianshisiluyitiao。
zaitajijiangyaobeishangtangdezidandachuanetoudeshihou......
shafaliyigeshizhongjinjindingzhetadeemoyiyangchouloukongbudenanren，huranyilianxiansedicujianingxiaoqilai......
tamanlicheguota，zaiyizhongweisuoxiaoshengzhong，jiangtatuorulijian，qiangxingjitatunxiashenmedongxi，taxianruhunjue......
tayiweizijihuisizaineiyiwan。
meixiangdaotajuranhainengxinglai。
gengmeixiangdao，jiehouyushengdetasuomianduide，queshibisigenglingrenxinhande，lumingdebaonuhezhemo。
yinwei，neitiaorangtaqianqujinxiurenjiandexiaoxi，zailianggerendeshoujishangjingpingkongxiaoshile！
suoyilumingrendingtamankouhuangyan，wulunruhedoubukenxiangxintabanfen......
tajuewangtichuquxiaohunli，chenyiqiehailaideji。
kelumingduihunlidezhizhejianchi，rangtayiweiliangrenzhijianzhonghuiyouzhuanji，bijingtaaitazhishen，taqiantadeyijinghaibuqing......
suoyi，tacaiweitapishanglehunsha，hetazhengshidengji，chengweiletadeqizi。
可是这人生啊。
yidanmaichulecuowudediyibu，houmianbianshibubujiecuo，yicuozaicuo......
muxiaoyunjizanletaijiudeweiqu，hongranbaofa。
“womeiyoubeipan！nijiwotingqingchu，woshishouhaizhe！jirannilianjibendexinrendoubujiwo，neijiumashanglihun！wobuainideyan，niyexiuxiangzaizhemowo！”
lumingyibakazhutadebozi，shixuedehongmousihuyaobatatundiao，
“woshuoguo，lihundeshi，nixiangdoubiexiang！yaomenisi，yaomewosi，fouze，zheibeizinibengxianglikaiwo！”
hualuo，tademuguangyinchenxiayi，
“zhiyuzheigeniezhong......”
tadedashoumengranfushangmuxiaoyundexiaofu，henhenyizhua......