第4章
dianhuaneibianchuanlaizhengzhichaonaosheng，xushaoweilijibianmingbaizhidaofashengleshenme。
mengleyishun，tafengleyibanpaohuigangcaidebaoxiang。
neixielaotongxuehaizaixixiaowanle，genbenbujiangtaturandechuangrufangzaiyanli。yanshuxingzuozaizhongjian，zheibianneigexinggandenvren，zhengzaitaohaota。
“出去！”
tadeshengyinyanmeizaishenglangzhong，wurenzaiyi。
xushaoweisuishoulinqiyipingjiushuaizaidishang，dahouyisheng：“chuqu！！！”
baoxianghenkuaibeiqingchang，zhishengxiataheyanshuxingliangren。
“yanshuxing，niweishenmeyaozheimezuo？”tashengyinzhandou，jiliburangzijizaitamianqianluchuruanruo。
“ruguowobuzheimezuo，nihuiguaiguaihuilai？”
许少微哑口无言。
xiangdaotatichudetiaojian，tazhigandaozhenzhenfahan，youzhongxiangbatuiertaodechongdong。
“zenme？nixianghaole？”
xushaoweizichao：“wohaiyouxuanzedeyudima？”
yanshuxingwanghouyikao：“keshi......woquebingfeifeinibuke。”
xushaowei：“nishenmeyisi？”
“banimamaganyiyuanzhishizuoweinibutinghuadechengfa，zhiyuni......”yanshuxinghuafengyidun，yanshenqingtiaodeshangxiadaliangta，xiangshikanlianjiadehuowuyiyang：“suirannizheijushentihaisuanfashankechen，danwoshenbianbinipiaoliangbinixingganbinihaidongdenvrenduolequle，wozenmezhidaonidaodizhibuzhidewohuazheimeduoqianni？”
yanshuxingxiaodexiening，tazitaiyouyaqidingshenxian，tazhidaotazaianshishenme。
xushaoweiqidehongleshuangyanhunshenfadou，quepianpianzhinengzaixianshimianqianshengshengjiangmanqiangfenmenyaxiaqu，hanzheyanleijiangyingdezoudaoyanshuxingmianqianqutuiguixia，douzheshouqujietadeyifu。
kantaleishuihuleshixianhaijueqiangdeburangtadiaoxialai，yanshuxinglengxiaoyisheng，mousebiandeyinchen，qingshenqiazhulinwandexiabaqiangpotataiqitou：“zenme？buyuanyidehuachenzaogundan！”
“bu！woyuanyi！”xushaoweicaganyanlei，mianwubiaoqingdanfeichangjiandingdezhongfu：“woyuanyi！”
taxiang，bujiushishuijuema？youshenmedabulede？
jiudangshibeigouyaoleyikou。
还能少块肉吗？
xiangshiweilezhengmingzijidejuexin，xushaoweiyiyaoya，zhijiekuazuozaiyanshuxingtuishang，jiangyingdehan·zhutadechun，yongzhuoliedewenjishitutiao·douta。
zhishi，talianshangshisiruguidebiaoqingrangyiqiemeiyouleqingdeqixi，daogengxiangshizaishangxingchang。
“suanle！”yanshuxingyibatuikaita，fengcidao：“wobuhuiduizheshitiyouxingqu。”
yanshuxingnachuzaojiuzhunbeihaodehetongrengdaozhuoshang，burongzhihuideshuo：“qianleta！”
“啊？”
xushaoweilangbeidezuozaidishang，wenyandaizhidetaitoukanta，siweihaichenjinzaishiquzizundequrudangzhong，youxiegenbushangtadejiezou。
yanshuxingdunxialai，mianwubiaoqingdekanzhetahaileishuiyinyundeyanjing，bieyoushenyideshuo：“wojinishijianquxuexizenmesihouren！xiayiciruguohaibunengrangwomanyi，youdeshifangfarangnihouhui。”
许少微打了个寒颤。
buguo，bizheigengzunyansaodideshihoutadoutingguolaile，ciketingdaotazheixiefengcidehua，xushaoweimiansedoubudongyixia，kanyebukanhetong，murandezaihoumianqianxiazijidemingzi。
kanzhehetongshangjuanxiudeziji，yanshuxingmouseanchen，budongshengsedegoulegouchunjiao，poyouxieshenyidekanletayiyan，buguopianketadeshensejiuhuifuruchang，haoxianggangcaishenmedoumeiyoufashengguoyiyang。
suihouyanshuxingdangzhetademianjiyiyuandaledianhua，youanpaizhuliwangyiyuandezhanghulimianjiaoleyidabiqian。
youtachumian，duixushaoweilaishuobidengtianhainandeshiqing，buguoyigedianhua，tanxiaojianjiujiejuele。
这便是现实。
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genjuhetong，xushaoweiyaobandaotaweiyunanjiaoshanshangdebieshu，dengdaitade‘linxing’。
tameixiangdaodeshi，riliwanjideyanjiadashaoyejingranhuiqinzipeitahuijianaxingli。
zheishiyipianlaojiudexiaoqu，yanzangzaigaoloulinlizhihou，jiedaoliangcebianbuwuzihelaji，shibushihaiyoulaoshuxunsucuanguo。
yanshuxingliuzaichelidengta。
kanzhetahenzirandezouruxiangzi，duijiaobiancuanguodefeishuolaoshushierbujian，yanshuxingbishangyan，naozhonghuiyiqicengjingtaduozaizijishenhou，jianjiaozheduobicangshudeyangzi。
liunian，zugoushenghuobayigejiaoguidegongzhucuomochengsuren。
zheilisuiranpojiu，zhianyebuhao，danxushaoweichuyuhoujiuyizhizhuzaizheili，cikeshoushizhezijibenjiubuduodedongxi，xinliwuweizachen。
“nizaizuoshenme？”huran，tadeshenhouxiangqiyidaolenglengdeshengyin，jiezhetashouzhongdeyifubeirenqiangguoqusaijinyiju：“xushaowei，nifengleshibushi？nizhibuzhidaonixianzaizaizuoshenme？”
“shengyue......”xushaoweitaitou，kanzheyanqianzheigewangriliwenrun、cikequenubukeedenanren，buzhidaogaishuoxieshenme、
tameixiangdaohuipengshangshengyue。
shuolaiyeqiguai，zhiqianmianduiyanshuxingdebaibanxiurutahainengkongzhiqingxu，renzhuyanlei，xianzaimianduiborandanudeshengyue，tayayilexuduotiandepibeiheweiququanshubaofa，shixianmohu，leishuijuediyibanliulexialai。
chajuedaozijiqingxudebengkui，xushaoweilianmangzhuanguoshencaganyanlei，zhiaodejiangyifuhuluansaijinxinglixiang，shengyingdeshuo：“niyekandaole，wozhunbeibanjia。”
“banjia？”shengyuelengxiao：“banqunali？banquyanshuxingneilima？”
“你都看到了？”
“tazheimezhangyangdebachetingzailouxia，woxiangbukandaodounan。”
xushaoweishanshan，buzhidaozenmejieshi，zhishichenmodeshoushidongxi。
“xushaowei！！！”xianglaiwenweneryadeshengyuekandaotabuweisuodongdeyangzi，chuqidefennu——
“nizaiyanshuxingshenshangchiguodekuihaibugouduoshibushi？feideyaojiangnizheitiaoxiaomingzangsongzaitashoushangnicaigaoxingshibushi？nimahaitangzaiyiyuanchenshuibuxing，zheigeshihounihaihaihetajiuchanbuqing，niyoumeiyouliangxin？”
“womeiyouhetajiuchanbuqing！”xushaoweidashengfanbo。
danshishuowanzheijuhuazhihoutayouchenmole。
tabuzhidaogaizenmejieshi。
“suanle，nijiudangwomeiliangxinhaole。nijiudangwoshishougoulezheiyangwuwangderizile，tanmuronghua，pobujidaidexianglikaizheili，suoyiyouheyanshuxinghaoshangle。wohenishenmeguanxidoumeiyou，woxiangzenmezuonibuyaozaiguanlehaobuhao？”