第一章

rensihouzhendeyoulinghunma?

genzaiweiyifengshenbianzheixierizi,wozhongyuzhidaoledaan。

jiepoushibaichidengciyan,minghuangzhechuantouwodeshenti,zaidishangliubuxiayidianyinying。

wodelinghunqingdang,wuneiwuyirennengfaxianwo。

benyiweizaimiangangderenwuli,wowodishenfenbailuhoubianshijieju。

kemeixiangdaozaiciqingxingshi,quehuidaolejingyuan。

wodaoxianzaidouxiangbutong,mingmingwanwuyishidejihuaweishenmehuichuxianpilou。

wopinmingzangqilaidenengzhuonayuanxiongdetiezheng,yezaimatouneichangbaozhazhongbeifensuideganganjingjing。

xiangdaozhei,wozuijiaobuyouguashangyisikuchu,yandidechouwufahuakaibanfen。

jiepoudaochupengdaolapanqingcuideshengyinyishunjiangwosixulahui。

weiyifengtuoxiafanghuashoutao,shengyinmoran。

“yucong,36haobingjulideshiti,haimeiyourenlairenlingma?”

wokanzhetayisibugoudeshenqing,xinlifuqisisigantan。

weiyifengshiwodeweihunfu,shengqiantayanewozhiji。

danwosihou,wojiulitajinyouyicunjuli,ertahunqueranbuzhi。

tadezhushouyucongjieguozhengwudai,yaoyaotou:“meiyou。”

weiyifengjiaobushaodun,shengyinmoran。

“neijiudengyuduineibianxiaoxi。”

wensheng,woxinzhongyigunanyandeseyihuijuchengyuan,diandianjiangwoqinshi。

wokanzheweiyifeng,tayijinyijiuyisibugou,jinsiyanjingxiadeshuangmousihuyongyuanbuhuihanqing。

taruoshizhidaoneijunvshishiwo,haihuizheimelengmoma?

kanzheweiyifengdanmodecelian,woyishunbuganshenxiang,chunjiaokusemanyan。

wotingjianyucongxiaoshengdunong:“zenmehuiyourenxiaoshizheimejiu,fumuyebuzhaoni?”

wensheng,woshenxinghuangdongleyixia,wangzhechuangwaideyangguang,yanshenhuanghu。

父母……

wobashijichaduiduizhang,xishengyu2019niandeyichangrenwuli,beitaihuilaideshihou,shitiwuyichuwanhao。

erwoma,zaojiuzaisannianqianjiugenwojueliele。

yinweiwodishenfenwufagongkai,wohuangchengwoyaoquhaiwaigongzuo,xinchoufenghou。

womamawojianqianyankai,qingyijiufangqiyanxuwobaderongguang。

tajiangwodedongxidoudiuchujiamen,yankuangchihongdedengzhewo:“gun!yuxintong!yujiajiudangzaiyemeiyounizheigeren!”

zhidaowosi,woyemeizaijianguota,erxianzai,woningyuanbujian。

xiaoshisanniandedushengnv,zaicixiangjianqueshiyijutangzaibingjulideshiti,tagairuhechengshou……

suansezhichongbijian,womingmingkeyipangruowurendedaku,kexi,linghunmeiyoulei。

buguosanmiao,wozaiduchuxianzaiweiyifengshenhou。

buzhidaoshibushiwoduitazhiniantaishen,sihouzaizhengyan,jiuyizhigenzaitashenbian。

wokanzhetazuozaibangongzhuoqian,diannaoshangshujufandong。