第5章5
siqianqianjianwochenmo，sihuyehenxiangshouzheizhongzhangkongwodeganjue，zuijiaoweiweishangyang。
“zhidaohaipajiuhao，yihounizuihaoanfenyidian。”
wokanzhetawanzhejiangsongdegebolikai，jiangsonghaitiaoxinsidehuitoukanlewoyiyan，wodoumeiyoushuoshenme。
对此我直接无视。
bijing，biyedianlibingbushixuanbudinghundexiaoxi，suoyixianzaiwohaixurennai，bunengzaixiangzhiqianneiyangbeidongle。
zheiyici，shitamenbeiwoshuadetuantuanzhuan。
woxinlideneiyisibushijianjianxiaosan，kezheiduiyuwolaishuo，yuanyuanbugou。
我要他们付出代价。
wowojinshuangquan，bazheijianshishenshendeyinzangzaixinli。
zhidaoganjueshenbianyourenkaojin，wohuitouyikan，faxianshiwoma。
“erzi，nizenmele？”jiantayanlidexintengxiangshiyaoyichulai，wodunshiganjuedaoyisinuanliucongxinjianliuguo。
woyaoleyaotou，“meishide，woxianzaiyijingxiangkaile，tamenbukenengzaishanghaidaowo。”
“nixiangkaijiuhao，nizhiqianjiuxianggemeizhangdadehaizi，buguanwozenmeshuo，nidouzhimibuwu，xianzaihaole，woyenengfangxindebajiayedoujiaojini。”
womapailepaiwodejianbang，yuqilichulezanxu，haiyouxinteng。
tazhidao，duiyuwolaishuo，nengxiangkaishiduomeburongyideyijianshi。
keshi，zheiyuanbibushangqianshiwosishitongdewanfenzhiyi。
“guanyunihesianjiehundeshiqing，wohaishixiangwenniyixia，nizhendejuedinghaolema？”
wozhidaowomazaidanxinshenme，bijingwoduisiqianqianzheimeduoniandesixintadi，bukenengzaiyishunjianjiufangqi，tamendoujuedewozhishilinshiqiyi，huozhezhendeshiweilexiyinsiqianqiandezhuyi。
wozhengzhongqishideshuodao，“wobushizaikaiwanxiao，sian......tahenhao，wobuhuirangtashangxinde。”
womazheicaifangxiaxin，“jiranzheiyang，wojiufangxinle。”
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henkuaijiudaolewowaigongshengrideneiyitian，zheiyitianbiwomenshengxueyanneitianhaiyaoshengda。
bijingshishangyidaishoufudalao，tadeshengrimeirenhuibupengchang。
kenengshisiqianqianzaoyijingrenbuzhubawomenjiehundezheigehaoxiaoxisanbuchuqule，dajiazaijiwaigongjingjiudeshihou，haishunbiangongxiwohesiqianqianzhijiandeguanxi。
wokaikoudaduan，“wohesiqianqianmeiyourenheguanxi，buhuijiehun。”
jiangsongzaiwopangbiantingjianle，renbuzhuchaofengwo，“jiangyuniyouyisima，woquannihaishianfenyidian，fouze，qianqianyigeshengqi，jiubuhenizaiyiqile。”
zhihoutacouguolai，yiliandeyideshuodao，“nihetacongxiaojiurenshiyouzenmeyang，haibushibeiwojiezuxiandeng，tashenshangdeneigusaojing，nihaimeichangguoba？”
wowojinlequantougangxiangdaguoqu，kexiangdaozheishiwaigongdeshengri，shengshengyazhizhule。
wolengchaorefengdeduilehuiqu，“haishinizijihaohaoxiangshouba，wopadebing。”
“nizaishuosheidebing？！”siqianqianbaonudeshengyinzaiwoerbianzhakai，zhendewoyizhenerming，“jiangsongshinididi，nijiushizheimezuzhounididide？”
wobuquedingtatingdaoleduoshao，danwoyijingbuzaihule，gangxiangyaolikai，quebeilazhule。
“genibieshengqi，wozhendebushiguyide，wozhishixiangrangniduiqianqianhaoyidian，danshimeixiangdao，niyinweimashangjiuyaojieshoumamadezichanjiugengqiaobuqiwole，jingranzuzhouwoshengbingbingsi......”