予我成歌第7章

tingdaozhei,tayijingzhishengmuran:「tapianwo,yuanlaitayizhiaidedoushini。」

我转身准备离去:

「niyoucuole,taaidebushiwo,tajibuaini,yebuaiwo。

「taaidezhiyoutaziji。」

xiayuyinsensendeshengyincongbeihouxiangqi:

「doushini,tadoushiweileni,caihuilaipianwo!

「tahaiweileni,buxihaiwo!

「zhiyaonisile,tacaihuizhenzhengdiaiwo,qusibani!」

tataochudaozixiangwozhalai,woduoshanbuji。

xiayimiao,zhuixialaidebaidijiudangzaiwodeshenqian。

daozimeirutadefuzhong,tatuchuyikouxuelai,kanzhewoshuo:

「zheixia,nigaixinwoshizhendeainileba。」

bufangxinwodemuzhishengzaicishiganghaogandao。

kandaoyanxiachangjing,limabaojing,haijiaolejiuhuche。

jiuhucheshang,wokanzheyanqianhunmidebaidi,neixinbaiganjiaoji。

shenpangdemuzhishengquebaiyanfanshangtian:「yaobushipatasinihuaililehuihuiqi,zhenbuxiangjiaojiuhuche。」

「慕老师?」

「ng,zenmela?」tabawaitaopiwoshenshang。

「nidexiangfa,wofuyi。」

yidebaoyuan,wosihubushizheixingzi。

ranhouwohemuzhishengdouxiaole,xiaodehenkaihuai。

yipangdehushikanzhehunmizhong,puchipuchimaoxuedebaidihexiaohahadewomenliang。

甚至有些鄙夷。

baidizhengkaiyankanjianwopeizaishenpang,yanshenlihenshixinxi。

tadejingjirenshenzhizaiciqijianhaibuwangjitamailege「jianyiyongwei」deresou。

haiguleshuijunquheileyiboxiayu,babaidizhailegeganganjingjing。

「yulezhisi」zaizheiyikejuxianghuadechechedidi。

jingjirenmingmingjitaqinglehugong,taquejianchiyaowotieshenzhaoguta。

jingjirenaobuguota,jiudiuxiayiju「ganjinhuifu,biedanwuyigeyueyihoudejinqujiangbanjiangyishi」zoule。

wosuiletadeyuan,tayiweiwoshixinruanle。

qishiwozhishi,buyuanyiqianrenherende,youqishiwobuxihuanderendeqing。

tazaibingchuangshanghewodaoqian:

「xiaogeduibuqi,wobugaifangbuxiawogaisidezizunxin。

「ainidezheifenxinyi,woyinggaizhijiehenibiaoda,erbushijiebierenlaiexinni,xiangyinqinidejiduxin。

「fanerhairangxiayuchadianshanghaileni,danshinixiangxinwo,wozhendezhishibaxiayudangchengshinidetishen,wozuiaideshini,yezhiyouni。

「cifanwozhongyuxiangmingbaile,niyiqifengfazaiwutaishangzhangyangyouzixindeyangzi,caishiwozuiaide。

「yihou,woyidinghuibangnijixushixiannidemengxiang,zaiwutaishangfaguangfaliangde,muzhishengnengbangnide,woyeyiyangneng。

「ninengbunengbuyaoxihuanmuzhisheng,jixuxihuanwo?」

xihuanwoyiqifengfadeyangzi?

所以下药毒哑我。

ranhouzaiyifujiushizhudeyangzichuxian,xiangrangwoganendaide?

wokanzhetabababutingdezui,zhenguozaoa。

xiayuzenmebutonglantadezuini?

daitachuyuanhou,wozhengshiruzhilemuzhishengdegongzuoshi,chengweitadeyuyongcizuoquzuo。

xiaoxigongkaideneitian,letanyipianhuaran。

woduiwozijideshiliyouzixin,bujuedeshienci。

wozhidezheiyanggongzuojihui,woyaoxuezhequzouchuzijidetiandi。

baidishoudaotongzhidediyishijian,gandaolemuzhishengdegongzuoshimenkouduwo。