第4章 道歉后续

baixianshengyanzhongdefennuyishanerguo,suihouyadileshengyinkanzhebaipeipeilengshengdao:“daodizenmehuishi?niyouhehemujiaozaiyiqileshibushi?”

“baixianshengguanjiaonverwozhaomourenbuhaochashou,buguozaizheilizhongjiushiyoushangdaya,buruwomenxinpingqihedequbaojianzaitan?”zhaoqingyuditouzaiwoetoushangqingwenlexiabiandaduanlebaixianshengdewenhua。

xianglaibaixianshengyejuedezheilibushitanhuadehaodifang,jinliangcongzuijiaochechuleyimoxiaorong,fuhedao:“zhaozongshuodeshi。”

woyizhibeizhaoqingyujinjindelazaihuaili,tongtayiqijinlebaoxiang,wozhidaozhaoqingyuhuitiwochuqi,suoyiyedaobudanxin,zhishiwomeixiangdaozheimekuai。

baoxiangdemenbeiheshangdeyishunjian,zhaoqingyudelianyijingyimingyandesudulenglexialai。wojuedewotoudingshangfangturanlongzhaoleyipianyinying,zhiyishunjian,congtashenshangsanfachulaideqichang,wojingjuesizhouzhouranlenglexialai。

“zhaozong,ninzheishi?”baixianshengyeganjuedaoleqifenbuduijing,tashenzhizaixunwendeshihouyuqidouyoudianduosuo,neishihoudewoyizhichenjinzaizhaoqingyuweiwochuqide**li,genbendouxiangbudaoyouyitianwoyehuitihuidaozheizhongbeilengdezhanlideganjue。

“baizonggangcaizhenshiguirenduowangshi,zhaomoushuolebuchashouniguanjiaonver,buguozhaomoukemeishuoninverqifulewodexingan,zheibizhanggaizenmesuan?”

“qingyu,meiguanxide,fanzhengwodoubeiqifuxiguanle。”wohanzheyanleijinjindejiangzhaoqingyudeyaohuanzhu,weiqudeduzhexiaozui,shengyinlianwozijidoutingdeyouxieqijipigeda,buguowohaishideyidechaozhewoshenhoudebaipeipeibileyigevdeshoushi。

woyuelaiyuejuedewodeyanjichushenruhuale,woxiaoxinyiyidetaitoukanleyanzhaoqingyumeiyuzhijianningchengdeyigechuanzi,woyouyishunjingranxiangshenshouqufupingtadeetou,buyuanyitazaiweicishiweinan,daodihaishirenlexiaqu,zhijiantaqingqingdepailepaiwodebei,taitou,mouguanglingli:“baizong,shijiandouguoqusanfenzhongle,nihaimeiyouxianghaodaanma?”

“zhaozongxiangruhe。”baipeipeidefuqinyikanzheigeyangzi,yehouzhihoujuedeganjuedaolewomenzheishicunxinzhaocha,tabijingyezaishangchanghunleshijinian,shengyinyegenzhelenglexialai。

“heranrandaoqian,buranneiwozhinengrangsuoyourenkandaolingnvdesuozuosuoweile,nishuodoushizhoukanzenmeyang?”sheibuzhidaodoushizhoukanshiguoneizuidadeyulezhoukan。

guoran,wokandaobaixianshengshentiqingzhanlexia,wobenlaiyemeixiangguojintianhuizenmeyanglianggeren,wobuguoyeshixiangrangbaixianshengchangyichangweirenjiazhangdanxinfennudeziwei。

zhaoqingyudehuashuodeyijingzugoumingbai,erwozhishizhizhongdouyiyigepangguanzhedeshenfenzhanzaitadepangbian,zuoxiangqichengjiukeyile。

woxiangdaobaixianshenghuirangbaipeipeijiwodaoqian,zhishiwomeixiangdaozhaoqingyugangshuowanzheijuhua,baipeipeiyijingzhudongguolaigenwodaoqianle。

“duibuqi……”tadeshengyinjiqing,haowuchengyi。wobumandezhoulezhoumei,quehaishishuolemeiguanxi。tazhidaozheijuduibuqiduomemeiyouchengyi,woyezhidaowozheijumeiguanxiduomefuyanleshi。

lianggedouhenlebicineimejiuderen,qinengyinweizheijiandandeliugezijiuyanguiyuhao,buguowoquebuxiangzaiweinanta,bushiwoturanrencile,ershiwozhidaozhaoqingyuhebaixianshenghaiyoushengyiyaozuo,bunengtaiguofenle。

zheidunfanziranshichibuxiaqule,dengwoshuoleneijumeiguanxizhihou,zhaoqingyuyijingxianxingyibudaiwolikai。

budebushuozhaoqingyushiyigechengzhideqingren,duiwohaodaoshiwujuxi,ruguowobushiyigeyiqiongerbaideliyinvren,wohaizhendeyiweitashibushituwoshenme。

congcantingchulai,zhaoqingyuyoudaiwoqulelingwaiyijiacanting,butongyugangcaiderishifenggexianzaishishishizaizaidezhongshicanting,yijingguolezhongwu,ruodadecantinglizhiyoulingxingjiren,haishifenbuzaigegejiaoluozhoubian,shuobuchudejiliao。

woanjingdekaozaibeiyishang,shoulibazhefan,yanmouweitai,shixiantoutoudesaoshizhemianqiandezheigenanren。

duiyuzhaoqingyuzhangdehaokanyishiwoyixiangzantong,zhishiwomeixiangdaotabujinzhangdehaokanlianchifandouzheimeyouya,ruguoshuowochifandeshihouguyizhuangchengdajiaguixiudeyangzi,neimetajiushizhendedajiaguixiule。

“woyouneimehaokanma?nilianfandoubuchile?”yebuzhidaowodaliangdetaiguohuole,haishitacaidaolewoxiangshenme。beitaturuqilaideshengyinzheimeyihe,wodeshouyisong,kuaizizhijiediaolexiaqu。

“zenmeneimebuxiaoxin。”zaiwozhengweibeizhuabaoerjiongpodeshihou,zhaoqingyuyijingjiangyishuangxindekuaizijiwodileguolai。buguo,haozaitabingmeiyoujixujiuchanshangyigewenti。

kanfanchidechabuduole,wocaixiangdaozijiyaohezhaoqingyushuodeshiqing,wotuntuntutudekaikou:“woxiangmingtianqingertianjia。”woyijingzhaohaolejiekou,ruguotabutongyiwojiushuowolaojiayoushixuyaohuiquyitang。

quemeixiangdao,tazhishidianlediantou,taiqitourenzhendekanzhewo:“womenbuguoshiyifenzaiyiqidexieyieryi,nibuyongjuedemaijiwo,niyinggaiyouzijidekongjian。”tadunledunyoujixushuodao:“ruguonibuxiangzaizheili,wokeyibangnilingzhaoyigefangzi。”

“bububu,womeiyoulikainidedasuan,wojuedexianzaitinghao。”wogangcaitingdaotashuobushimaijita,erqiehaijiwolingwaizhaofangzi,woturanyouxiejinghuang,woconglaidoumeiyouxiangguonatianhuilikaita。

“biezheji,wojiuwennixia。”zhaoqingyukenengyemeiyouxiangdaowonengzheimejidong,tashensuideyanmoutouchuyigubukemingzhuangdefuza,wokanbutou,yebuxiangcai。

woyazhizuoxinlidemenmenbule,wobuxiangliangdunfandouchidebuyukuai,wozuijiaoweiweishangyang,qiaoqiaodechaozhetadeetouqingzhuoleyixia,woyiweizheigeshijianbuhuiyourenzhidao,quemeiyouzhuyidaowoshenhouyishanerguoderenying。

chiguofanzhaoqingyuhuigongsi,wozijidachehuilebieshu,meixiangdaoquekandaolemenwaizhanzhedebaipeipei,wozhidaogangcaideshiqingtagenwoyiyangbuhuiqingyifangqi,buguowoquemeixiangdaotazheimekuaijiuguolaile。

“nizenmeguolaile?jinlaishuoba?”wonayaochijiangmendakai,ceshenjiangtaranglejinlai,xiangbiyigefengzibandefuchouzhelaishuo,wogengxiwangzijishiyigewenrouyouyaderen,bijingjiangyigerenyidaoyidaodelingchiersi,kebizhijiezhiyusidilaishuoyouqudeduo。

baipeipeikenengmeiyouliaodaowohuizheimewenrou,yanshenzhongmanshihuyidedaliangzhewo,woyebuhangsheng,renyoutadeshixianzaiwoshenshangsaolaisaoqu,zhongjiuhaishituibaidebieguolianqu,zoulejinqu。

jialideayiheguanjiadougesiqizhi,woxiangzhaoqingyuyinggaiyegentamendalezhaohu,woyizheigejiadenvzhurendeshenfenliuxia,suiranxincunganji,wozhidaoxianzaibushikaolvzheixieshiqingdeshihou。

wofenfuayijibaixiaojieqileyibeixueliancha,woyouyadekaozaishafashang,dengdaizhebaipeipeikaikou,takenengmeiyouxiangdaowohuizhidaotadexihao,wangzhetachayideyanshen。wojiangluoxialaideyilvtoufawangerhoulvlelv,dandanyixiao:“baixiaojiezhaowodaodiyoushenmeshiqing。”

“woshizaixiangbuchulaisuxiaojiehewoweiheyijianneimeda?nandaojiushiyinweiyigehemu?ruoshizheiyangwoyehaijileniyigehaizi,womenbukeyijiuzheiyangsuanlema?”

wozhuyidaobaipeipeideshuangshoubuzhijiheshiyijingbuandejiaozaileyiqi,jingzhipiaoliangdelianshangmanshipabeiwojujuedebuan,yanzhongquetouchuxiexuqiwang。

jiranyouxiwang,wozenmehuirangtashiwangni?woweiweiyixiao,jiangbaipeipeiqizhongyizhishouwozaileshouxinli,muguangrenzhenqiejiandingdedianlediantou:“wohenixiangdeyiyang,zhiyaonibuguaiwobanidehaizinongmeilejiuhao。”wobianshuozhebiantanleyikouqi,yuqishuobuchudekuijiu。

qishiwozhidao,tayezhidao,womendoubuhuiqingyideyuanliangduifang。xianzaitaweilefuqindeshengyi,woweilerangtafangsongjingti。

“dangranbuhuile,woyebuhuizaihehemuzaiyiqile,nifangxinba!”tayouyulebantian,haishikaikoubiaolezhongxin。

“qishimeibiyao,woxianzaizhendejuedenimentingheshide,woyehuizhichinimende,bijinggaiguoqudehaishiguoqudehao。”wojuedewodeyisiyijingbiaodadehenqingchule,jiushikantazijidefanyingnenglile。

woditoukanleyanshijian,congtajinlaidaoxianzai,liandaizhezhongjianjicichenmo,meixiangdaoyijingbangeduoxiaoshile。

baipeipeikandaowokanbiao,yezhidaotadaidegoujiule,congshafashangzhanleqilai,genwogaobie,wokanzhetadeshoucongwodeshoulichouzou,weixiaozhemusongtachulemen。

menhou,wodexiaorongyufabingleng,zheimeduoniandechoubei,wozenmekenengrangzijigongkuiyikui。

woniuguotou,zhongxinzuozaishafashang,zaiguosansigexiaoshizhaoqingyujiugaihuilaile,woxiangzheshibushiyinggaizuoxieshenme,zhongjiuhaishishenmedoumeizuo,zhidaidaidizuozaishafashang,jingdaizheshijianliushi。

ganjueshentibeiyigewennuandedongxifugaishang,woroulerouxingzhongdeshuiyan,jiuduishangzhaoqingyuneizhangshuaiqiyingjundelian:“shenmeshihouhuilaide?”wodewenhualidaizhewodoubucengchajuedaodejingxi。

“ganghuilai,zenmebuhuiwoshishui。”xiayishun,tayigetanshoujiangwojinjindehengbaoyuhuai,wowoyeshuluodepeihezhejiangliangzhixianbeihuanzhutadebozi,hongchunchaozhetadechunbantiequ。

yizhenjiliedewenshiguohou,woqichuanyuyudekaozaitadexiongkou,yebuzhidaowoshitaiguobenzhuohaishishizaimeitianfen,duiyujiewenhuanqizheijianshi,wozongshixuebuhui。