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woshibeiyizhenjutengjingxingde,zhengkaiyanhou,faxianzijiyijingzaibingfangli。
erwozhenggeyoushoushoubeidoubeibaoguozhu,yizhenzhentengyimanyanzhiquanshen,
kanlaiwoshoushangdepi,zhendebeichenjinshengnajilewubingran...
woxinzangdunteng,yizhuantou,faxianzhenjianhaiyouyizhangka,
是陈晋生的卡。
我眼眶湿热,
ziconghechenjinshengfenshouhou,wodeshenghuobianxianrujiangju,
baitianzaiyiyuanshangban,wanshanghaiyaoda2fengongjiaowogedezhiliaofei,
zhidaoqunianwozaijiubabaoxiangzhuangjianlechenjinsheng,
tadiujiwoyifenbaoyangxieyi,
tazaiwoshenshangrenyifaxieyuwang,wozecongtaneinadaokeguandeqiancai。
wozhidaotahenwo,yongzheizhongfangfawuruwo,
keqianrangwogubudesuoyoulianmian,womeiyourenheyouyudeqianxialexieyi,
neiwanchenjinshengsuiranmeishuohua,ketasixiaofeixiaodebiyiyanshen,
xiangbaqiangjiangwoxinzanghenhendongchuan,xueroumohu。
wozhazhayanrenzhulei,banlichuyuanshouxuqujigejiaozhuyuanfei,
gangjiaowanfei,bianjiedaoyigemoshengdianhua:
“niganjinguolai,jinshengchushile!”
woyiweichenjinshengbeiduijiaduzhule,bianxunzhedizhiqulejiuba,
kedaojiubabaoxianghou,quefaxianzhiyouchenjinshengyigerenmanshijiuqishuizaishafashang,
woqingqingyaohuangzheta,tamihuzhezhengkaiyan,shoufushangwodeyao。
“xingxing...xingxing...”tanannannianzhe,xunzhewodechun,yanlidaizhelei。
“duibuqi...tengma?wozhishiqibuguoniduiwodetaidu...duibuqi...”
“xingxing,wobuhennile,niheneigenandeduanlehaobuhao?”
“shiwonalibugouhaoma?wogaihaobuhao...”
他哽咽着抱着我,
“womenyuedingguobufenshoude,weishenmeniyaoshiyanni?”
chenjinshengshireguntangdechunjihurangwomizuizaizheichangzhimingwenrouli,
kewohaishirenzheleiqingqingtuikaita,yongtadeshoujidatonglewubingrandedianhua,
“xingxing...xingxing...”
chenjinshenggengyanzhehuhan,woleiliumanmian,kebunenghuitou,
yidanhuitou,yiqiejiuwufawanhuile。
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suoyoudongxiyizhunbeijiuxu,wohewangchangyiyangquyiyuanshangban,
qiyushijianjiusuozaijiazhongdengdaijingfangdetongzhi。
linjinxiawu,wogangjieshuyitaishoushu,
zuozaizhuoqianhaimeilaidejichikoufan,shouji**xiangqi,
woyiweishiyiqianbingrendedianhua,kejieqihou,quetingjianlewubingranhuangzhangdeshengyin:
“shenxing!chenjinshenghaoxiangyouxiebushufu,ninengbunenglaiyitang!”
bushufu?chenjinshengyiqianxinzangjiubushihenhao,kemingmingyijingzuoguoshoushulea,
难道是复发了吗?
woxinzangpengpengzhitiao,huangzhangdeqinglejiabiandachequlewubingranshuodedidian,
kedaolezhihoucaifaxianzheigeweizhishifenpianpi,
meidengwodadianhuaqueren,wubingrandeshengyinzaiwoshenhouxiangqi:
“来得还挺快!”
kanzhewubingranxiaozhedeyangzi,woxinzhongshengchuyimojiweibuxiangdeyugan,
“chenjinshengzaina?tabushibushufuma??”
wubingranmiandaijifenzhengningkanzhewo,
“zuotianjiwodadianhuarangwoqujiubaderenshiniba?”
“niyaobuyaolian?chenzheashenghezuibuqingxingdeshihouqugouyinta!”
wogangxiangkaikou,xiayimiaowodeshentibianbeiyongliqianzhizhu,
huitouyikan,shigedaizhekouzhao、nazhezhusheqidenanren!
“niyaozuoshenme!”wojuliezhengzha,xinzhongkongjudadaojizhi。
“shenxing,wobenlaixiangfangguoni,keashengzuowanjiulianhezuiledouzaijiaonidemingzi,”
“jiuyinweinineitianmeilai,woheashengdehunlidoutuichile,**!”
wubingranbiaoqingyuefazhengning:
“niyigeshaletamamadepoxie,pingshenmerangashengzheimenianzheni!”
“jintianwojiubanihuile,wodaoyaokankan,nibeinanrenshuilanhouashenghaizenmenianzheni!”
fengzi!zheirenjianzhishigefengzi!
wofengkuangzhengzhajianjiaozhe,kezhouweigenbenmeirentingjianwodeqiujiu,
zhentoumengdizhajinwodebozi,wohujiushengzhujianxuruo,
yanqianyuelaiyuemohu,zhidaozuihoushiqusuoyouyishi。