第五章:欲

niuqudekuaigancongsizhibaihaimanyanshengqi,zheiyike,worutongyigefengkuangdedutu。biyan,xiangqianmaichulebuzi。

shizhongdeganjuezhiyishun,haiweilaidejixixitihuizamo,dongxuebandechuganbianfuzhepifuershang,ciderenyigejiling。shaonianbanguizaidi,chushoulazhulexuankongdewo。

wotaitou,bingmeiyouruyiliaozhizhongjiandaotademoyang,shaoniandemianshangdaizhebankuaibaiyumianju。

“你真不乖。”

qingliedetuxihuzaiwodebinfayice,tazheiyangshuo,mingmingshigeshangqiemeiruoguandeshaonianbale,queshizheibanlaochengdeyuqi。

raner,wobuyiweitashizaijiazhengjing,yintashiyuwodeyapogan,shifuwangdoubucengyoude。

shaonianqiheidemoushenruyiwangmotan,liucaiduoqing,yousuiqieshenchen。takanzhewo,rangrenyibukaishixian,huertagoulechun,shenserenzhendishuodao。

“月色浓。”

womorandengdaleyanjing,zaiyicicongtashangjingxing。

woqishen,chizuxiadi,buguanbugudiliaokaizhongzhongchanyisha,jizoudaochuangbian,jiezheyiweiyueguangtankaishuangshou。haishiyiwusuoyou,shenmeyemeiyou,shenmeyezhuobuzhu,daochudoushilingrenzhixidekong。

原来,竟是假的么?

keshi,neibanzhenshideganzhi,tazaimengliqingchudijiaochulewodemingzi,yijihaosiyaokanchuanwohunpodeyishuangtongmou……yiqiejinruposuiluzhuhuachengdepaoying,rumengsihuan,huanghujian,jingrangwobuzhishenchuhedi,xushinanfen。

haoyichangnankemeng,bidewotoutengyulie,molehunjuezaiqindian。

zhijianweiweifatong,woxinglaishi,yuhuizhengluozaiyanjieshang。zhengkaiyan,caixiaoderiyingxixie,tianseyiranjinmu。mufeizuozaichuangbian,taiyibeiduizhewo,tingbadeshenzi,kejiantahainianqing。

tafushou,gongshenxiangmufeihuifuzheqingkuang。

“huibingniangniang,dianxiayiwudaai,zhisuoyihunjue,shiyinweiyousiguodu,jiazhijinlaitianqishure,ganhuoraoxin。chenkaigefangzi,zhixuanshifuxia,jikewulv。”

mufeisishipibeijile,qingshengngleyisheng,huishourangtaxiaqu,jiezhezhuanshenkanxiangwo。wodengshichileyijing,bingdebushiwome,zenmemufeibiwohaiyaoqiaocui。

tafushangwodeefa,yidiandianwanxiashenzitiejinwo,zaiwoerbianruhaitongbansajiao,shengsewenruansishui。

“yuese,woyaodanxinsile,niyaokuaidianhaoqilai。”

haibujiwoshuoshenme,tayouwuzichichidininandao。

“wobunengshiquni,wozhiyounile,yuese,wodeyuese……”

xiangshuodehuaquandoutunleduzi,woyoudetabaozhe,zheifuqingjingkansiwenqingmaimai,weihewodeneixinjingshizheibanhuanglianglengjini。woxiang,tashangqieyouwo,keshiwoyoushenmeni?

xiuyangleliangtian,wohuifulejingshenqi,fuyichutingxie,bianyoumufeishenbiandejinshichuanlehuaguolai:cihougaiweisantianyishouke。wotiaomei,xiangbitashiyiweizijibidetaijin,keyeguoduocaizhishilewohunjue。

ruci,daoyesuanshiyinhuodefu。

jiuxiaozhishang,zuihouyisixiaguangdaijin,tiansechedianxialai。rujinduiyuheiye,wojiqidaiyoukongju,xiangdeshishaonianmianjudixiajiujingshengdeshenmemoyang,padeshizaizhuiruneibanqiyufenhuodemengjing。

ranerjinxiangqingqie,zonggui,wobuxiangzaimianduile。

xingermufeiziwoyunjueguohou,yukeyeshangbianbuzaiguofenkeqiu,shuoshisongsanxishuyebuweiguo。shiyiwobianxiangleyigefazi,suizekanlaishishangdibabaizisunyiqian,buguohaozaichengxiaoxianzhu。

meisantianyicishouke,kongchudeshijianli,meimeizhiyueshangliushaotoushi,wobianhuizuolenanzidaban,hunjiyujiuloudufang,yanhuaxiangliu。

zhiqiuhegelanzui,youhuoshidugejinxing,kangeguoyin,daoshihenyouyipaiwankuzididezuofeng。

wosuozuodeyiqie,zuichu,doushiweilebuzaizhangyeanmian。yinwofaxian,ruoshizaibairilirushui,jibianzuomeng,yebuhuishixianqianneibanmengjing,gengbuhuipengdaota。