第4章
“laoxiansheng，ninshixingqiaoduiba？neiwojiaoniqiaoyeyehaoma？”
linruonanbiandazhezhaohu，biangenzaibaifalaozhedehoumian，wangzhongtingzouqu。
“dui，buguowokedangbuqishaoyenideyeye，yihounijiuguanwojiaoqiaoshuhaole。mashangjiunengjiandaonizhenzhengdeyeyele。”
qiaoshuhuitoukanlelinruonanyiyan，yanjingliquanshicixiangdeshencai，ranglinyounanbeiganwennuan。
laidaozheigemoshengdedifang，qiaoshushilinruonan，di１geganjuekeyixinlaiheyikaoderen。
dangranzheibuwanquanshiyinwei，qiaoshugangcaiduitashifangleshanyi。gengduodeshiqiaoshuzaijiandaonainaideshihou。tasuobiaoxianchulaidegongjingyijinainaiduitadexinren。
zhengsuoweiaiwujiwu，linruonanfeichangqingchu，ruguoqiaoshushinainaixinrenderen，dangrantongyangyekeyishiziji，zhidexinrenheyikaoderen。
zhenggefangzidade，wanquanchaohulinyounandexiangxiang，zoulehaoyihuier，lianggerencaizoudaozhongting。
yizoujinzhongting，zhenggedatingwanmeidepeisejiujirenyizhongxinkuangshenyideganjue。linruonan。buyoudexiangqiyishouzhoujieluncengjingchangguodege。
“tianqingsedengyanyu，erwozaidengni......。”
zheiyinggaijiushichuanshuozhong，songhuizongzhuanmenweirucixuandeyanseba！
suiranlinruonandezuigaoxuelishijindongfangpengrenxuexiao。buguo，zuoweixueba，takeconglaidoumeiyouyikefangxiaguodushu。
zaikankanzhenggefangjiandechenshe，quanbudoushifangmingdejiaju，danpingmuzhideyanse，linyounandagaijiukeyicaidao，zheixiebushihuanghuali，jiushizitanzheixiezhenguimuliaozhizuode。
linchaodongyijiuzaibianpinchabiankanzhebaozhi，zhidaoqiaoshudaizhelinruonanjinlai，tazaihuanhuandetaiqitou。
“你就是林若男？”
linchaodonglenglengdeshuoleyiju，wanquanmeiyouzuoweiyigeyeye，jiandao１８nianweijiandesunzi，yinggaiyoudejidonghereqing。
“你就是林朝东？”
jianlinchaodongduizijishizheigetaidu，linruonanhaobuyouyudehuiduileyiju。
“youzheimeduiyeyeshuohuadema！kanlailaotaipoyidiandoumeiyoubanijiaohao！”
linchaodongwanquanmeiyouxiangdao，linruonanhuizheiyangzhijiehuiduiziji，shengqidedajiao。
“youzheimeduisunzishuohuadeyeyema？woheni１８nianmeijianle，keshiganjuedaonisihubingbuhuanyingwo！”
linruonanmianduigaolingjituandongshizhang，wanzhongyangmudelinchaodong。yijiuhaobushiruodeshuozhe。
qishilinruonan，yijingdagaicaidaohuishizheiyangdeyigejieguo。zaizhidaonainaideanpaizhihou，tayongjiduandeshijian，tongguoshoujiwangluoxunsudelejiele，gaolingjituanqingkuangyijilinchaodongdeweirenzuofengdengyixiliedexinxi。
jingguotadefenxi，linchaodongyidingbuhuiqingyide，jiurenxiatazheiyangdeyigesunzi。yidinghuijitashexiazhongzhongdezuaihekaoyan，erzijihelinchaodongdedi１cijianmian，linchaodongyinggaiyidinganpailejitayigexiamawei。
“shi......woshibuhuanyingni，nixiangyaorangwohuanyingnima？neinijiuyouxuyaozhengming，nipeideshangchengweiwolinchaodongdesunzi！peideshangchengweigaolingjituanjichengren！nizhidaoshenmeshigaolingjituanma？......”
xianzaideqingkuangmingxianyouxieshikong，hezijisuoxiangdewanquanbuyiyang。zheirangshenjingbaizhandelinchaodong，duoduoshaoshaojuedeyouxieyiwai。
buguoqishitadexinli，yebingbushineimeshengqi。huozhekeyishuotayouyizhongmomingdejingxi。
yinweilinruonanyiyuchangrendefanying，qiaqiahuirangtajuede，linruonanshiyigekezaozhicai。duitadexingquyeyujianonghouqilai。
zuolinchaodonghaishiyaodayayixialinruonanderuiqi，suoyitateyidetidaolegaolingjituan，xiangjieyougaolingjituanpangdaheshenmi，ranglinruonanxinshengjingwei。
keshihaimeiyoudengtabahuashuowan，linruonanjuranbahuajiujieleguoqu。
“gaolingjituan，quminggaoling，quzigaowujianling，yiyuzhanzaiyigedingduandejiaodulaifukanzhenggeshijie。xianzaijituanyewuhengkuahuagong、yejinzhizao、jingmiyiqi、yiyao，fangdichan，qiche、jiudianfuwudengzhuduolingyu。zongbushezaidonghaishi，zaiqunianchenggongsharuquanqiuqian５。gaolingjituanzongbuzhuyaoyewuweijijintouzi，youbeichengweitianshizongbu，nenggouhegaolingjituanzongbufashenglianxi，shisuoyouchuangyerendemengxiang。
ruguonixiangzhidaogengduo，qingzaijiwo５fenzhongshijian......。”
linruonanzaijiduandeshijiannei，jihubagaolingjituandeqingkuang，xiangxidezailinchaodongdemianqianluolieleyifan。
“ni......nishizenmezhidaode？niduigaolinggongsizuoguoyanjiu？haishi......”
linchaodongrenbuzhukanleyiyan，zhanzailinruonanshenhoudeqiaoshu，ranhouzhijiejiuyaoleyaotou，jiusuanshilaoqiao，yinggaiyebukenengzaizheimeduanshijiannei，zhenglichuruciduodexinxi。
“yeye，nizhendeshilaole，xianzaideshijie，xinxibaozha，zhiyaodengshangguohulianwangdedongxi，yidinghuiliuxiahenji。genghekuangshigaolingjituanzheiyangdedagongsi。zhiyaosuibianzaishoujishangandongjigejian，jiuhuiyoudaliangdecitiaoxinxibuduandedanchulai，wozhishibazheixiecitiaoxinxijiayizhengli，ranhounianjinitingeryi。”
linruonankanzhe，linchaodonglianshangfeiyisuosidebiaoqing，qianqiandeyixiao。
“yuanlairuci，buguojiusuannizhenglilezheixiexinxi，yeshuomingbuleshenme。youqishigenbenjiubunengzhengmingnidenengli。xiangrangwochengren，nijiuyaobanideshilizhengmingjiwokan。”
linchaodongsuiranxinlimianchijing，buguozaiqishishangyidianeryebushiruo。yijiushibingbuxiangchengrenlinyounan。
“yeye，woxiangniyijingweiwozhunbeihaoletimu，rangwojiuzhengmingwozijileba？”
linruonanlianshangyijiuguazheweixiao，sihulinchaodongdemeiyibu，douyijingzaitadesuanjidangzhongle。
“e？nizenmejiuzhidaowo，yidinghuijinijihuizhengmingnizijini？ruguowobujinizheiyangdejihui，zhijiebaniganhuiquni？nishibushitaiguozixinleyidian？”
zijidemeiyibudouzaiduifangdesuanjidangzhong，ranglinchaodongganjuedaocongweiyouguodenanshou，shenzhiganjuedaozijidehuxidouyouxiebeiyazhidao。
tadangranbuhuiyunxu，zijidesunzilinruonan，danganzaizijidemianqianruci“xiaozhang”，tasuoxingbanxiamiankong，lenglengdishuoleyiju。
taqishijiushixiangyaogaosulinruonan，zheilishitashuolesuan。chengbuchengrenlinruonantongyangyeshitashuolesuan，jibujilinruonanzhengmingzijidejihui，haishitashuolesuan。tacaishizhenzhengzhangkongyiqiederen。
“nibuhuineimezuode，lindongshizhangnideshijianyidingshifeichangbaoguide，nihualezheimeduodeshijian，jiushiweileyaozhaodaowo。zhaodaowozhihou，youzhuanmenpaileqiaoshubawojiehuilai。hualezheimeduodexinxue，ninandaozhendejiubuxiangyaodedaohuibaoma？
genghekuangniyijingmeiyouxuanze，juwolejie，nipeiyangduoniandejiebanrenzhenyuetingturantiaolouzishale。xiangbiniyidingfeichangdetongxinba，zheijiuposhiniyidingyaojinkuaidebawozhaohuilai，shuodezaimingbaiyidian，duiyupeiyangwairenzuoweijichengren，niyijingwanquanshidiaolexinxin。erwoshiniweiyidejihui，tongyangdeyeshigaolingjituanweiyidejihui。”
zailinchaodongzheiyangjudadeyalimianqian，linruonanyijiumeiyouyisixiangyaotuiquedeyisi。tafeichanglengjingchenzheyiziyijudeshuozhe，jiangzijilejiedaodexinxizhenghefenxi，yijizijiyuxiangdaodejielun，quanbudourenrenzhenzhendeshuojilinchaodongting。
“ni......ni......ni......nibuyaotaixiaozhangle。annidehuashuo，likaini，diqiudoubuzhuanle！”
linchaodongwanquanmeiyouxiangdao，zijizuihoudeshashoujian。yijiuhuibeilinruonanchechedidihaobuliuqingdekezhi。
taqideyishizhijiandoubuzhidaogaishuoshenmehaole。
“yeye......haole......meiyoubiyaozaiyanxiaqule，wozheiyangdehuida，buzhengshiniqiwangkandaodema？nandaonihuixiwangkandaowotongkuliutiguizaidishang，wuzhudeaiqiunima？ruguoshizheiyangdehua，nikenengcaihuizhendeshiwang，caihuizhendejuedewolinyounanbupeizuonidesunzi。
suiranwobingbuxiangchuochuan，buguocongwojindaozheigefangjian，nigenwoshuodemeiyijuhuayinggaidoushitiqianshejihaode。weidejiushiyaocongbutongdecemiankaoyanwo，xiangyaokankanwojiujingshigeshenmeyangderen。wozheiyangderenpeibupeichengweinidesunzi？
qishiwoxiangshuodeshi，nizheiyangdeceshidakebubi，womenshenshangliuzheyiyangdexue，nishishenmeyangderen？wotongyangshishenmeyangderen。xiangyaolejiewo，kankanzijibujiuhaole。”
jiandaolinchaodongzaicidongnu，linruonanlianshangfanerfanqiweixiao。
zaitakanlailinchaodongdeyanji，shizaishitaichale。zijibenlaiyinggaishiyaopeihede，keshitashizaimeiyouzheiyangdexinqing，gengjuedemeiyouzheiyangdebiyao。
linchaodongjiranshixiangyaokaoyanziji，jiranshiyaoxiang。zhidaozijijiujingshigeshenmeyangderen。neijiuyaohaowugujidebazhenzhengzijizhanxiandaotademianqian。yexuyezhiyouzheiyang，zijicainengzaizheigejiayoulizuzhidi。
“hahaha......hahaha......youquyouqu，shizaishitaiyouqule，niqueshigenwohenxiang，yeshiwoyizhiqidaideyangzi。zhibuguorennianqingdeshihouhaishiyinggaishoulianyidian，fengmangtailuhuijizijidailaihenduoyixiangbudaodezuai。
haiyouwodeyanjizhendehenchama？laoqiaonishuo，wodeyanjizhendehenchama？”
jianzijide“yanchu”chedidebeilinruonankanchuan，linchaodongturanfangshengdaxiaoqilai。tarenbuzhuyaoxianglinruonanshenhoudelaoqiao，wenshangyiju。
“shulaoxiuzhiyan，laoyenindeyanjiqueshishichaleyidian。”
qiaoshuhenbuhaoyiside，touxiaoleyixia。
“haoba，zhiqiandeneixiedousuanshiduinidekaoyan，xianzainisuanshimianqiangguoguanle。buguonianqingrenhaishizuihaobafengmangshoulianyidian。”
linchaodongzheigeshihou，yezhinengwunaideyaoleyaotou。
dangran，qishitadexinlimianshifeichanggaoxingde。youzheimeyigegentarucixiangxiangdesunzi，zenmeyangyigegaolingjituanweilaidejichengren。rangtaganjuehaoxiangyongyoulequanshijieyiyang。
zhiqianzhenyueting，jitadailaideyihanheaohui，xianzaidouyinweilinruonandechuxianerdangranwucunle。
“suirannishuodedoumeiyoucuo，buguowohaishibunengchengrenni，zhidaoninengzhengmingnideshili。
huabuduoshuo，bazheifenhetongqianle，duinidekaoyanjiuzhengshikaishile。nihuibeipaidaogongsiyigekeshi，congzuijicengdeyuangongganqi，jieduandekaoyanshijianweisangeyue，zaizheiqijianniyaozuodeqishihenjiandan，jiushixiangfangshefadeliuzaigongsi。gaolinggongsidekaoheshifeichangyangede，xinruzhidedeyuangongruguomeiyouzaiguidingshijianneidadaoyewuzhibiao，huilijibeicituidiaode。neiniyoumeiyoudanzigenwoqianzheiyangdehetongni？”
linchaodongzaicibanqimiankong，tadelianshangjiuhaoxiangxiezhegongshigongban４gezi。jiusuanshimianduizijideqinsunziyiyang，meiyouliwai。
dangyigeshangrennachuhetongdeshihou，jiudaibiaozheyizhongqiyue。jiudaibiaozhetaduiyuduifangdemouzhongqidai。
“dengdeng......zheihetongwobunengqian，zheizhishidanfangmianduiwodekaoyan，ruguowonengshunlidetongguozheisangeyuedekaoyanqi，wonengdedaoxieshenmeni？dedaoyeye，nichengrenwoshinidesunzima？zheibubenlaijiushikeguandeshishima？”
rangrenyiwaideshi，duiyulinchaodongnachudehetong，linruonanzhijiexuanzelejujue。
“e？nijuedezheifenhetongbugongping？youqu......youqu......shizaishitaiyouqule。neimenixiangyaodedaoshenme？nijuedezenmeyangcaihuijuedegongping？”
youyicibeilinruonanjujue，zheshiranglinchaodongzaicijuedeyiwai。rangtajuedeyouqudeshi，tajihucaibudao，linruonanjiujingzaixiangxieshenme。
“５００wan，ruguowonengshunlidetongguozheisangeyuedekaoyanqi，yeyenijiujiwo５００wan，zenmeyang？”
linruonandadadeshenchushouzhang，zailinchaodongdemianqianbihuazhe。
“５００wan，nidekouqibuxiaoya，nihenxuyaoqianma？”
linchaodongyouxieyihuo，linruonanweishenmehuitichuzheiyangdeyaoqiu？suirantayezhidaolinruonan，zhiqianyizhishenghuodehuanjingbingbushifenhao。buguotayebuhuixiangxinlaotaipo，huibalinruonanpeiyangchengyigeshicairumingderen。
“shiwohenxuyao，feichangxuyao！”
linruonanyonglidediandiantou。taxuyaozhei５００wan，yinweizhei５００wankenengshitanenggouhuoxiaqudedi１bu。
“haoba，jiubazheiyitiaojiarudaohetongli，buguocongxianzaikaishinijiubanchulinjia，zaimeiyoubeichengrenzhiqian，nihaibunengzhenzhengsuanshiwolinchaodongdesunzi！”
linchaodongkanzhelinruonan，zuijiaoshangyang。neijiushiyaokankan，linyounanzaidebudaoziji，renhebangzhudeqingkuangxia。jinjinpingzhechushixuexiaobiyedexueli，jiujingnengzaigaolingjituanchuangchugeshenmeyangzi，yaozhidao，takeshiteyizaigongsilizuoleyixieanpai，yixierulinshenyuanyiyangdebuzhi......。