yunwanqi，laogongrangwojixiaosandingzui
laogongdaideshixishengbaiyao，zaizuochouzhishoushushi，yincaozuoshiwu，daozhigukesizaileshoushutaishang。
yunwanqidewo，quebeilaogongtuichulaititadingzui。
“chengjin，bazheifen《shoushuzerenquerenshu》qianle。”
guhuaiandeshengyinpingjingdejinhulengmo，jiuxiangzaitaolunyijianwuguanjinyaodejiachang。
“yaoyaohainianqing，daxuedoumeibiye，zheijianshihuihuiletadeqiancheng。”
“kuangqiejianyuneizhongdifang，yaoyaoyigejiaoruodexiaonvhai，zenmeshoudele！”
“dannibuyiyang，”guhuaiandeyanshenturanliangleqilai，yuqilishenzhidaizhejifenzide。
“nixianzaishiyunfu，jiusuanbeipanxing，yenengshenqingjianwaizhixing，buhuizhendezuolao，zheishizuiwanmeidejiejuefangan。”
1.
wangzheyanqiankankanertandeguhuaian，woturangandaoyizhenmosheng。
zheigexizhuanggelv、yanshenlengmodenanren，zhendeshidangnianneigezaiyinghuashuxiaweiwodanjitadeshaonianma？
woheguhuaiancengshihaichengdaxueyixuemeirongzhuanyedetongchuanghaoyou。
zaineiduanmeihaodexiaoyuanshiguangli，womencengyiqixuexi、yiqichongjingweilai。
aiqingyezaibuzhibujuejianshenggenfaya。
biyehou，womenxieshouchuangye，zaijingzhengjiliedeyimeixingyelimopagundalewuliunian。
jinglilewushudecuozheyukunnan，caizhongyuzhanwenjiaogen，shiyeyoucheng。
yongyoulexianzaizheijiaxiaoyoumingqidemeirongzhengxingyiyuan。
erbaiyao，tabujinshiguhuaiandehaoxiongdi——baichendemeimei，yeshiwomendezhixixuemei。
jinniandasideta，tongguobaichendetuijian，laidaowomenyiyuanshixi。
chouzhishoushu，zaiyimeilingyuli，nandugao，fengxianda。
duiyishengdejishuhejingyanyaoqiudoufeichangyange。
meiyigebuzhoudouguanhuzhegukedeshengminganquan，rongbudebandianmahu。
昨天上午。
在医院的例会上。
dangwodezhiguhuaianjingdasuanrangjinshixilesigeyue、qiemeiyouzhiyeyishizigedebaiyaodulizhudaoshi。
当即坚决表示反对。
genghekuang，yaoqiuzuochouzhishoushudegukegenbenbushiputongren。
ershiwomendangdiyiweifensiliangjuda、poyouyingxianglidewanghong——linxiaotang。
shoushuyaoshichuwenti，yiyuanduoniankoubeihuiyuyidanhaishixiaoshi，gukeshengminganquanshoudaoshanghaicaishidashi。
wodeqiangliefandui，shunjianrangguhuaianbianlelianse。
“chengjin！”guhuaianturantigaoyinliang，yuqizhongdaizhejifenbunaifan。
“nihuaiyunhoujiumeiyoupengguoshoushudao，youshenmezigezhiyiwodejuece？”
“kuangqieyaoyaoshiwoqinzidaide，jishubimouxiecongyiduoniandeyishengdouhao。”
tademuguangsaoguozaichangqitayisheng，zuihouluozaiwoshenshang，daizhemingxiandejinggao。
zicongwohuaiyunhou，shentidebushirangwozhujianjianshaolezaiyiyuandegongzuoshijian。
buzaixiangcongqianneiyangshenducanyuyiyuandedaxiaoshiwu。
buzhibujuezhong，guhuaianyijingzhongzuleguanliceng。
wozaiyiyuandeyingxianglirijianshiwei。
rujinyouleyuanzhangguhuaianzheibanzhandingjietiedeqinkourenzhenghemingquebiaotai。
yuanbenzailihuishanghaimianluyouyu、shitufanduideqitaren，yedoufenfenxuanzelechenmo。
baiyaojianzhuang，likechenjiduiwoshiya。
zhijiantayaoleyaoxiachun，yankuangweihong，yifuchuchukeliandemoyang：
“wozhidaochengjieyizhibuxinrenwodenengli，danzheicishoushuwozhendezhunbeihenjiule。”
“linxiaotangshiwozuixihuandebozhu，wozhishixiangweiouxiangjinyifenli。erqie......”
tazhuangzuoqieshengshengdeyangzikanleyanguhuaian：
“shifushoubashoujiaolewosigeyue，chengjiezheiyangzhiyiwo，buyeshizaizhiyishifudejiaoxueshuipingma？”
wodunshigandaoyizhenxiongmen，taierzaifuzhongbuanditidong。
“yaoyaobiezheimeshuo。”guhuaianzhoumeidaduanta，quezhuantouduiwoluchuzebeideyanshen。
“chengjin，yaoyaoshiwodaiguozuiyoutianfudeshixisheng，zheitaishoushuwoquanchengdingzhe，nengchushenmewenti？”
wozuanjinlebingliben：“chouzhishoushubushierxi，linxiaotangdezhifanghoudu......”
“goule！”guhuaianmengdipaianerqi，daduanwodehua。
“chengjin，nixianzaidezhuangtaigenbenbushihecanyuyiyuanjuece。”
“woxuanbu，congxianzaiqi，zheitaishoushuyoubaiyaoquanquanfuze。”
sanhuihou，woduzizhanzaizoulangjintoudechuangqian，kanzhebolishangzijimohudedaoying。
guhuaianfennudecelianzaiwonaohaizhonghuizhibuqu。
qinianhunyin，tacongweiduiworucijiyanlise。
2.
昨晚，我辗转难眠。
fuzhongdehaizisihuyeganshoudaowodebuan，pinfanditidong。
lingchensandian，wonaqishoujijilinxiaotangdeshejiaozhanghaofalesixin：
“lin**nihao，woshianjinmeirongzhengxingyiyuandegongzuorenyuanchengjin。”
“guanyumingtiandeshoushu，youzhongyaoshixiangxuyaodangmiangoutong，qingwubilianxiwo。”
faguoqudexiaoxixianshiyidu，danzhidaotianliangdoumeiyouhuifu。
jintianyizao，wodingzheheiyanquantiqianliangxiaoshigandaoyiyuan，xiangchakanlinxiaotangdejiuzhenxinxi。
dengluyiyuanneiwanghou，hushizhandediannaopingmushangtiaochuleciyandehongsejinggao：“quanxianbuzu”。
wodezhanghaojingranbeisuodingle！
“zenmehuishi？”wozhuanxiangzhibanhushixiaoli。
tabikaiwodemuguang，shengyinxiruwenna：
“guyuanzhangzuowanquzoulesuoyouzhizhidangan，xitonglidedianzidanganye......yeshezhilequanxian......”
wozhengyaozhuiwen，shenhouxiangqiyizhenqingcuidegaogenxiesheng。
“chengjielaidezhenzaoa。”
baiyaotiannideshengyincongbeihouchuanlai。
congtalaishixidiyitianqi，jiujianchijiaowo“chengjie”，napaqitashixishengdougongjingdihan“shimu”。
guhuaiandangshizenmeshuodelaizhe？
“yaoyaonianjixiao，jiaojiegengqinqie。”
tashoulinazheyibeimaozhereqidekafei，jintianhualebipingshigengjingzhidezhuangrong。
yanxianweiweishangtiao，xiandewumeiyouqiangshi，baidagualichuanzhedilingdadishan。
wodemuguangturanbeitadazaikafeibeishangdeshouxiyin——shizhidouzuolejingzhidemeijia，fensedejiamianshangdianzhuizheshanshanfaliangdeshuizuan。
“linxiaotangshenmeshihoudao？”woqiangyazhenuyiwendao，tongshizhilezhitadeshou：
“zuoweiyaowoshoushudaoderen，zuozheimezhangdemeijiabuheshiba？”
baiyaolianshangshanguoyisihuangluan，suijiqingmiedigouqichunjiao：
“chengjiezhenshiaicaoxinni~shifushuole，nizuijinshentibushi，jintiandeshoushujiubulaonifeixinle。”
tayouguyihuanglehuangshouzhi，shuizuanzaidengguangxiazheshechuciyandeguangmang。
“zhiyuzheimeijiama......shifushuowodemeijiahenpiaoliang，haiteyijiwomailetongsexidejiezhini。”
tadewumingzhishangguorandaizheyimeifensezuanjie，zaichenguangzhongshanshuozhechaofengdeguangmang。
“wujuncaozuoguifandiyitiaojiushijinzhimeijia。”wolenglengdishuo。
“nilianzheigedoubuzhidao，zenmeganzhudaoshoushu？”
baiyaodexiaorongjiangzailianshang，yanzhongshanguoyisiyinzhi：
“chengjie，nanguaishifushuonixianzaiyuelaiyuexianggeyuanfu。”
tacoujinwoerbian，yadishengyin：
“zhengtianjiuzhidaoshuojiao，nanguai......shifuxianzailiankandoulandekanniyiyan。”
wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。
meizailihuitadetiaoxin，wojingzhichaovipbingfangquzouqu。
quebeiliangmingmoshengbaoanlanzhuqulu。
“furen，yuanzhangfenfu，qingninbuyaoqudaraokeren。”
diantimendakai，guhuaianxizhuangbitingdizouchulai。
shoulinazhelinxiaotangqianhaozidechouzhishoushutongyishu。
“chengjin，huijiaxiuxiba。”tadeyuqiwenroudekepa。
“biewanglenixianzaishiyunfu，qingxujidongduitaierbuhao。”
“guhuaian！neishitiaorenming！”
woshengyinfadou，“nimingzhidaobaiyaomeiyoudulishoushudezige！”
baiyaoturanwuzhulianchuoqiqilai：
“chengjie，wozhidaoniyizhikanbuqiwo......danzheicishoushuwozhendezhunbeilehaojiu......”
taxilexibizi，shengyindaizheyisigengyan：
“shibushiyinweigukeshilinxiaotang，nindanxinwoqianglezheigenengzaimeitiqianzhanlutoujiaodejihui，suoyicaizheibanzulanwo？”
“ninpingchangduiwosuisuanbushangreqing，woyeyizhizunjingnin，kezheici，zhenderangwotainanguole。”
shuozhe，tataishouqingqingcalecayanjiao，zhijianhaizaiweiweifazhan。
guhuaianlikexintengdilouzhutadejianbang，zhuantouduiwolishengdao：
“chengjin，nitairangwoshiwangle。baoan，bafurendaiquchuwujian，rangtahaohaolengjinghefansiyixia。”
yushi，wobeibanqiangpodidaidaoleyiyuanshoushushipangxianzhidechuwujian。
menwaichuanlailuosuodeshengyin，baiyaotianmeideshengyintouguomenfengchuanlai：
“chengjiefangxin，wohuirangshifujinisongwucanlaide！”
shenshangdeshoujibeiguhuaianshouzou，wotingzhebuyuanchushoushushizhunbeigongzuodeshengxiang，wulidihuazuozaidishang。
shijianyidiandianliushi，qiangshangshizhongdezhizhenzhongyuzouxiangjiudian——baiyaodeshoushuyudingshijian。
yexu，guhuaianzhendehuiquanchengdingzheshoushuba？
yexu，shiwotaiduolvle......
wobaozheyisijiaoxing，zaiheianzhongnannanziyu。
keneixindebuanqueruchaoshuibanfanyong，jiujiuwufapingxi。
jiuzaichuwujiandeshizhongzhixiang9:30shi，waimianturanchuanlaiyizhenzaluandejiaobusheng。
3.
zoulangshang，baiyaodaizhekuqiangdeshengyinciruermo：
“shifu！xizhiguanturanyongchudaliangxianxue！wo......wobuzhidao......”
“bizui！”guhuaiandehezhishengzhongdaizhewocongweitingguodehuangluan。
“jiayabaozha！lijilianxishiliyiyuanjijiuzhongxin！”
我的心沉到谷底。
ruguoxianzaizhuanyuan，zhishaoyaoershifenzhong......
sangeyueqian，dang“meizhuangjiaozhu”miazaishejiaopingtaituijianwomenyiyuanhou，keliuliangbaozeng。
erlinxiaotang——tongyangyeshiyinweimiadetuijianerlai。
wodangshicengtiyijianlijijiushi，quebeiguhuaiandangzhongfoujue。
“jijiushebeidongzheshangbaiwan，zheibiqianburunalaikuodayingxiao。”
guhuaianzaihuiyishangbunaifandiqiaozhezhuozi：“womenshizhengxingyiyuanyoubushijizhenzhongxin！”
dangshibaiyaojiuzuozaitashenbian，wuzhezuiqingxiao：
“chengjieyetaixiaotidazuoleba？womenyoubushishangshidezhengxingyiyuan，nayongdezhepeijijiushiya。”
tazhazhewugudedayanjing，“haishishuo......chengjieduizijidejishumeixinxinya？”
wozhijinjidehuiyishiliciqibifudeqiexiao。
yijisanhuihoubaiyaoluguowoshenpangshideneiju“zhonggao”：
“chengjie，nanrenzuitaoyanbeinvrenjiaozuoshie，tebieshishifuzheiyangyouxiudenanren。”
buzhiguoleduojiu，zoulangturanxianruguiyidejijing。
jiezheshiyiliaoqixiebeicubaotuikaideshengyin，hebaiyaobengkuidechuoqi：
“wobushiguyide......shuqianjianchamingming......”
“lijigeshihuashoushushijiankong。”
guhuaiandeshengyinlengjingdekepa。
“zhongxindayinshuqianjianchabaogao，jiuxie......huanzheyinmanfuyongkangningxueyaowushi。”
“buxing！”baiyaodeshengyindouranjianrui。
“shijianhuichachulaide！xueyeligenbenbuhuiyoukangningyaowuchengfen！”
“shijian”erzirangwoxinzhongyijing，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。
林小糖死了？
neigezaishejiaopingtaiyongyoubabaiwanfensideyangguangnvhai，jiuzheiyangsizailebaiyaodeshoushudaoxia？
wofuzhe7geyuedadeyundu，jiannanqishen，touguomenfengwangwaikan。
zhijianbaiyaoturanxiesidilidijianjiaoqilai。
“wanle！wohuizuolaode！geshuoguozheizhongshiguzhishaoyaopanqinian！”
“shifu......”baiyaodeshengyindaizhekuqiang，“wozhendehaohaipa......”
guhuaianjiangbaiyaolouzaihuaizhong，shouzhiqingroudifuguotahongzhongdelianjia。
baiyaoyangqilian，tamendechunjihuxiangchu。
neibushishizhangduixueshengdeanwei，ershiqingrenjiandeqinni。
“biepa，youwozai。”guhuaiandeshengyinwenroudelingrenzuoou。
“jizhu，jintianzhudaoyishengshichengjin。tashiyunfu，zuijinqingxubuwending，shanzijihuanzhezuoleshoushu。”
我的血液瞬间凝固。