第4章 我只要属于我的

wodexinmengdeyijin,tadezuijiaoqinzheyimohuaixiao,tajuranyongzheimebeibideshouduan,hedewobagangnadeyinliaoyoufanghuiyuanchu。pangbiandejigejiemeihaowuchajue,duanqijiubeijiuyiyangerjin。

meiguoduojiu,jigejiemeideliandanjiuhongtongtongdele,shibushidechongneixienanrenmeilaiyanqu,redeyishuangshuangxianzhushoujiumoshangshenle,shenzhimingmuzhangdandexianqiqunjiaole。

xiaoyazuozainanrentuishang,yilianwumeideyingheduifang,mengyaoyexiaolianyingyingdebeirenyongzaihuaili,hunandejiaoluoliyounannvsihurenbuzhule,fengkuangde,shengyinciqibifu,zaihuisuozheishichangyoudeshi,danwohaishijuedeexin。

“wokannixianggaozhongsheng,weishenmelaizheili?”yidaobinglengdeshengyinturanchuanlai,linglaobanweimizheyan,sixiaofeixiaodetiaomei。

womianwubiaoqingdedehuida:“wozaojiumeishangxuele。”

linglaobanjinjindedingzhewobushuohua,turanpangbiandenanrendashengshuodao:“nimeikanlinglaobanshengqilema?ganjinhejiudaoqian!”

shuozhedijiwoyibeijiu,bizhewohexiaqu,wozaixinligaojieziji,jianjuebunenghe,maichudiyibu,rihoujiuyifabukeshoushile。

kewodiyicimianlinzheizhongqingkuang,buzhidaogaizenmechuli,lengzaiyuandi,jiongdemanliantonghong,quebiebuchuyigezilai。

“binge,tashixinlaide,budongshi,wo,woxiantitaheyibei,ninxianxiaoxiaoqi…”xiaoyaturankaikoutiwojiewei,jiubeiquebeinanrenshuaizailedishang。

“nisuanshenmedongxi!yepeidangjiu?gunchuqu!”bingeyishengdahou,baxiaoyatuidaodishang,ranhoutahedelianmangpaqilaipaochuqule。

wozhengzhengdekanzhezheiyimu,houbeiyizhenbingliang。

baoxianglideqifenshunjianningjie,yipianchenmo,suihoutingjianmengyaojiaodididechusheng:“binge,tabudongguiju,qinjiehuihaohaoguande,danjinwannandehuanjuyichang,biesaolexingzhi,jinwanwopeininhegegou…”

bingejilemengyaomianzi,meizaidiaonanwo,houlai,linglaobangentaeryujiju,tajiuzhanqilaibajiemeimendouganlechuqu,baokuomengyao。

weishenmeburangwozou?woxinlibujinfanqidigu,tamenxiangzenmeyang?bingenazheyitahouhoudehongchaopiaochaowozoulai,waiqizuijiaoluchuqiguaidexiao。

“jintianwanshang,yiwan,zenmeyang?”abincoujinwoliekaizui,luchufahuangdeyachi,lingrenzuoou。

wodanqiedekanlelinglaobanyiyan,tamianchenrushui,wojinliangbaochilengjing,dandandekaikou:“duibuqi,wozhiyaoxiaofei。”

bingedemouziyileng,yangqizuijiaofengcidao:“zenme?hailipaifanga,shaogenwozhuang,meibuxianqi,shiniderongxing!”

womanfuweiqu,danyezhidao,bunenggentadingzhuang,zhinengbiequdeshuo:“wozhendebuhuigennimenqude。”

bingeyangqilian,kuazhangdechaoxiaoqilai:“aiyowei,chounvren,bieyiweinikanqilaiqingchunkeai,wojiuxiangxinnizhendechunjie,shuobashuoba,duoshaoqiancaixing?”

“ni…nibuyaoqirentaishen,worebuqi,haiduobuqima?jinwandebaoxiangfeiwobuyaole。”wohenshengqi,danbuxianggentamenjiuche,patuobuleshen,biannazhebaojiuzou。

“dengdeng,wohaimeifahua,nibunengzou。”linglaobanlenglengdechusheng,shengyindidide,woyoudianhaipa。

tazoujinwo,huchudejiuweipuzaiwolianshang,nanwensile,jinjiezhetayoushenchushouniezhuwoxiaba,biwoyutaduishi,“conglaimeirenganjujuewo,nishidiyige,xiaoguniang,zheishixiaofei,nizouba。”

woweiweiyizheng,tazheimerongyifangwozou?xiaofeizhishaojiqiankuai,wonalejizhangyibaide,shengxiadehaijita,“wozhiyaoshuyuwode,xiexielinglaoban。”