第2章 我命由我不由天

sizhoushinongdehuabukaideheian,yangmuganjuezijixiangshishangweichushengdeyinger,wufakaikou、wufadongdan,shenzhiganjuebudaoshentidecunzai。

这是哪里?

我已经死了吗?

jiuzaiyangmuyihuoshi,canglaodeshengyin,chuanrutadeerzhong。

“miaoshouyinzhenyanwangtui,jianqizonghengxianrengui。jinlinruhaihuajiaolong,womingyouwobuyoutian!

haizi,weishixingshi,congwuguiju,xinzhisuozhi,daozhisuozai。dewochuancheng,zhijisandian,moweie,shouchuxin,buxintianming!

anguiju,nidewochuancheng,weishidangcinidaoming。jinriqi,nimingyangmu,daomingmutian。”

jiuzaiyangmuhaimeifanyingguolai,daodishishenmeqingkuangshi,shengyinyoushicongnalichuanlaishi,sizhoudeheianzhizhong,chuxianmimimamadejinsewenzi,ruchaoshuibanxiangtayonglai。

xiuzhengongfa、danyaozhenjiu、jiandaokoujue……shenzhihaiyouzhuduoxinde,gezhongxinxi,pingkongchuxianzaiyangmudenaohaizhong!

yangmugengshichajuedao,tineichuxianyiguyanredeqixi,suizhezheiguqixizaitineiliudong,shentiyuelaiyuetang,zuizhongyouruzhishenhuoluzhong!

“吼——!”

yangmushizaichengshoubuzhuzheizhongnaoziyouruyaozhakai,shentihaosiyaobeishaojiaobandeganjue,fachuyishengnuhou,jingshihuazuolongyinzhisheng!

tamengdizhangkaiyanjing,mantoudahandezuoleqilai,faxianzijitangzaiyiyuandechuangshang,bingfangneijiuzhiyoutayiren。

“womeisi,beisonglaiyiyuanle?gangcaideyiqie,douzhishihuanjue?”

yangmukanlexiazhoubiandehuanjing,xianshihuaiyizhiqiandeyiqiedoushihuanjue,ranertahenkuaijiufaxian,zijinaohaizhong,zhendepingkongduochulegezhonggeyangdexinxi!

tabishangyanjingganyinglexia,nengganyingdao,tineiyouyidaowenredeqixi,zaihuanhuanliutang!

“bushihuanjue?”yangmushayanle!

taxiangqihunmishisuotingdaodecanglaozhisheng。

yejiushishuo,shineigeshengyindezhuren,shouzijiweitu,jiangzheixiedongxichuanjiziji,haiweizijiqileyigedaohao——mutian!

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youshoushizhidejiezhishang,suodiaokedeneitiaolong,lianggenyachi,jingshiyaorupirouzhizhong,kanqilaihenshiguiyi!

“zheidaodishizenmehuishi?”

yanqiandeyiqie,shizaitaiguoliqi,yangmuxinzhong,manshiyihuo。

咯吱——

zheishi,fangmenbeituikai,yigenvrenzoulejinlai。

nvrenershiqibasuidemoyang,chuanzhedanzisedeyizijianlianyizhangqun,suizhetazoujinfangjian,yuanbenyipianchunbairangrenjuedehenkuzaowuqudebingfang,shunjianfangfojiubiandeyanliqilai。

mingmingyinggaiyouxiekuansongdequnzi,pianpianbeizheinvrenchengqihuobaodexiantiao,zaijiashangyizhangwumeijuemeideliandan,yijineigaoguieryouyaoraodeqizhi,huoxuyejiuzhiyou“renjianyouwu”sizinenggouxingrongtale。

“杨牧,你醒了?”

wuyanmeijianyangmuxinglai,lianseyixi,kuaibuzoudaoyangmushenpang。

“meijie,shinisongwolaiyiyuande?”

jianwuyanmeidaolai,yangmusuoxingxianbuquxiangfashengzaizijishenshangdeguguaishiqing,luchuganjideshenqing,kanxiangwuyanmeixunwendao。

wuyanmeimeiyouhuidayangmudewenti,zhangsongleyikouqi:“haihao,kanyangzimeibeidachengshazi!gangcaiyishenghewoshuo,nihenyoukenenghuibianchengzhiwuren,jiusuanshixinglai,yeyoubuxiaodejilvhuibianchengyigeshazi,kezhenshihesiwole。”

“额……”

yangmumolemozijidetou,zheicaifaxian,zijidenaodaibeibaodexiangshigemunaiyiyiyang。

beineimeduogejiupingzazainaodaishang,baochengzheiyangdaoyebuqiguai,qiguaideshi,yangmucishijingshiwanquanchajuebudaonaodaichuanlaidetengtonggan,jiuhaoxiangshangshiyijingwanquanhaoleyiyang。

yeshiyinweizheige,suoyitagangcaicaimeifaxian,naodaideyizhuang。

zheishiwuyanmeicaihuidayangmugangcaidewenti:“dangranshiwosongnilaiyiyuande,buranhainengyoushei?duile,zuowanbanyenimeimeidadianhualai,shiwojiede,wohetashuonitaileizaijiubashuizhele,miandetadanxin。benlaihaidasuan,jinwanzhiqiannihaixingbuguolaidehua,yezhinenghetashuochuzhenxiang。”

tazuozaichuangbian,youxieqianyidedao:“yangmu,zuowanmeijiemeidiyishijianzhizhineineijige**,nihuibuhuihenwo?”

“buhui。meijieniyijingbangguowotaiduocile,wobushilangxingoufeideren,zenmehuihenni。erqiewozhidaoniyeshishenbuyouji,nirebuqineijigejiahuo。”yangmuyaotou。

wuyanmeiwenyan,youxiexinwei,xinzhongqueshibuyoudetanlekouqi,weiyangmugandaowanxi。

tahenxinshangzheigejianqiangeryounulidedananhai,zhikexi,zheishishanghenduoshiqing,bingbushinulijiunengbandao。

yangmuzaizenmenuli,zheibeizidezhongdian,queyebukenengdadaozuowanneijige**deqidian,zheijiushirenherenzhijiandechaju,xuelinlindexianshi!

“meijie,woyunguoquqian,kandaoninajiupingzazaineigeyangshaotoushang,haitingdaotamanmani,houmiannimeichikuiba?”yangmurenbuzhuwendao。

“fangxin,meichikui。wodongshouhou,zhangyitamenjigeyegenzhechaojiahuole,neijigeershizujianwomenrenduo,nalihaigandongshou,jiudoupaole。yanzhengyangzheizhongren,ximingdehen,beiwoqiaoleyijiuping,jiurangrangzijinaozhendang,rangrensongtaquyiyuanle!”

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“shibushihuihenmafan?”

yangmubushishazi,suiranwuyanmeixiaodehenqingsong,dantaquemingbai,yiyanzhengyangdeshenfen,wuyanmeibaduifangzadetoupoxueliu,zhipazheijianshiqing,meifashanle!

wuyanmeixiaorongyijiang,dao:“zheibushinigaixiangdeshiqing。xianzainiyaozuode,jiushihaohaoyangshang,yanzhengyangneibian,meijiehuixiangbanfagaodingde!”

taxinzhongtanqi,hezhishimafan,yanxiazijiyijingjiangjiubaguanle,rangqiyugongzuorenyuandouhuijiaqu,jinwanyebudasuankaimen,jiushiyinwei,yanzhengyangyidinghuidairenhuilaibaofu。

嘭!

turan,fangmenbeichuaikai,yiqunrencongmenwaiyonglejinlai。

fangjianneideliangren,chileyijing!

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“choubiaozi,yuanlainishiduodaozheililaile。zheigefeiwujingranhaimeisi,jiranruci,laozijiubanimenlianggeyiguoduanle!wojintianbahualiaozheile,bubanimenlianggedadezaidishangketouqiurao,laozijiuzhijiecongzheichuanghutiaoxiaqu!”

naodaichanzhebengdaideyanzhengyang,yilianzhengningdewangzhewuyanmeiheyangmu,zhilezhichuanghu,lengxiaolianlian,erhouduizhepangbiandedahanshilegeyanse,dahanhenkuaibanlaiyixiangxiangbin。

“yanzhengyang,nidangzhenwufawutianma?ninanbucheng,xiangyaozaiyiyuanzheilisharen!”wuyanmeidelianse,yijingcanbai,yanzhongdaizhejingju。

zheizhongdifang,yanzhengyangdairenchuangjinlai,anbaorenyuanqueshimeiyoudaolai,kejianyanzhengyangbeihoudeliliang,daodishiduomekepa!

“nishuodemeicuo,laozijiushizheimewufawutian!”

yanzhengyangxiaodewubideyi:“nigechounvren,gannajiupingzalaozidenaodai,laozidangranyaoshibeibaibeifenghai!”

wuyanmeinudao:“neishiyinweinimenxianduiyangmudongdeshou!”

“ninazheigoudongxidenaodaihelaozidebi?”

yanzhengyangzhilezhiyangmu,zhijuedeshoudaojudadewuru,gengshinaohuo,duishenhoudahandao:“batamenlianggedoujiwozhuazhu,woyaonatamendenaodaikaixiangbin!”

“是!”

shijigedahanlengxiaozhezouxiangwuyanmeiheyangmu,weishoudeneigedahan,zhijiepuxiangwuyanmei,lianshangmanshiyinhuidexiaorong,yangshaozhishuoshizhuazhu,meishuozenmezhuazhua,zijibatabaozhu,buyeshizhuazhuma?

zheizhongjibiededameinv,tamengenbenjiubucengyouguoyiqinfangzedejihui,dahanziranbuyuanyicuoguo!

yanjianjinyimijiugaodedahanchaozijipulai,wuyanmeihedemianwuxuese,zhengxiangchaoqiyiziheduifangpinle。

扑通!

qianjunyifazhishi,dahanturanputongyisheng,guizaitademianqian!

wuyanmeidaizhu,yishuangmeimougunyuan:“shenmeqingkuang?”