handangkanzhetaneiyishuangchuchukelian，daizheaiqiudemeiyan，tadeyikexinrouruanzhiji。
tashizhendexihuanta，suoyiduiyutadeyaoqiu，taziranbuhuibuying。
tayehenlianxitadeshenti，haixianghetayougemeihaodeweilaini，suoyilairifangzhang，tabugaineimehoujide。
tadangjibianlikai，quchazuowanxiayaodeshiqing。
keshi，tawulunzenmecha，doumeichadaoshenmexiansuo。
tabuyoudedailejifenfanzao，dengdaolewanshangdeshihou，zailaikanyinbailian。
quejianyinbailiancangbaizheyizhanglian，kaozairuantashang，shuangyanwushendaizhidiwangzhemouyichu。
handangdexin，qingqingyizhan，talianmangqubushangqian。
“bailian，nizheishizenmele？”
yinbailiankanjianshihandanglaile，taerhuabushuobianxiankaishenzigaizhedebotan，shuangtuifazhandexialedi，quxiguizailedishang。
“jiangjun，wo……wokongpabunengheniyiqizhangxiangsishoule……”
handangdilianseyibian，dangjibianchanfutadegeboqishen。
“zenmele？daodifashengleshenmeshi？”
yinbailianmanyandoushitongku，tadouzheshou，jiangshouzhongdeshuxindijihandang。
“wogegegangrangren，jiwochuandexin。tashuo，tajintianbaitianqudufangdubo，qianledongjiahenduoqian。tameiqianhai，jiangwodiyajiledufang……”
“ruguowobuqujiugege，neidongjiajiuyaorangrenkanlewodeshuangshoushuangjiao。jiangjun，wojiuzheimeyigegege，congxiaoyutaxiangyiweiming，wobukenengbuguanta。tayaoshisile，woyebuxianghuole……suoyi，wobixuyaoqujiugege。”
handangkanzhetakuqi，xintenghuaile。
tazenmedoumeixiangdao，yinbailiandeshenshijuranhuizheimeqican，fumushuangwang，zhishengxialeyigegege，jieguozheigegeyeshibushengxin，zijirelehuo，queyaonameimeilaichanghai。
tanachupazi，yibianjitacazheyanlei，yibianhetabaozheng。
“bailianbieku，nibushihaiyouwoma？zheidianshi，doushixiaoshi，woyoudeshiqian，nifangxin，zheijianshiwobangnijiejue。nifangxin，woyidinghuibanigege，jipinganjiuchulaide。”
yinbailianyandishanguojifenyiwai，tabukezhixindikanzhehandang。
“jiangjun，ni……nibuxianqiwodejiashi？juranhaixiangzheyaotiwogegehaizhaima？”
handangditou，renbuzhuqingqingwenletachunjiaoyixia。
“shagua，woaideshinizheigeren，kebushinidejiashi。nideshi，bujiushiwodeshima？fangxin，wokendinghuibazheijianshi，jinichulihaode。nijiuananxinxinzaijialidengzhe，dengwojiangnigegepingandaihuilaiba。”
taanfuhaoyinbailiandeqingxu，bianrangrenhaohaozhaoguta。
tazedailehenduoyinqian，anzhaoxinshangsuoshuodedizhi，qianwangjingdouchengdeyijiadufang。
“此话当真？”
dufanglaobanzaicirangneixiehuweituixia，taqinzijihandangjiebangleshenshangbangzhedeshengzi。
“wangyezheiliyoufengxin，yizhibuzhidaonengyongshenmeyangdefangfa，songjinyunjiangjundeshufang。buzhidao，hanfujiangnengbunengtiwangyejiangzheifengxin，songjinquni？”
handangtingle，tadexinmengranyichen。
tayandishanguojifenchiyi，kanxiangdufanglaoban：“neishifengshenmexin？”
dufanglaobanhuimorushen，youranxiaole：“nibieguanshishenmexin，nizhixuyaosongjinqujiuxing……zheimejiandandeshiqing，woxianghanfujiangyidingnengbandaoba？zhenguojiangjundeshufang，chulenizaimeidiergerennengsuiyijinchu。zheijianshi，chulenibierenhaizhenshiwufabandao……”
handangxiayishidiyaotoujujue：“bu，zheixinwobunengsong，wohejiangjunqingtongshouzu，tadaiwobubo，wobunengjitazhaorerenhehuohuan。”
dufanglaobanchiranyixiao，yandimanshibuxieyuchaonong。
“hanfujianga，hanfujiang……nixianzaisuoyongyoudeyiqie，nandaobushiyinweinixishengleyitiaogebohuanlaidema？zheiyuyunfuqingyoushenmeguanxi？nibiewangle，tadangchukeshichadiansile，ruguobushinixishengleyitiaogebo，jiuletademing，ruhenengyoujinrizhenguojiangjundeweifeng？”
“tarujinshinanchurenrenjingyangdedayingxiong，dajiangjun，ernini，shinianqiannishigefujiang，shinianhounihaishiyigefujiang，shenzhixianzaidenijiushiyigefeiren。nichulenengbangzhenguojiangjunkankanshufang，nihaibeiciyuleshenmezhongrenma？ruguonigebomeifei，wodaojuedepingjienidebenshi，nideqiantujuebuhuibizhenguojiangjuncha。nibaijiubaizai，batadangchenglexiongdi，ertazhishibanidangzuoyigesuiyikeyiliyongdeqizi……”
handangdeliansenankanzhiji，dufanglaobandehua，jiuxiangshiyibadaoziside，henhendichuozhetadexin，yikexinxianxuelinli。
neixiecengjingbeitayanzangdeyuanhen，tongtongdoubeiqingyidijielulechulai。
taxinghongzheyishuangyanjing，chaozhedufanglaobandihou：“nibieshuole……nirangwokaolvkaolv。”
dufanglaobanbilezui，daoyemeizaibihandang。
tachulefangjian，jiletadulidekongjiansikao。
congheiyedaotianming，handangyiyemeiheyan，aodeyishuangyanjingtonghongwubi。
zheiyiye，tanaohailibuduandishanshuozhewangxidehuamian。
taxiangzheheyunfuqingdexiangshi，ranhouzaibicijiaoxin，ranhouzaijiebaiweixiongdi，zairanhouyiqishangzhanchangshadi。
qishizaizhanchangshang，yunfuqingjiutacishugengduo，xuduociruguomeiyouyunfuqingbaohuta，takongpazaojiusile。
mianduiyunfuqingdegandanxiangzhao，tazicanxinghui，jiuxiangzhexiaciyoujihui，tayeyidingyaobaohuyunfuqing。
jieguoxiayici，tazhendebaohuleyunfuqing，kedaijiashi，tashiquleyitiaogebo。
zheixienian，tasuiranduizhewairenshuo，tacongbuhouhui，weileyunfuqingshiquyitiaogebo，keweiyoutazijiqingchu，zijixinlizangzhedemogui。
tazaiwushudeheiyeli，yibianbianzuozhemeiyoushiqugebodemeimeng，meiyicitadouxuanzebujiuyunfuqing，ranhoutajiuchenggongbaozhulezijidegebo，yunfuqingzhansishachang。
keshi，meicimengjingxinghou，tachajuezijiduanbeichukongkongruye，neixinlideaohuiyubugan，jiujiashenyiceng。
tahouhui，tazaojiuhouhuile，weileshenmexiongdiqingyi，jiangzijidegebodashangqu，tajiushizheigeshishangzuidadeshagua。
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tianseganggangfuchuweiguang，handangbianhuilehanfu。
hanfurenyiyemeishui，yizhidourangzhoumamazailiuyizhehandangneibiandedongjing。
dantazhidao，handanghuifule，jingzhiquleyinbailianneili，taminzhechunban，yandilveguojifenanmang。
handangjiangdufangdeshiqing，quandouyiwuyishidiheyinbailianshuole。
tameiyourenheyinman，quanshutuopanerchu。
yinbailiantingzhe，tayingleneidufanglaobandetiaojian，tagandongdeleiliumanmian，puruhandangdehuaili。
“jiangjun，ni……niweilejuranyaorucitingerzouxian，wo……woxianzaishizaishibuana。zheijianshi，ruguoshibaile，neinikejiuquanwanle。”
“yaobu，nihaishifanglewo，rangwozouba，nibuyaomaoxian，buyaoquzuoneijianshi。”
handangkanzhehuailidenvren，chuchukelianleiyanposuodeyangzi，tamanyandoushilianxi。
taqingrouzhedongzuo，jitacashiyanjiaodeleishui。
“nibieku，weilenengyunisishou，jiusuanxianzairangwohuochuyitiaomingqu，woyezaisuobuci。kuangqie，zheijianshijihumeishenmefengxian，wangyezaianzhongquandouchoumouhaole。wosuibuzhidao，wangyerangwosongdeshishenmeneirongdexin，danshiyunfukendingshiyaoxianruyichangxuanwole。”
“daoshihou，yunfurenrenziwei，sheihaiyouxiangongfuguanzhuwoa。wotoukaolewangye，yesuanshilingzemingzhu，panshangleyitiaodengtianti。zheishiruoshichengle，wanghouhuiyoushubujinderonghuafuguizaidengzhewomen。suoyi，wodayingletamen，daoyebuquanranshiweileni……”
yinbailianxindi，yongchujifenaoran。
不全是为了她？
he，zenmekenengni。handangduitadexin，neishimingmingbaibaide，henbudejiangzijidesuoyoudoupengdaotamianqian，xianjita。