第五章 初恋是一种执念

yeshaobeizouchugongsidaloushi,yanxinyijingzaichuzuchezhongdengzhele。

“yege,wotaigandongle,nijuranyinweiwodehuoguojujuelelilaohudetiankongzhiqi,tiankongzhiqikeshirenjunwubaiduokuaidezizhucanye,bujinjinwu**gongyingshijiegedihaixian,haikeyifukanzhenggezhongqingyejing,wozuomengdouxiangqu。”yeshaobeiganggangshangche,yanxinbianjidongdishuodao。

“meishi,nijintianqingwochihuoguo,huitouwoqingnichitiankongzhiqi。”yeshaobeidanrandao。

“yege,jintianwangyongfahelilaohuyaoqingniqutiankongzhiqi,kendingshixiangrangniyihouduodaikehuquaitingtaoyi,nijintianwanjuletamen,jiexialaichufeinizhudongxiangtamenshihao,fouzedehua,tamenkendinghuiyongyixieshangbuletaimiandeshouduanduifunide。”yanxindanyoudishuodao。

yeshaobeiwenyandianlediantou,tazaikaikoujujuelikedeyaoqingshi,bianxiangdaolezheiyidian,zhishineixindejianchirangtazaimouxieshiqingshangbuyuanyituoxie。

jiexialaideshijian,cheneilianggerenxianrulechenmo,yeshaobeimeiyoushuohua,yanxinyemeiyouchushengdaraota。

shijifenzhonghou,chuzuchezaihuangjuepingjiedeyijiahuoguodianmenkoutinglexialai。

yeshaobeikanleyiyanguseguxiangdemenbian。

“yuxiangpaniuyou”jigezilongfeifengwu,cangqiongyouli。

“wozhidaoyegebuxihuanchihuoguo,buguozheijiahuoguodianzhuyaoshichiniurou,tingshuotamenjiadeniuroudundehenlan,henruwei,youqishiniujinrukoujihua,bashicanle。”jianyeshaobeidingzhemenbianchushen,yanxinxingfendishuodao。

“nishuohuajiushuohua,weishenmeliukoushui?”yeshaobeimiaoleyanxinyiyan,qingshengdaqudao。

yanxinxiayishidimolemozuijiao,faxianzijibeipianle,lijibuyidiyaozhuidayeshaobei,yeshaobeiquezaojiujinledian。

yeshaobeigenyanxinyunqihaibucuo,jindianhou,ganghaokandaodianliyouweiyiyizhangkongzhuo,lianggerenlianmangzuoleguoqu。

“yege,niyihouyoushenmedasuan?”zuoxiahou,yanxinchenmolepianke,guanxindiwendao。

“……”yeshaobeiyihuodikanleyanxinyiyan,buzhidaotaweiheyouciyiwen。

“nibuhuidasuanyizhizaiqilvdaixiaquba?nibuyuanyibangmangaitingtaoyilanshengyi,gujililaohuhuixiangbanfaniannizoude。”

“yaoshililaohunianwozou,wozhenghaokeyixiuxi。zaiqilvganlebanian,woyenile。”

“yegezheimedanding,kendingyoutuilule。yege,niyaoshiyouhaodequchuyidingdaishangwoa,wobaozhengbugengongsiqitarentoulu。”yanxinyishuangmeimoujinjindidingzheyeshaobei,qidaidishuodao。

“niduixinmeitichuanboyouyanjiume?”dingzheyanxinkanlepianke,yeshaobeituwuchushengdao。

“wojingchangshuadouyin,yeguanzhuguoyixiegongzhonghao,zheigesuanbusuanyouyanjiu?”yanxinxiaoxixidishuodao。

“nizaidouyinheweixingongzhonghaoshangsousuolinghunshejishi,jiuzhidaowoyihoudedasuanle。”yeshaobeibaileyanxinyiyan,qingshengdao。

yanxinwenyan,lijitaochushouji,henkuaibianchenjinzailinghunshejishideweixingongzhonghaohedouyinshipinneirongzhong。

yeshaobeizeshixiayishididaliangdianneidezhuangxiu,ranhouzainaohaizhongduidianneidezhuangxiudianpingleyifan,zuihouyounaobuleyixiadianneidezhuangxiushejituhexiaoguotu。

“yege,zheigelinghunshejishitailihaile,gongzhonghaodewenzhangjuranmeipianyueduliangdouchaoguole10wan,meiyigedouyinshipindedianzanshuliangyezai10wanyishang,erqiegongzhonghaohedouyinshipinpinglunshuliangyejibenshangbaochizaiyiwanyishang。”

“wokandaopinglunquhenduorendouzaixiangtaqiushejitu,haiyouxiangyaoqingtachengweihehuorende,gaoxinpinqingtade,gaojiaxunqiuguanggaohezuode,keshitataigaolengle,yagenbujifensiliulianxifangshi,yebujifensirenheshejitu,chuncuigenfensijiaoliujingyanhejishu。”

“womengongsihaoxiangyeyoujingyinggongzhonghao,buguoyueduliangzhiyoujishige,pinglunjihumeiyou,genlinghunshejishizheigehaochayuanle。yaoshiwoshizheigelinghunshejishijiuhaole,wohuizhuandefeiqi。”

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shualebantianshouji,yanxincaixiangqizijihaizaihuoguodian,tachaoyeshaobeituletushetou,zheicaixingfendigenyeshaobeifenxiangzijideganshou。

“xianzaishizimeitishidai,renrendoukeyichengweiwanghong,zhuanqiandejihuiwuchubuzai,niyouxiangguozijiqujingyingyigezimeitizhanghaome?”yeshaobeiweixiaozhetingwanyanxindegankai,zheicaiqingshengwendao。

“wo……woyexianga,keshiwohenbende,jimeiyoulinghunshejishidewencai,yemeitatianmaxingkongdegousi,genbenzuobuqilaide。”yanxinmianhongerchidishuodao。

“nibuquchangshi,zenmezhidaozijibuxingni?”yeshaobeimianseyichen,lishengdao,“nihainianqing,zhiyaorenzhunlemubiao,bingqieyizhijianchixiaqu,kendinghuiyouhaojieguode。”

“e,wozhidaole。”yanxinxianranmeiliaodaoyeshaobeihuituranjianbiandezheimeyanli,tayanquanyihong,xinzhongyewuxianweiqu。

yeshaobeishuoleyihui,caifaxianyanxinbiaoqingbuduijing,yishidaozijishuocuolehua,yeshaobeinanrandimolemobizi,buzaishuohuale。

yeshaobeibushuohua,yanxinjiubiandegengjiajinzhangle,yanjingbuzhidaogaiwangnagefangxiangpiao,shuangshouyebuzhidaoyinggaifangshenmedifang。

“gege,niyaomaiyiduohuasongjijiejieme?”fanzhuoshangdeqifenbiandeyuelaiyuegangashi,yidaoqingcuideshengyinturanjianzailianggerenerbianxiangqi。

queshiyigezhazhemaweibiandexiaonvhaipengzheyibameiguihuazhanzailianggerendezhuozipang,yilianqipandikanzheyeshaobei。

“nishouzhongdehuayigongduoshaoqian?”kandaomaihuadexiaonvhai,yeshaobeifangfokandaolejiumingenren。

“woshouzhongdehuashikuaiqianyiduo,yaoshigegequanbumaixiadehua,jiwoyibaikuaiqianjiukeyile。”xiaonvhaiyanjingyiliang,cuishengdao。

“hao。”yeshaobeijieguonvhaishouzhongdehua,ranhounaqishoujisaoleyixianvhaixiongqianyongdiaoshengguazhedeerweima。

“xiexiegege,zhugegehejiejietiantiankuaile,baitouxielao。”xiaonvhaikandaoyeshaobeizhifuchenggonghou,tachaoyeshaobeiheyanxinjuleyigong,xiaoyeruhuadishuodao。

“e……”tingdaoxiaonvhaidehua,yeshaobeilianshangyihei,gangadikanxiangyanxin,quefaxianyanxinyiliantonghong,bingmeiyoushengqi。

“yanxin,wogangcaishuohuataiguoyanlile,zheixiehuadaibiaowodeqianyi。”yeshaobeiyouyuleyixia,haishijianghuadijileyanxin。

“xiexieyege。”shenshoujieguomeiguihua,yanxinyizhanglianhongdaolebozigen,shuiwangwangdeyanjingkanzheyeshaobei,yuyuhaixiu。

yeshaobeicishizai**,yemingbaileyanxinduizijidexinyi,tayoudianhouhuizijisongchumeiguihuale。

genhuanglijuanfenshouzhihou,yeshaobeiyechangshiguojiaowangxindenvpengyou。

keshimeicigennvhaizixiangchushi,tazonghuixiayishidijiangnvhaizigenhuanglijuanxiangbijiao,ranhoujiumeiyouxiawenle。

yiciyouyicidelianaishibai,yeshaobeiduinvpengyoudeyaoqiuyeyuelaiyuetiaoti,yizhiyuyeshaobeidaxuebiyebanianle,daoxianzaihaishidanshenyiren。

“huanglijuanhaoxiangyuanyuanmeiyouyanxinpiaolianga。”yeshaobeidenaohaizhongbuyouzizhudifuxianchuhuochezhanzhonghuanglijuandexingxiang,zaikankanmianqianmingmouhaochideyanxin,tadeshenqingyizhenhuanghu。

“huoxu,woxinzhongde‘huanglijuan’bingfeixianshizhongdehuanglijuan,ershiwoduichuliandeyizhongyixianghezhinian,xianshizhonggenbenbukenengyounvhainenggouxiangyixiangzhongde‘huanglijuan’neiyangshiquanshimei。”

dianguanghuoshijian,yeshaobeinaohaizhongshanguowushuniantou。

“yege,yege……”yeshaobeishenyouwuwaishi,yinyintingdaoyidaoshengyinzaihuhuanziji,ranhoukandaoleyizhiroudududexiaoshouzhangzaizijimianqianhuiwu。

“ng,nigangcaigenwoshuoshenmele?”yeshaobeifaxianzijigenyanxinliaotianshijuranzoushenle,taqianrandixiaolexiao。

“yege,linghunshejishishini,duibudui?”yanxinxingfendishuodao。

“nigangganghaishuozijiben,zenmeturanjianbiancongmingle?”yeshaobeixienileyanxinyiyan,guyiyilianxianqideshense。

“haha,juranshizhende,beiwocaiduile。”jianyeshaobeimoren,yanxinjidongdecongzuoweishangtiaoleqilai,“woganggangjiuzaixiang,yegerangwokanlinghunshejishidegongzhonghaohedouyinhao,kendingbuhuiwudefangshi。”

“erqielinghunshejishizimeitizhanghaoshangdeneirongrangwoyouzhongshuxideganjue。neizhongxingfu、wennuan、meihaohexiwangdeganjue,huirangrenbuyouzizhudichenniqizhong,bukeziba,chuleyegedeshejilinianhexiaoguotu,daomuqianweizhi,haimeiyoudiergeshejishinenggoujiwozheizhongganjue。”

yanxinshuohuashi,yanjingyizhabuzhadikanzheyeshaobei,shuangyanzhanfangchuxuanlideguangmang,cideyeshaobeiyanteng。

yeshaobeideyanshenjinjingenyanxinpengzhuangleyixia,bianlianmangditou,xintiaoyeshizhouranjiasu。

“linghunshejishidequeshiwo!”

“gongzhonghaoshiwosannianqiankaishinongde,dangshizhishixiangzaiwangshangfenxiangzijideshejilinian,yijizijikandaodeyixieweimeisheji,ranhoufaxianzhitongdaohedepengyouyuelaiyueduo,wobianliyonggongzuozhiyudexianxiashijianyizhijianchilexialai,meixiangdaosannianxialaihuijileizheimeduofensi。”

“douyinhaozeshiwonianchucaikaishinongde,wojuedesuizhe4gwangluodepuji,duanshipinhuichengweiqushihechaoliu,yaoxiangzaiweilaidehulianwangdachaozhongbubeitaotai,jiubixuzhangwoduanshipinjiqiao,meixiangdaozheigehaoyemomingqimiaodihuoleqilai。”

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zaiyanxinzhuoremuguangdezhushixia,yeshaobeimuguangyouli,jiangzijiwuyizhongjiechuhejingyingxinmeitizhanghaodeguochengweiweidaolai。