第一章

“gongxi!jiangnvshi,ninhuaiyunle!”

jiangatijieguoyishengdilaidezhenduandan,xiangbeiyigejudadexianbingzazhong。

tayeyaoyouzijidejiarenle!

jiangatixingfendelianhuxidouxiaoxinyiyi,nachushoujixiangjifushibaibaoxi。

duifangdedianhuaxinyoulingxidixiangqi。

jiangatimiaojie:“shibaige,wohuai……”

fushibaiquejicudidaduanta,qingxujiaozaobuan:

“ganjinlaiyiyuan!shanshanyundaole。”

jiangatihanjiandiyouyuqilai。

“我现在……”

fushibaishengyinyaxia,zhishenglengyu:“jiangati,biewanglenideshenfen!jiangjiayangnizheimeduonian,jiushiweileyouchaoyiri,ninengpaishangyongchang。”

tagenbenbuzaihujiangaticikefashengleshenme,buguanshihaodehaishihuaide。

tazhizhidaojiangatijujueleta。

yushitabubujinbi:“nandaonidouwangle?”

tameiwang,tazenmekenengwang?

tashenzhizhidaozijiganquyiyuanhouhuijinglishenme。

beianzaishoushutaiwaichouxue,jianchazhibiao。

suishizuohaofusijichuzijixinzangdezhunbei。

youhaojici,tashenzhiyijingdalemayao,yiweizijibisiwuyi。

kezhengkaiyan,youfaxianzijihaihuozhe。

jiangweishanxingleguolai,yishengshuotadexinzanghaikeyizaizhichengyiduanshijian,zanshiyongbushangjiangati。

jiuxiangshijiangjiajitaqudemingziyiyang,jiangati!tazhishiyigesuishizhunbeiweijiangjiada**xianchuxinzangde“tisigui”。

zheishitabixuzuode,zhiyinmeiyoujiangjia,tazaojiuchengleguhunyegui。

jiangweishanjiuzaiyiyuan,tagandaoxianchanghenkuai,lijijiubeihushituidaoyipangkaishichouxuehuayan。

liaokaiyixiushi,hushikandaotageboshangdezhenyan,yiwaiditiaomei:“nijintianchouguoxuele?”

“嗯……”

fushibaideyanshenzhongyusaoguolai,tajinjinzhouzhemeitou,dingzheneijigezhenyan。

jiangatidexiabanjushuochukou:“zuoletijian。”

fushibaidunledun,yuqichashizhishengxiabunai:“biefeihuale!ganjinzuojiancha。shanshansuishidouyoukenengjinxingxinzangshoushu。”

xianxueyiguanguandichouchuqu,jiangatihuaiyundeshentigengxianxuruo,tadelianfanqicangbai,hushizhongyutingxiadongzuo:“fuxiansheng,tahaoxiangyaoyundaole……”

fushibaizhongyujiangtayibalanruhuaizhong,yanshenzhongxiechujifendanyou:“zenmele?”

jiangaticanbaizhelian:“wohuai……”

kehuameishuowan,yourenturancongzoulangjintouchongguolai,zuiligaojiaozhe:“shanshanxingle!shanshanmeishile……”

bishangyandezuihouyimiao,jiangatizhikandaotafeisulikaidebeiying。

jiangatikuanweiziji,meiguanxi,tayaodebuduo。

fushibaizhixuyaoyouneimeyidiandianxihuantajiuhao。

tahuozaizheishishangbenjiushiyichangxingyun,zhiyaonengyourenxihuantaneimeyidiandian,tajiugaizhizule……

zaizhengkaiyan,tatangzaibinglengdejixietaishang,sizhoukongwuyiren。

她挣扎着,想起身。

queturantingdaojiangweishanqinghengzhe,xiangmaoyiyangsajiao:

“buxing,nibunengheatilihun。”

“niwanglenidoudayingwoshenmele?”

fushibaideshengyinkezhiqieyinren:“keshishanshan,wozhendekuaiyaoshoubulele!”

“nishuonizheibeizizuiduibuqiderenshijiangati,xiangrangwotinibaoen。wotongyile,zaitazishashijiangtazhuaihuilai,haihetalianai。”

“nishuotaneimexihuanwo,meiwotahuobuxiaqu,neiniyehuobuxiaqu,woyerenle,haiquleta!”

“nishuo,zhiyaowohetajielehun,youlechaoxixiangchu,youlejifuzhiqin,zongnengrijiushengqing。”

tayayizhe,jihushidihoudao:“keshishanshan,woshiguole,wonuliguole。”

“woshuiletaneimeduoci,doushuofubulezijizhenzhengdiaishangta……”

“nizhibuzhidao,jiulianhetatangzaiyiqi,wodoujuedeexin?”

neiyike,jiangatiruzhuibingjiao。

tajiqihefushibaidexinhunzhiye,tameiyoupengta,tashuo:“wocainihaimeiyouzuohaozhunbei。”

“woxiwangwomendediyici,shijueduiwanmeide。”

houlai,guolehenjiu,tamenyoulediyici、dierci……tamenshucidisichanmian,tayiweifushibaishiyouneimeyidiandianxihuantadeba。

napafushibaiyaoqiuhetayinhun,tayebutingdishuofuziji。

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keyuanlai,yemeiyoua……

fushibaishayazhesangyin:“shanshan,woyijingzhaodaoleqitakeyigongnishiyongdexinzang——qitianhou,womenjiuzuoxinzangyizhishoushu。”

“wobuxiangzaiwuxiuzhidedengdaixiaqu……”

“jiudangshiweilewo,womenshiyici,haoma?”

jiangweishanqingqingdi“ng”leyisheng。

fushibaideshenqingzainankezhi。

tawenshanglejiangweishandezuichun,wenrouyouyongli。

liangrenzai“hunmi”detamianqian,siyizongqing。

buzhidaoguoleduojiu,youwushuderenlai,youyouwushuderenzou,tamenchaochaorangrang,yanguowuhen,zheibinglengdeshoushushilizhongyuyouyicizhishengxiajiangatiyigeren。

tahenhuanmandizuoleqilai。

ranhounachushouji,botongleneizelaizigangchengdedianhuahaoma。

tadouzhesangyin,yiziyidundao:“ma,nizhiqianshuodeneige,hejiangweishanshipeidexinzang,haizailengdongkuma?”

“zaia……”dianhuaneitoudenvrenzhenjingkaikou,“nijiaowomale?”

“bangwoba。”jiangatishuo,“jiudangneikexinzangshiwode!batahuanjinjiangweishandeshentili。”

nvrenmimangdao:“shenme?”

“huanlexinzang,jiangaticainengmingzhengyanshundiqusia……”jiangatiqingqingshuodao。