第一章
sanniandewanmeihunyin，zaiwoqinshoujiepoujiejieshitideneiyikechediposui。
muwanyueshizongwunian，quesizaiwozuixinrenderenshouli，wodezhangfupeihanche。
erwo，buguoshitadebudaojiejiehoudelianjiatidaipin。
“zenme，faxianzhenxiangle？”takaozaimenkuangshang，zuijiaogouqifengcidehudu，“niliansezheimenankan。”
“peihanche，niweishenmeyaoshasiwojiejie？”wodeshengyinzaizhandou。
“sha？zheigecitaizhongle。”tamantiaosilidizouxiangwo，“wozhishirangtaxuehuileshenmejiaotinghua，kexitataijueqiangle。”
“nijianzhijiushigeemo！”
“emo？”taqingfuzhewodelianjia，lidaoyuelaiyuezhong，“kenibushiailewosannianma？haishishuo，niyexiangxiangtayiyangbutinghua？”
wosisiyaozheya，xuexingweizaikouzhongmanyan。
yuanlaizheisannian，wohuozaitajingxinbianzhidehuangyanli，meiyigetianmidewen，meiyijuwenroudeqinghua，doujianlizaijiejiedexianxuezhishang。
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woyongyuanbuhuiwangjineigexiawu，dangwoxiankaineikuaibaibudeshunjian。
jiepoutaishangtangzheyijugaodufubaidenvxingshiti，siwangshijiandayueyizhou。
wodaizhexiangjiaoshoutao，shuliandizhunbeikaishilixingjiancha，sanshisuidemuwanxing，ganlebanianfayi，shenmeexindechangmiandoujianguo。
dandangwokanqingneizhangzhongzhangbianxingdelianshi，shoushudaozhijiediaozailedishang。
“kuangdang”yisheng，qingcuidexiangwoxinsuideshengyin。
neishiwoshizonglewuniandeqinjiejiemuwanyue。
jiusuanmianmuquanfei，woyebuhuirencuotadatuineiceneikexinxingdezhi。
xiaoshihouwomenbijiaosheidezhigenghaokanshifaxiande，tazongshideyidishuozijidexiangaixin。
“mufayi，zenmele？”zhushouxiaowangtanguotoulai。
woqiangchengzhejianqidaozi，shengyinzhandou：“meishi，jixugongzuo。”
jianyanbaogaoxianshi，sizheshengqianzaoshoulezhangqideqiujinhezhemo，shentiyanzhongyingyangbuliang，zhijiafenglihaiyounanxingdnacanliu。
dangwozaisiwangzhengmingshangxiexia“muwanyue”sangezishi，yanleizhongyukongzhibuzhudidiaolexialai。
xiawuliudian，wotuozhepibeideshentihuidaojia。
peihancheyijinghuilaile，zhengzuozaishafashangfanyuefalvwenjian。kandaowojinmen，talikeguanqiediyingguolai。
“wanxing，niliansezenmezheimecha？”tawenroudimozhewodelianjia。
wodingzheta，zheigewojiehunsanniandenanren。
yingjun、titie、wenrou，shisuoyounvrenmengmeiyiqiudewanmeizhangfu。
danxianzai，tadeguanxinrangwogandaomomingdebuan。
“hanche，nihaijidewojiejiema？”
tadebiaoqingmingxianjiangleyixia，danhenkuaihuifuzhengchang：“dangranjidewanyue，tabushiwunianqianjiushizonglema？”
“tasile。”wolenglengdishuo，“jintianwoqinshoujiepouletadeshiti。”
peihanchedelianshunjianbiandeshabai，taxiangbaowo，danbeiwoduokaile。
“shenmeshihoudeshi？zainalifaxiande？”tadeshengyinyouxiejicu，yanshenyekaishishanshuo。
“jiuzaijintian，shitishizaijiaowaifeiqigongchangfaxiande。”wojinjindingzhetadefanying，“hanche，nishibushiyoushenmeshimanzhewo？”
tachenmolejimiaozhong，ranhoutanqi：“haoba，wochengrenwanyueshizongdeshiwoqueshizhidaoyixieqingkuang。”
“tashengqianqianlegaolidai，kenengshibeizhaizhushahaide。wodangshipanidanxinsuoyimeiyougaosuni。”
danwozhuyidao，tadeshouyizhizaiweiweizhandou。
wanfanshi，peihanchebiaoxiandegewaiyinqin，butingdijiwojiacai。
“wanxing，yaobuwomenbanjiaba？”taturantiyi，“huangehuanjing，huoxunengrangniwangjizheixiebuyukuaidehuiyi。”
wozhishitadeyanjing：“peihanche，nizaihaipashenme？”
talengleyixia，ranhoukuxiao：“wozhishixintengnieryi。”
danwokandaoletayanzhongyishanerguodehuangluan。
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diertianyizao，woqulejingju。
fuzejiejieanzideshiliuduizhang，womenhezuoguohenduoci。
“wanxing，nijiejiedeanziqueshihenxiqiao。”liuduizhangfanzheanjuan，zhouzhemeitou，
“shitifaxiandetaituranle，xianchangyemeiyouliuxiashenmeyoujiazhidexiansuo。”
“yigehuorenshizongwunian，anlishuobukenengmeiyourenhejilu，danwomenchabianlesuoyoujiankonghedangan，jiuhaoxiangtarenjianzhengfaleyiyang。”
yiyuanjiluxianshi，muwanyueshizongqiandebannianli，cengjingduocidaojingshenkejiuzhen。
zhuzhiyishengdebinglishangxiezhe：huanzhebiaoxianchumingxiandebeihaiwangxiangzhengzhuang，shengchengmeimeizhengzaibeirenqipianhekongzhi。
“beihaiwangxiang？”wogandaohuangmiu，“wojiejieshizuilizhideren，tazenmekenengyoujingshenbing？”
zixikanlejiuzhenjilu，wofaxianmeicidoushitongyigerenpeitalaide，shumingzhiyouyigezimu“l”。
wodexinturantiaodehenkuai。
likaijingjuhou，wozhijiequleshijingshenbingyuan。
jiedaiwodeshidangniandezhuzhiyishengsundafu，yigewushiduosuidewenhelaoren。
“muwanyuewodangranjide。”sundafudaishanglaohuajing，
“zheigebingrenhentebie，tajianchishuomeimeibeirenxinaokongzhi，danwulunzenmequandoubuxiangxinzijiyoubing。”
“neigepeitalaiderenninhaijidema？”
“jide，shigehenyingjundenianqinglvshi，duitafeichangguanxin。”
“meicidoushitayuyueguahao，haihuixiangxilejiezhiliaofangan。shuoqilai，neigelvshihenizhangfuzhangdehaitingxiangde。”
wohunshendexueyedouninggule。
“ninquedingshilvshi？haijidetademingzima？”
sundafufanlefanjilu：“xingpei，jiao......peihanche。”
wochadiancongyizishangdiexialai。
kaichehuijiadelushang，wokaishihuixiangzheisanniandehunyinshenghuo。
peihancheduiwoqueshihenhao，jihuyouqiubiying，danxianzaizixixianglai，zheizhonghaolimiansihudaizheyizhongbingtaidekongzhiyu。
tazongshibujingyidixunwenwodexingzong，huitoutouchakanwodeshouji，lianwohetongshijuhuidouyaoxiangxilejie。
huidaojia，wozhijiechongjinleshufang。
peihanchebuzai，tadechoutidoumeiyoushangsuo。wozaizuidicengdewenjianjializhaodaoleyixiezhaopian。
quanbudoushimuwanyuede**zhaopian。
youtazaikafeitingde，youtazoulude，shenzhihaiyouzaijialidesimizhaopian。
zhaopianbeimianyonggangbibiaozhuzheriqi，zuizaodeyizhangshiliunianqian，biworenshipeihanchehaiyaozaoyinian。
“你在翻什么？”
shenhouchuanlaipeihanchebinglengdeshengyin。
wozhuanguoshen，kandaotazhengzhanzaimenkou，yanshenyichangyinchen。
“zheixiezhaopianshizenmehuishi？”wojuqishouzhongdezhaopianzhiwen。
tazouguolai，yibaduoguozhaopian，dangzhewodemiansidefensui。
“nibuyinggaifanwodesirenwupin。”
“peihanche，wojiejiedaodishizenmeside？nishibushizaojiurenshita？”
tajingjingdikanlewojimiaozhong，ranhouturanxiaole，neixiaorongrangwogandaoshenshendekongju。
“wanxing，nizhendehenxiangta。”
“什么意思？”
“woshishuo，nihewanyuezhangdehenxiang。”tamanmanzoujinwo，“dannibitatinghuaduole。”
wohoutuilejibu：“nidaodixiangshuoshenme？”
“woxiangshuo，”tadexiaorongbiandegengjiaguiyi，“youxieshiqingzhidaotaiduobingbushihaoshi。”
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neitianwanshangwocheyenanmian。
tashuizhehou，woqingshouqingjiaodizaicijinrushufang。
shufangliyouyitaibijibendiannao，woshilejigechangyongmimadoubudui，zuihoubaozheshishikandexinqingshurulemuwanyuedeshengri。
居然成功了。
diannaolidewenjianjiaanriqizhenglideyichangzixi。wodakaizuizaodewenjianjia，limianquanshimuwanyuedezhaopianheshipin。
congliunianqiankaishi，peihanchejiuzaixitongdigenzongjianshita。
wofaxianleyigemingwei“mjihua”dewendang。
wendangxiangxijilulepeihancheruhejiejinmuwanyue，ruhehuodetaxinren，yijiruheyibubukongzhitadewanzhengjihua。zuihouyiyeheranxiezhe：“mjujuepeihe，qidongbeixuanfanganm2。”
mshimuwanyuededaihao，m2xianranjiushiwo。
wozhishiyigebeixuanfangan。
zai“hunlicehua”wendangli，wokandaolezuirangrenbengkuidejilu：
“yum2hunlianjihuajinxing。myizhuanyizhianquandidianjinxingzhangqiguancha。rum2peihedulianghao，kaolvyongjiuchulim。”
wowuzhuzuiba，leishuizhibuzhudiyongchu。
jiejiegenbenmeiyoushizong，tabeizheigeemoqiujinlezhengzhengwunian。erwo，zhishitadebudaojiejiehouxunzhaodetidaipin。
wotoutoukaobeilesuoyouwenjian，ranhouqiaoqiaohuidaowoshi。
diertianzaoshang，woqiangzhuangzhendinghetayiqichizaocan。
dengtachumenhou，wolikejisongjingxingdaledianhua。
songjingxingshipeihanchelvshishiwusuodehehuoren，yeshiworenshipeihanchezhiqianjiushuxidepengyou。
yigexiaoshihou，womenzaishizhongxindekafeitingjianmian。
wobaupandijita：“nikankanzheige，ranhougaosuwogaizenmeban。”
tajieguoupan**bijiben，lianseyuelaiyuenankan。
“这些都是真的？”
“qianzhenwanque。jingxing，niduipeihanchelejieduoshao？”
songjingxingchenmolehenjiu：“shuoshihua，woyizhijuedetayouxiebuzhengchang，danmeixiangdaohuiyanzhongdaozheizhongchengdu。”
“taduinvrendekongzhiyuyichangqianglie，erqieyoumingxiandebaoliqingxiang。yiqianjiaowangdejigenvyouzuihoudoushibuhuanersan。”
“wanxing，nixianzaifeichangweixian，bixulikebaojing。”
“woyeshizheimexiangde，danwoxuyaoxianzhaodaojiejiebeiqiujindedifang。”
“nijuedekenengzainali？”
woxianglexiang：“tamingxiayinggaiyouqitafangchan。jingxing，ninengbangwochayixiatadecaichanxinxima？”
xiawusandian，songjingxingfalailexiaoxi。
peihanchemingxiaqueshiyousichufangchan，chulewozhidaodeliangchu，haiyouchengnandeyitaogongyuhejiaowaideyichunongzhuang。
“nongzhuangneichuhenpianpi，zhouweijigonglidoumeiyourenjia。”songjingxingzaiduanxinlixiedao。
wodezhijuegaosuwo，jiejiejiubeiguanzaineili。
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diertianshizhouliu，peihancheshuoyaoqushiwusuochulijinjianjian。
dengtachumenhou，wolikequcheqianwangjiaowaidenongzhuang。
anzhaodizhizhaodaoneilishi，yanqiandejingxiangrangwozhenjing。
zheinalishishenmedujianongzhuang，fenmingjiushiyizuoyinbidejianyu。
sizhoudoushisanmigaodeweiqiang，qiangtouhailazhedianwang。damenjinsuo，touguotiezhalankeyikandaolimianyouyidongercengxiaolou，chuanghuquanbuyonggangjinfengsi。
wozaihoumianfaxianleyigexiaoquekou，mianqiangnenggoupajinqu。
zuanguoweiqianghou，woxiaoxinyiyidijiejinneidongloufang，zhaodaoyishanbankaidehoumen。
limiandechangjingrangwojihuzhixi。
zheishiyijianzhuanmengaizaoguodedixiashi，qiangshangguazhegezhongkepadexingju，jiaoluoliyouyizhangtiechuang，chuangdanshangmanshiwuzihexueji。
kongqizhongmimanzhemeiwei、xuexingweihefuchouwei。
wozaizuishenchufaxianledaliangzhaopianheluxiangshebei。
quanbudoushimuwanyuedezhaopian，jiluletabeiguanyaqijiandemeiyitian。
congzhaopiankeyikanchu，jiejiezaizheilishoujinlezhemo，zhujiancongyigemeilizixindenvrenbianchenglegushouruchaideqiutu。
zaizuihouyizuzhaopiandebeimian，yongxuejiwaiwainiuniudixiezhejigezi：“wanxingxiaoxinta”。
我的眼泪瞬间决堤。
jiejiezaishengmingdezuihoushike，haizaiweiwodanxin。
wonachushoujixiangbaojing，danfaxianzheiliwanquanmeiyouxinhao。
zhengzhunbeilikaishi，shenhouchuanlailejiaobusheng。