第6章 坟前忏悔

tingdaowangpingpingdehua,wodexinxianhenhenchudongleyixia!

wozhidao,taganggangshuodeneixiedoushijiade,shiwangliweiletuihunrangtashuode,eryanqiandezheijuhua,caishitadezhenxinhua!

woyouyule,buzhidaozijiyingbuyinggaidongshou!

shuojubuzhengqidehua,woshizhendehenxihuanwangpingping,neizhongcongxiaomaizaixinlideganqing,huizhibuqu,genbenzhanbuduan。

jibianxianzaiwodongleshaxin,xiangweifuqintaohuigongdao,dankanzaiwangpingpingzheigeyangzi,wohaishixiabuqushou。

woxiangguolikai,rangtamenzishengzimie,congcienduanyijue,danshiwozuobudao,tebiekandaotashouwanshangdaizhewosongjitadezhuozi,gengxiabulejuexin。

xujiu,woyaoleyaoya,“wokeyijiuni,danshizheigezhuozi,niyaoguihaijiwo,congcizhihou,yidaoliangduan,yongbuxiangjian!”

woxiadingjuexin,yaojiutaxingming,danshicongcizhihoubuzaixiangjian,wodangwodeqiongxiaozi,tazuotadefujiaqianjin,rangzheidunyuanfen,yanxiaoyunsan!

keshi,tingdaowodehua,wangpingpingshenqingbianleyixia,limashouhuileshoubei,sisidewozheshouzhuo。

“bu,zheishinisongwode,woshibuhuijinide!”

“你不要命了!”

woheleyitiao,zheigezhuozisuiranduiwoyiyizhongda,danshishuoshihua,bingbushishenmezhiqiandedongxi,pingzhewangjiaxianzaidetiaojian,shenmezhuozitadoudaideqi!

danshiwobumingbai,taweishenmebujiwo,nandao……

“wo……wo……fanzhengwoshibuhuijinide!”

wokanwangpingpinglianhongleyixia,xingxushiwokancuole,danshitazheihuayijiurangwochudongleyixia。

“lichangsheng,bu……haonvxu……jiujiuwo……nijiujiuwo,wobaozheng,rangnverjiajini!”

wanglizhengzhaxiangyaochulai,danshitagenbenmeiyoubanfa,jiandaowozhanzaizheilixinshengyouyu,limaaiqiuqilai。

woduitahenzhirugu,dangnianfuqinweilebangtamenwangjia,weilewo,xielutianji,nitiangaiming,zheicaicansi,wanglibujinjinmeiyouganendaide,shenzhixiuruyuwo,wozhendehenxiangshaleta!

“changshengge,ni……nizouba,shiwomenduibuqini,wobuguaini……zhishi……woxiwangnibuyaowanglewo……”

wangpingpinghuoxukanchuwoxinzhongdefenhen,canxiaokanzhewo,tadexiaoronghenmei,rutongdiyicijianwoneigeyangzi。

wowojinlequantou,songleyouwo,woleyousong,zhongyuhaishishenxikouqi,yibazhuazhuchemen,shichulehunshendeliqi,bai/kaiyitiaofengxi,jiangtajiulechulai。

wangpingpinglengzhule,tameiyouxiangdaowohuijiuta。

woyegubushanghetaduoshuoshenme,zoudaowanglimianqian,yaozheya,haishijiangtayejiulechulai。

wozhidaozheiyangzi,duibuqiwodefuqin,keshi……wohaishiburenxinkandaotamensizaizheili!

“nimenzouba,yihoubuyaozailailijiacun,yebuyaozailaijianwofuqin!”

woshuowanzheijuhua,jiuyaolikai,keshiwanglijiaozhulewo。

“changsheng,nihaishigenwomenzouba。”

wokanxiangta,zaitayanzhongkandaolehaipa!

wofuqinliuxiadeshouduan,tayinggaizhidao,huoxuganggangfashengdeshiqing,rangtachedihaipale,danxinbujiangwodaizaishenbian,huichuxianbuxiang,zaihuobuduan。

“nifuqin……wohuiweitaxiujianlingmu,changsheng,nifangxinhaole,wohuihouzangnidefuqin,jinianpaihaodechashi,rangnizheibeiziyishiwuyou!”

wanglizheicibushuojiangnverjiajiwodehua,wozhidao,taxinzhongdingranshibuxiangjiangtanverjiajiwo,ganggangneimeshuo,wufeijiushixiangrangwojiutaeryi。

wangpingpingmeiyoushuohua,danshimuzhongdeshenqing,quewubiwenrou,tazoudaowomianqian,qingqinglazhewodeshou。

wokandaowanglimeitouyizhou,danshimeiyoushuoshenme,ershikanzhewo,jixudao:“changsheng,wozhidaonihenhenwo,danshinibuyaowanglenifuqindeyiyuan。”

shia,fuqinshuoguo,burangwohewangpingpingfenkai,burandehua,wobiranhuihuohuanchanshen,meiyouhaoxiachang。

woshenxikouqi,kaikoudao:“gennimenzoukeyi,danshi,nimenyaoguizaiwofuqinfentouchanhui!”

zheishiwozuidaderangbu,buranzheimegentamenlikai,woduibuqiwofuqin!

“好!”

meiyouxiangdao,wanglierhuabushuo,zhijiedayinglewodeyaoqiu,daizhewangpingping,bianlaidaolewofuqindefentou。

zheigeshihou,zhenggelinzianjingwubi,yidianshengyindoutingbudao,wofuqinshenchulaideneizhishou,yeshoulehuiqu,haoxiangzhidaolewanglidaolai,meiyouzaiweinanta!

wangpingpinghewanglilimaguilexiaqu。

“lishushu,ninfangxin,woyidinghuizhaoguhaochangshenggede!”

wangpingpingshuangshouheshi,shifenqiancheng,buzhidaoshicuojue,haishishenme,wojingrankandaotashouhuanqingweideshanliangleyixia。

wangliliansesuiranbuhaokan,danhaishiguizailefentou。

“qiye,wangjiadeenqing,wowanglibuhuiwang,changsheng,wohuibangnizhaokande!”

tazheihuashuowan,linziliguaqiledafeng,chuideshuyeshashazhixiang,womeiyouhaipa,kanzhefuqindefen,momoliuxialeleishui。

diertianwanglijiujiaorenlai,zaizheimudixiulelingmu,kandaofuqinanxiangdexiazang,woleishuizhibuzhudeliuxialai。

wangpingpingzhanzaiwoshenbian,tiwocadiaoleyanlei。

womeiyoushuohua,guizaiwofuqindefenqian,zheiyigui,jiushiyiye,zhidaoyiritaiyangchulai,wangpingpingdoumeiyoulikai,yizhipeizhewo。

当然,还有王立。

“我们走吧。”

wohewanglitamenyitonglikailelijiacun,laidaolechenglidewanglijia。

zicongwofuqinjitanitiangaimingzhihou,wanglizhuanlehenduoqian,zaizheichenglicuntucunjindedifangmailedabieshu。

womenganggangzoujinqu,wohaiweirucihaohuadebieshugandaojingyadeshihou,yishunzhijian,wendaoleyigucibidesaowei。

danshihenkuai,zheisaoweibianbeixiangshuiweijiyangaile。

“你们回来了啊。”

loushangzouxialaiyigefengyudenvren,chuanzhehuangsedeqipao,shenziena,meijianshuobuqingdewanzhangfengqing。

tashisunjie,wanglidelaopo,yejiushiwangpingpingdehouma。

“妈。”

kandaosunjie,wangpingpingguaiqiaojiaoleyishengma。

sunjiehanxiaozouguolai,bansuizhetayuelaiyuejin,neisaoweiyeyuelaiyuemingxiang,zhishiwangpingpinghewanglidoumeiyouwendao。

tongshi,wokandaosunjielianshanglongzhaozheyicengdandandeheiqi,yinyuejian,nengkanchushiyizhihulidetou。

wolianseyibian,dengdaleyanjing!

zheihenxianranshihuangpizifushendebiaoxian!

yejiushishuo,yanqiannvrengenbenbushisunjie,fenmingshiyizhiyouzhedaoxingdehuangdaxiana!