xuruyibeitaheleyitiao，ranerjiuzaitawendingxinshendeshihou，tajingranpaozoule。
zaipaozoudeshihouwuyijianpengzhexuruyiyixia，lidudadejingren，xuruyiyigezhanbuwen，biandaodierqu。
xuruyiyiweihuishuaidaozaidi，quemeixiangdaobijianwendaodandandeqingliangxiangqi，houmianshiyigewennuandexiongtang，youyizhishouhuanzhutadeyao，gangcaihaoxiangkandaoyimobai，shitaba？
turanzhijian，xuruyiganjuezijisihelechunniangdejiu，zuidehunhunyushui，tajingbuxiangqingxingguolai，jingxiangyizhidaizaitadehuaili。
haoburongyiqingxingguolai，lianmangcongtadehuaililikai，zhuanshen，guozhenshiyezuichen，zhiyoutadeyifucaihuineimebaideyichenburan。
yezuichensiwuyijiankanlekanbailiandeshenying，ranhoutamianxiangxuruyi，“tashenshangdeqixiyijingjianjianweiruo，liaodingshiyouyaochanshen，ruoshizaijiuchanxiaqu，takongpayangshouyijin。”
徐汝忆一怔。
“litayuandian。”zaitalikaizhiqianduixuruyishuodao，dunshiyigunuanxiangxizhitadexintou。
他在关心自己？
xuruyijibuzouguoqu，zhuizhuta，bukezhixindewendao，“xiansheng，weiheyaobunengzairenleideshenbian？”
“yaoruoyizhichanzairenleideshenbian，huishizhishuyurenleideqiximanmanzhuanyidaoyaodeshenshang，errenleideqixijiarumeiyoulehua，renleiyejianghuisiwang。”
“renheyaobunenggongcunma？”xuruyiwendao。
yezuichenqingminyisikexiaodexiaorong，bingweihuidaxuruyidewenhua。shaoqingguohou，yezuichensihuyouyisibujiedexunwenta，“dangchuwojiunishi，nizenmebutaozou？”
“woxiangxinni。”xuruyiwangzheyezuichen，kendingdehuida。
yezuichenlenglengyixiao，“xiangxinyigecongweixiangshixiangjianderen？”
“woyebuzhidaoweishenmehuimeilaiyoudexiangxinni。”xuruyizhishitadeyanmou，ranhoujixushuodao，“ruguozheigebusuanyigeliyoudehua，neijiushiwobunengpaoxiawodejiumingenren，kenengnijuedewohensha，yinweijiaruoneigejiumingenrendabuguodiren，wohetadouhuisi。”
xuruyidehualingnanzibinglengdeyanmounuanleyixie，yezuichenjiuneiyangjingjingdikanxiangta。
jianyezuichenyizhikanzheta，xuruyidixiamoushuodao：“woxianhuixuetang。”
youshi，xuruyiwangjingxichengdeshisizouqu，zhunbeimaidiantianshihuifuzhongchi，xupannanzuijinzhenshizuichandehen。
jingxichengdeshisixianglairenlairenwang，renaofeifan，erjinrisihuxiandelengqingcandan，shisishangmeiyouyigexiaotan，meiyourenhejiaohansheng。
zaibuyuanchuchuanlaihaojishengchizezhisheng，“zenyourucieduzhiqi。”
“shia，jingjiangzijidefujunyongtieliansuozhu。”
xixirangrangderenqunbayigeduixuruyilaishuohaishiweizhideshiqingbaoweiqilai。
buguozheixieshengyinxuruyiquetingdegewaizixi。jiangrenyongtieliansuozhu？kaiwanxiaodeba？
haoburongyichongjinrenqundezuiqianmian，jingkandaobailianzhenghenhendizhuaizhetielian，zhijiangouliandeneitoujingshineigeyinbingzhongerbunengzaijiaoshudexiansheng，zhanyue。
zhanyuexianzaidetoufaruzacaobandeangzang，taquanshenpolanbukan，yanjingquedengdegewaijingshen，kanzheweiguandezhongren，jingrantianletianzijideshetou，bingyongbiziliulianwangfandewenlewen，zheimoyangzhenshixiangjilehaiweichishidequan。
xuruyiyouxiecuoshoubuji，fulefuluantiaodexin，zheiguaiyidechangjingjiujingweihehuichuxian？
bailiantaweiheyaozheiyangduidaizijidefujun？
weiguandepangrensihuzhizhidaomabailian，queduiyanqiandeshiqingyebingweichushoubangzhu。
xuruyibudongshengsedetuichulerenqunzuiqianmian，yilushangtaweikandaodeshiqinggandaohuangluan，zheidaodishizenmehuishi？
bailianhenguaiyi，erxuruyifajuetadefujungengguaiyi。
徐汝忆去了沐府。
muyujianxuruyishenqinghuanghu，lianmangwendao，“ayi，chuleshenmeshi？”
xuruyibashangwuzaishisisuofashengdeshiqinggaosumuyu，bingwendao：“tamenweishenmebubangjiaoshuxianshengni？”
“shijiansuoyoudeshibingfeinixiangdeneiyangjiandan。”muyuwunaiyixiao，“tamenzhiguanfengcibailian，erbushibangjiaoshuxiansheng，neishiyinwei，tamenbuxiangtianyigemafan。meiyousheiyuanyirangjialitianjiayigefudan，zheigefudanhaibingbushizijiaren，haidegongtachi，gongtachuan，hekuangjiaoshuxianshengbingzhong，xuyaodabideyinzilaizhiliao，youxierenshinengbangquebubang，eryouxierenzeshixiangbangquewunengweili。”
xuruyibumianshiluoqilai，nandaochuleyinzijiumeibanfayongbiedebanfabangzhanyuema？
xuruyinaoguangyishan，xiangdaoyigezhuyi，jiranruci，neijiuyaoshibizhaochuzhenxiang。
“muyu，niyuanyihewoyetanzhanfume？”
muyuzhengleyixiaohui，wunaiyixiao，dianlediantou。
jinridefengbiwangrilinglibushao，fengguazailianshanghaihuiyoucitonggan。
sishi，xuruyihemuyulaidaozhanfu，zhanfudechenjiudamenyituibiantuikaile，qianyuanneiyipianzacao，sihuxujiudoumeiyourenshoushiguo。
muyuzouzaiqianmian，xuruyizouzaihoumian，muyujinruzhengfangshi，suihoutazaiwulitingzhibuqian，“ayi。”
xuruyiyihuozhemuyuweihebuchakanzheiwuzi，tabiansuizhemuyudemuguangkanqu，biankandaosigerenzhenghengtangzaizheijianfangjianli。
zheisigerendemianseweiqinglvse，mianshouruokulou，shuangyansihuyaocongyankuanglibengchulai，shentisihubeirenkenshiguo，fouzebukenengneimesifenwulie，xianglaishiyinweizaishengqianjinglilehenkepadeshiqing。
xuruyijingedekanzheyanqiandeyiqie，banxiangyeweiyanyiju，kanyangzixianranjieshoubulezheiyangdechangmian。muyudanyoudewangzhexuruyi，taxinlidebuangengjiazhongleyixie。
tabenjiujuedezhanyueyishishiguanzhongda，rujinneizhongweixianbuyaneryu。tahenxianglingxuruyibuyaozaichashouzheijianshi，miandedaoshishiqinghuibiandegengfuzaqilai，ertadeanquanyehuiyincijijikewei。
kexuruyihuitingtama？tazhidaotadexingzi，rendingleyaozuohaoyijianshi，bianjuebuhuibantuerfei。taqingqingyaoleyaotou，luchuyilingrenanxindexiaolai，“ayi，nimeishiba？”
xuruyiyinweihaipadaozhixinliluandeyituanma，ranerdangtingdaoshuxideshengyinyijineianxindexiaorongshi，dunshifangsongyixie。
taliangshouhuanxiongdayanbucandeshuodao：“woxuruyikebutongyuyibannvzi，zheixiewoqishidouyidiandoubupa。”
muyutiaomeikanzhekoushixinfeidexuruyi，dandanyixiao，“shima？”
xuruyijianmuyuxianranbuxintadehua，erzijiyegangcaiyequeshihenhaipa，ranertaneibufushudexingzidaozhitacaibuhuishuochurenshudehualai。
tabeichaoxiangmuyu，yanmoupieguoyiyanneisijushitihouyoulikezhuanyimuguang。
taliangshouwozaiyiqiyuxiongqian，shangfangdeyizhiquantoupenglepengzaixiafangdequantou，xuruyizaixinlihentante，dantabuanguohou，yanmouyishijianding，“neiwojiujuedingle，zheijianshifeiyaohaohaochageqingchubuke。”
“ayi，ni……”muyuzizhiquanbuguota，tazuichunweiweidongledong，huacongtadekouzhongshuochu，“hao，wopeini。”