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“不要！”
我从梦魇中惊醒
沈开霁不在我身边
手上滑腻的触感还在
ruguobushikandaoshenkaijijiwofadexiaoxi，
wozhendehuiyiweiganggangneizhibuguoshiyichangkongbudeemeng。
“baobao，ganggangniyundaole，xinglaijidechiyao，gongsiyoujishi，bunengpeinile。”
peitushiyizhangshenkaijiduizhebangongzhuodezhaopian。
wodingzhetushangshenkaijibaixidebojingjiujiubunengchushen
meiyouxue，gengmeiyoushangkou，
一切只是我的幻觉
mamudizhaochuyaotunxia，xinquehouzhihoujuedibuanqilai。
wodezhangfuhenaiwo，wohenquexin。
danshixianzaitapaoxiahunmidewo，qushangban？…
jintiandeyiqiefanchangdirangwohaipa。
woanweizijizhishijingshenbingshangtouyouxieshenzhibuqing
shenzhiweilezhuanyizhuyilidakaixujiubuyongdedouyin
wobaiwuliaolaiditangzaishafashangshuashipin
“nizhidaocongbieshudemaoyanwangwaikanquedaoheidongdongdeyipianshiweishenmema......”
yigemomingqimiaodewentixiyinlewodezhuyi
wopingzhuhuxidengzhuboshuowan，
“xiangqingqingkanwozhuyexiayigeshipin。”
wonuleyixia，mamalieliedicongshafashangdanqilai
gancuizoudaobieshudamenkouyitanjiujing
maoyanheidongdongyipian，qiheidirangrenhaipa
wotaiqitoukanxiangchuangwai，tianhaishiliangde
woyoujiangliancoushangqu，yijingqiheiyipian
“neijiyoukenengmenwaiderenzhengpazaimenshang，jianshini......”
“shipinburongyi，dianzanshouzangzhubobumimilu......”
zhubodeshengyinturanzaicixiangqi
wojihuyaojiangshoujishuaichuqu
wohoutuilehaojibu，xinyouyujidikanzhemaoyan
“meishide，meishide，zhibuguoshiwuliangbozhuhuazhongquchong。”
我在心里安慰自己。
滴答——
bieshudamendedianzishengxiangqi
“jinggao，zhiwenrenzhengshibai。”
“jinggao，zhiwenrenzhengshibai。”
门口真的有个人。
“jinggao，zhiwenrenzhengtongguo，jiesuoshibai。”
tianna，zhiwenrenzhengtongguole？
menmeiyoudakai，yinweimenhouzhengzaijiesuode，bushihuoti......
zheigerenzhirangwoquanshendehanmaoshuadiliqi
我还来不及逃跑
wotingdaoyaochi**suokongdeshengyin
门开了——
“zenmezhanzaizheili？”shuohuadeshengyinshishenkaiji。
wodingzhemianqiandenanren，xiangsuoyouxiabanwanguidinanrenyiyangchongmanpibei
tazhangtuiyimaijiangwolouzaihuaili
womeiyouzhangfuguijiadexiaonvrendeqidai
naozizhiyouganggangmaoyanlideyipianheian
“zhiwensuohuailema？”wolengdankaikou。
“ng，kenengshiba。”tadeshengyinbingwuyichang。
我没有回应。
tasihufaxianlewodeyichang，lazhewodeshoufangzailezhiwensuoshang
“jinggao，zhiwensuoyichang，yijinyong。”
shigenganggangbuyiyangdehuida。
“kanlaiwomenyihouchumenzhinengyongyaochile。”shenkaijipoweiwunaidifue。
“ngng。”woyingheta。
一颗心却沉了下去。
chentaquxizaodegongfuwoqiaoqiaolaidaolemenkou
将脸贴了上去。
shixianyouxiemohubuqing，danshimenkouwozhongdehuacaozaiyuesexiayilanwuyu。
wobenyinggaizaishangbandezhangfu，pazaimaoyanshangjianshiwo
一整天。