第2章
furenhaishidiyiciguanxinyedexingzong。
“furenzhidaode，yuyezuoshi，tabushuo，jiubuhuiyourenzhidao。”
shia，tahuashao，xinsizhengmi，youyousheinengcaichutadexiangfalai。
jiubiruneitaoxiangce，tabushuo，tayebuqukan，tajiuyongyuanbuzhidaoshangmiandeneirong。
“furenbuyaoqinei，yuyebushuo，nikeyiquwena，ninengjiyuyedadianhua，yezhidaole，dinghuihengaoxingde。”
zhangboyimianshuozhe，yimiantaochushouji，suyininggangxiangyaojujue，keyijingbolechuqule。
wuyizhong，zhangbokanjianletashoulidexiangpian，shuangyanyisuo，danhenkuaijiuxiaosanle。
suyiningjinminzhechun，jingjingditingzhedianhuaduimiannanrenlengchendesangyin，xin，henhenyizhan。
“张伯，什么事？”
suyiningyingzhetoupi，shuodao，“duibuqi，shiwo......”
dianhualitoujijingdeyipian，jiudangsuyiningyiweiduifangyijinggualeshi，nanrendesangyinzhouranxiangqi，“youshenmeshi？”
“woxiangwenyixia，nishenmeshihouhuilai？”
“shaozeyigexingqi，duozebangeyue。”
suyiningzhanglezhangkou，huayinweichu，jiutingjiandianhuaneitouyourendishenghuanlejuta，suyiningqiangyanzhuzuibiandehua，daoleyiju，“hao，wozhidaole，nixianmang。”
wangzheheiping，suyiningjiangleyixia。
mianduizhezhangbo，suyiningzuijiaochechuleyigehudu，“xiexie。”
zhangborenbuzhutanqi，“furen，yuyexingzileng，yebuaishuohua，dantashizhendehenzaihuni。”
tabuzhidaobaitianfashengleshenmeshi，dantahaishitouyicijiantangqiyuduitazheimeshengqiguo。
suirantayejuedetangqiyudezuofayouxiebutuo，danzijiayeshizhendezaihufuren，yuhuatingshangxiadoushizhidaode。
jiaobuyidun，suyiningbingmeiyoushuoshenme，huanerguanshanglefangmen。
suyiningyikaozaimenbei，muguangjuzaichuangshangdexiangceshang，shouananwojin，shangtianlianta，jiletayicijihui。
shangbeizi，tafuleta，zheici，tayidingyaolaolaozhuozhuta，baojintadedatui。
......
linjinqimo，suyiningzheijitiandoudaizaitushuguan。
“wa！jiefangdeweidao......”
suyininghewanghanyitongcongkaochangshangchulai，wanghanrenbuzhugankaileyiju。
wanghanshinanchengbendiren，shangledaxuetamencairenshide。
wanghankanzheta，“ningzi，nishujiadasuanqunali？huijia？haishi......”
回家？
xiangqineigesuoweidejia，suyiningbuyoudeyouxiexinhan。
wanghanbuzhidaotayiqiandeshi，yebuzhidaotayijiarendeshi，suoyisuyiningzaiyouyu，yaobuyaogentashuo。
“suyining，nijiwozhanzhu！”
beihouderennuqichongchong，sangyinhenda，lingzhouweidexingrenbuyoudedezhuzu。
tingzheshengyin，suyiningyishizhijianfanyingbuguolaishishei，zhuanshenyikan，weiweicumei，yuanlaishita。
qianshirangtazaitangjiayanhuishangdiujinlianmianderen，zhanglan。
tahaimeilaidejizhaota，zijiquesongshangmenlai。
kanzhetaqijibaihuaidemianrong，suyiningyanranyixiao，“zhangxuejie......”
wanghanbuzhidaosuyiningxinzhongsuoxiang，kanzhetaxiaozhangmoyang，lijiqibuguo，jiuyaohuimaguoqu，suyiningyanjishoukuai，lanlehuiqu。
“tazheishiguyizhaocha，nishibuzhengbuqiang，danshiyebunengbaibairangrenqifulequ。”
zhanglanjiezheshidaerdexuejie，youjiashangshixueshenghuidechengyuan，doubuzhidaosixiaqifuguoduoshaodayixinsheng，suyiningzhangdehaokan，zaizheibannianlai，douweinanguotahaojicile。
“sheiqifushei，haibuyidingni。”
tacongqianruanruowuneng，renrenqifu，danshixianzaideta，zhonghuoyici，renjingta，tajing，renruta，tajiabeifenghai。
zhanglanzoudaotamengenqian，“suyining，shenweinandadexuezi，buzhiliyilianchi，yesuxiaowai，shihouquebushangbao。”
夜宿校外。
kanxiderenfenfendiyu，nandaxiaofengzhuadejin，zaiwaiguoye，manbushangbaode，qingzejidaguo，zhongzekaichu，zhaozhezhanglansuoshuode，suyiningpashinanzainandadaizhele。
“张学姐。”
suyiningbingmeiyoubiaoxianchushengqideshense，ershisangyinfangruan，“zuoweixueshenghuichengyuan，shuohuakedenachuzhengjulai，meipingmeiju，daorongyirangrenshuoxueshenghuiyidaqixiao，xuejiekebiewangle，womennandazaiwaidemingsheng，yinianbiyiniancha，tebieshixueshenghuizuodeneixieshi。”
zhanglanshenseyouxiejinghuangdikanzheta，zheigeruanshizi，shenmeshihouganfanbotale？
“suyining，shenweixuejie，wozhishihaoxintixingni，jiniyigejihui，zhudongquchengrencuowu，bijingwaitoushenmeyangderendouyou，neixieluanqibazaodedifang，angzangbukandenanren，biedaoshihoushangleziji，ranshangbinglai，huailenandademingsheng。”
机会？
主动去承认错误？
suyiningrenbuzhulengxiao，bieyiweitabuzhidao，yidanjiangzheixiewuxuyoudecuowukouzaitadetoushang，neitayibeizijiuwanle。
qianshitayezheiyangweinanguota，ziranzhidaohoumianhuizenmefazhan。
kuangqie，tahaiyouyigebaomingfu。
suyiningyigaizhiqianneizhongruannuoxiaomianyangdexingge，qingmiediwangzheta，chixiao，“luanqibazaodedifang，angzangbukandenanren......kanlaizhangxuejiehaoxianghenlejienikouzhongdedifang，buzhidaoneizhongdifang，duinizaochenglezenyangdeshanghai，cairangnirucipingjia？”
zhanglanshunjianbeidudewuhuakeshuo，neizhongdifangsuiluan，danshimeitianchuruneilideshifujiazidi。
tashengyuyigeputongdejiating，tabuxianghuidaoneizhongbeirenkanbuqideshenghuo，tazhinengchuansuozaineixiedifang。
danzheixieshishitadexiaomimi，meirenzhidao，yebunengrangrenzhidao，“nibuyaohushuo，neizhongdifang，woqudoumeiquguo，younalaideshanghai，zijizuodeshi，buchengrenyemeiyoubiyaozaizangdaowodetoushang。”
zheigeshi，tayidingbuzhidao，yebukenengzhidao。
“是吗？”
suyiningbanxinbanyidechaotazouleguoqu，chenzhezhanglanmeizhuyi，yibajiangtadeweijinlalexialai。
“啊......”
zhanglanjinghuang，lijiyongyifujiangbozizheleqilai。
zheiyigexiaochaqu，zhiyouduanduanjimiaozhong，danyanjianderendoukanjianle，tadebozi，doushimimimamadehongdian，bunanxiangxiang，zheixieshishenmedongxi。
buyihui，zhouweifenfenchuanchuleyilunzhisheng。
qichu，zhanglanjiangzijibaoguodeyanshi，suyiningzhishiyinyuekandaoleyidianhenji，xianzaiyikan，meiyichushihaode，buyoudedaoxileyikouqi。
biqiqianshi，tangqiyushengqiqilaibuduanzhemotadeshihou，haiyaorangrenxinjing。