我摸摸肚子。
jiangshihuawoxianzaiyigedoubuxiangshengle。
jiranmeiyoubanfazhenshigongpingdiquaihaizi，meiyouweiletiyanyangyuzinvdekuailedejuewu，yaolaiganshenme?
添堵么!
给自己，也给孩子。
“yangming，wobuhuiqugentamenzhudongshuode。danwohuijitamenjihui，huoanshi，woxiwangtamennenggouliangxinfaxian。danzhudongtiaokaishi，sipolian，meibiyao。”
bamapianxin，didizisi。
dantamenzhongjiuhaishiwodejiaren。
wowufazuodaobuaitamen，zhishiyouxiedongxi——
再也回不去了。
danzhishao，woyiweiwohaiyouyangming。
kaifangduijiangneitianyidazao，worangyangmingqinggejia，peiwoyiyuanfucha。
然而他拒绝了。
“wodanweiyoushi，zoubukai。niyemeishenmenanshoude，yaobudengjitianzaishuoba?”
zheijitian，womingxianganjuedaotaxinshizhongzhong，duiwodetaiduyelengdanlebushao。
tabuzhidao，woshuoshiqufucha，qishiwoshixiangyaotapeiwoquduicaipiaode。
danjiranmeikong，wozijiquhaole。
wodaizhemojingkouzhao，quanfuwuzhuang，zaozaolaidaolecaipiaojigoumenkou。gongzuorenyuanbanwanshouxuhougaosuwo，jiangjinhuizaishigegongzuorineidaozhang。
wobiaoshijiangjindaozhanghou，wohuijinimenjigoujuankuanershiwan。
tamendejinglilikepaochulaizuanzhewodeshou，yigejingerdaoxie。
zheishiwozaiwangshangchadeliucheng，ershiwandechengnuo，huicushitamenyongzuiduandeshijianjiwoanpailiucheng。
zheibujinshirenxingwenti，yeshixinyangwenti。yigerenyoufuqideshihou，gengshiyaodongdeganenyuhuikui。
woxiang，jinwanhuiqujiugaosuyangming，womenyaohaohaoguihuaxiazheimeyidabiqian。
danwomeixiangdao，yijinjiamen，yangmingdemamajingranlaile!
wozhiqianjianguoyangmingdemama，doushixiaolianxiangying，kekeqiqide。
danzheihuierjiantashangmen，biaoqingmingxianbudui。
“wolai，jiugennishuojijuhua。”
“你先看看这个。”
yangmingmazhaoshou，rangwoguolaichajizheibian。
wokandaoshangmianbaizheyizhanga4zhi，mimimama，henduotiaokuan。
我：“婚前协议?”
yangmingma：“busuanzhengshide，xiangennigoutongxia，juedenengjieshou，zanmenjiuzhaogelvshi，zhongxinniding。”
wonaqixieyishu，yiyansaoguoqu，yanzhuzichadianmeijingdiaole!
yangmingmayibianqiaowo，yibianjieshi：“zheidiyitiao，wojiachuershiwankuaidecaili，zhuyaoshijuedemeiyouzheigeguochangdehua，dajialianshangdoumeimianzi。danzheiqianjiranshiguochang，kendingshiyaotuihaiwomende。”
“yangmingzheitaofangzi，zuonimendehunfang。hunqiancaichan，gennimeiyouguanxi。jishifashengshenmeyiwai，zanjiushishuo，wanyiyangmingyougesanzhangliangduan，zheifangziyeshiwohetabade，niwuquanjicheng。”
“nimenlianggexianbahunlibanle，ranhouzhengshishenghuozaiyiqi。liangnianzhinei，niyaohuaishanghaizi。diyigehaizihuaishangsangeyuehou，keyilingjiehunzheng。”
“ruguodiyitaishinvhai，liangnianzhineiyidingyaozaishengdiertai。liangrendehunhoushouru，zijizhuanqianguangezi，nvfanghuaiyunburuqijiandefeiyong，keyiyounanfanglaifu——”
woshizaikanbuxiaqu，yetingbuxiaqule。
“ayi，zheishinindeyisi，haishiyangmingdeyisi?”