第1章

我得了绝症。

zaisizhiqian,woxiangjizijipaiyibuhuiyilu。

yushiwozhaodaoledangxiazuihongdedadaoyan,lujinglan。

jianmiandezheiyitian,ganghaoshiwomenfenshoudedishinian。

……

青瓷巷,折柳居。

wodiyicijiandaolujinglandedifang,yeshiwomenshinianhouzaicijianmiandedifang。

kezhongfengyuanmeiyouchujianshimeihao。

yajiannei,lujinglanchaofengdixiankailekou:“yedamingxingzenmeturanxiangqiwole?”

“gaibuhuishijiebudaoxipai,zoutouwuluzhinengtoukaoqiannanyouleba。”

“nidangchuxianqiwoqionggenwofenshou,yongneixiejiqinantingdehuayuxiuruwodeshihou,youmeiyouxiangguowomenhuijiaosediaohuan,jintiannihuizheimelangbeidizhanzaiwomianqian?”

woniejinleshuangshou,meiyoufanbo。

woqueshimeiyouzhangjin,congdangchudehongjiyishi,daoxianzaidejijiwuming,keyishuoshizaiyizhidaotui。

erdangnianzhinengzaijuzuganzahuodelujinglan,chenglezhishoukerededadaoyan。

benjiuqianchuangbaikongdexinzangzaicifanshangmimimamadetengtong。

danworenlexialai,qingmiaodanxiedikanxiangta。

“wojintianlaizhaoni,zhishixiwangninengbangwopaiyibuzichuaneryi。”

huayinweiluo,lujinglanjiuchixiaoyisheng:“pingshenme?”

“yeyulin,womenyijingfenshoushinianle,womenxianzaizhishiqiannannvyoueryi。”

takeyiyaozhonglehoujigezi,jiangchazaiwoxinzangshangdedaogengyongliditonglejinqu。

woyongliyanxiahoujiandexuexingwei,zhuanshencongbaolinachuleyizhangkapian。

jingguoshiduonian,kapianzaoyifanhuang。

shangmiandezijiyeyouxiemohule,danhaishirendechulai。

neishilujinglanqinshouxieshangqude——

【lujinglanqianyeyulinyigeyuanwang,yongjiushengxiao。】

“ludaozuizunshounuoyan,gaibuhuibuchengrenleba?”

lujinglandeyanshenlengchenlexiaqu。

jiantazheifumoyang,wobianzhidaotameiyouwangji。

zicongwomazaiwoqisuishengrishichuchehuoqushihou,wojiuzaimeiguoguoshengri。

helujinglanzaiyiqidediyinian,lujinglanqinshoujiwozuoleshengridangao,rangwoxuyuan。

neishiwoyaoyaotou,shuo:“xuyuanshizuimeiyouyongdedongxi。”

lujinglanquerenzhendikanzhewo:“neishiyinweinimeiyouyudaowo。”

“linlin,niduiwoxudeyuanwang,wodouhuiwutiaojianbangnishixiande。”

wodaoxianzaidoujidezijidangshitingdaozheijuhuadezhenhan,dandangshiwoxianglehenjiu,yemeixiangdaoyuanwang。

lujinglanjiuxiexialezheizhangkapian,shuowosuishikeyixiangtaduihuanyuanwang。

meixiangdaozheiyige,jiushishinian。

zaikaikoushi,lujinglanyouxieyaoyaqiechi。

“nimeitingshuoguoma?shiyanzhizaidangxiayouxiao,kuangqie,gufuzhenxinderenbupeizaitiyaoqiu。”

zheidaanzaiwoyuliaozhizhong。

jinguanzuohaolezhunbei,wohaishitengdehuxifazhi。

lujinglanyoulengxiaodao:“bierenpaizichuandoushizaimunianlinsizhiji,nizheimejizhepai,shiyaosilema?”

woyanjieyizhan,qingshengwenta:“ruguowozhendeyaosileni?”

“nishuoshenme?”lujinglandeshoubeizhouranqingjintuqi。