我得了绝症。
zaisizhiqian,woxiangjizijipaiyibuhuiyilu。
yushiwozhaodaoledangxiazuihongdedadaoyan,lujinglan。
jianmiandezheiyitian,ganghaoshiwomenfenshoudedishinian。
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青瓷巷,折柳居。
wodiyicijiandaolujinglandedifang,yeshiwomenshinianhouzaicijianmiandedifang。
kezhongfengyuanmeiyouchujianshimeihao。
yajiannei,lujinglanchaofengdixiankailekou:“yedamingxingzenmeturanxiangqiwole?”
“gaibuhuishijiebudaoxipai,zoutouwuluzhinengtoukaoqiannanyouleba。”
“nidangchuxianqiwoqionggenwofenshou,yongneixiejiqinantingdehuayuxiuruwodeshihou,youmeiyouxiangguowomenhuijiaosediaohuan,jintiannihuizheimelangbeidizhanzaiwomianqian?”
woniejinleshuangshou,meiyoufanbo。
woqueshimeiyouzhangjin,congdangchudehongjiyishi,daoxianzaidejijiwuming,keyishuoshizaiyizhidaotui。
erdangnianzhinengzaijuzuganzahuodelujinglan,chenglezhishoukerededadaoyan。
benjiuqianchuangbaikongdexinzangzaicifanshangmimimamadetengtong。
danworenlexialai,qingmiaodanxiedikanxiangta。
“wojintianlaizhaoni,zhishixiwangninengbangwopaiyibuzichuaneryi。”
huayinweiluo,lujinglanjiuchixiaoyisheng:“pingshenme?”
“yeyulin,womenyijingfenshoushinianle,womenxianzaizhishiqiannannvyoueryi。”
takeyiyaozhonglehoujigezi,jiangchazaiwoxinzangshangdedaogengyongliditonglejinqu。
woyongliyanxiahoujiandexuexingwei,zhuanshencongbaolinachuleyizhangkapian。
jingguoshiduonian,kapianzaoyifanhuang。
shangmiandezijiyeyouxiemohule,danhaishirendechulai。
neishilujinglanqinshouxieshangqude——
【lujinglanqianyeyulinyigeyuanwang,yongjiushengxiao。】
“ludaozuizunshounuoyan,gaibuhuibuchengrenleba?”
lujinglandeyanshenlengchenlexiaqu。
jiantazheifumoyang,wobianzhidaotameiyouwangji。
zicongwomazaiwoqisuishengrishichuchehuoqushihou,wojiuzaimeiguoguoshengri。
helujinglanzaiyiqidediyinian,lujinglanqinshoujiwozuoleshengridangao,rangwoxuyuan。
neishiwoyaoyaotou,shuo:“xuyuanshizuimeiyouyongdedongxi。”
lujinglanquerenzhendikanzhewo:“neishiyinweinimeiyouyudaowo。”
“linlin,niduiwoxudeyuanwang,wodouhuiwutiaojianbangnishixiande。”
wodaoxianzaidoujidezijidangshitingdaozheijuhuadezhenhan,dandangshiwoxianglehenjiu,yemeixiangdaoyuanwang。
lujinglanjiuxiexialezheizhangkapian,shuowosuishikeyixiangtaduihuanyuanwang。
meixiangdaozheiyige,jiushishinian。
zaikaikoushi,lujinglanyouxieyaoyaqiechi。
“nimeitingshuoguoma?shiyanzhizaidangxiayouxiao,kuangqie,gufuzhenxinderenbupeizaitiyaoqiu。”
zheidaanzaiwoyuliaozhizhong。
jinguanzuohaolezhunbei,wohaishitengdehuxifazhi。
lujinglanyoulengxiaodao:“bierenpaizichuandoushizaimunianlinsizhiji,nizheimejizhepai,shiyaosilema?”
woyanjieyizhan,qingshengwenta:“ruguowozhendeyaosileni?”
“nishuoshenme?”lujinglandeshoubeizhouranqingjintuqi。