第一章
yeyesihoudediyigewanshang，didizaiwangshangwen1948niandeshenfenzhenghainengbunengkaitongshoujizhifu。
beiwofaxianhou，tamanbuzaihudishuo：“neizenmele，chentahaimeishijiang，wohainengbaikaitadeyanjingrenzheng。”
wotongshenhanyidunqi，quefaxianyeyezhendezhengkaileyanjing。
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wocongxiaoheyeyeyiqizhangda，beibamajiedaochenglihouyebushouzhongshi。
tamenzuitengaideyongyuanshiwodedidifuzhanghui，yincibatachongchengleyigewufawutiandexingge。
danwomeixiangdao，tajingranhuizuochuzheiyangdeshiqing！
yeyexiawuqushi，tawanshangjiuzaiwangshangwen1948niandeshenfenzhenghainengbunengkaitongshoujizhifu。
yourenzaixiamianhuifu：“1948niannaerlaideshenfenzheng？”
tahui：“shi1948nianchushengderendeshenfenzheng。”
“1948nian......nishitounalenijiazhangbeideshenfenzhengba？nibuhuixiangyaoyonglaorendeshenfenxinxizuohuaishiba？”
“neiyouzenmeyang？fanzhengrenyijingsile。”
“kuaihuidawonengbunenga，dengtaijiurenjiuyingle，daoshihouwojiubunengshenfenrenzhengle。”
fuzhanghuihaobubihuidijiangchulewoyeyeyijingqushideshiqing，zheiyixiazijiurangtadetiezidengshangleresou。
woshoulingdejianxihelekoushui，dakaishoujijiukandaolezheigetuisong：“yongsirendeshenfenzhengkaitongshoujizhifu”。
dianjinquhouwofaxianneigefatieziderenzhengshiwobamadehaoerzi，fuzhanghui！
“fuzhanghui！”wozhuanguoshen，zhengdasuanbashoujishangdeneirongduizaitalianshangrangtahaohaokankan，quefaxiantazhengguiguisuisuidibeiduizhewo，buzhizaizuoxieshenme。
woyoulexiebuhaodeyugan，dabukuaguoqu，kandaolerangworexueshangyongdeyimu。
xiajiwendugao，shiyitinglingdeshihoudouhuiyongbingguanjiangsizhedeshiticunfangqilai。
erfuzhanghuicike，jingranyijingqiaoqiaodituikailewoyeyedebingguan，jiangshoufangzailewoyeyedeyanpishang，xiangyaohuohuochengkaitadeyanjing！
“nizaizuoshenme！”wodahanyisheng，yibajiangfuzhanghuideshouzhualeqilai，“nizheigechusheng！”
fuzhanghuijiandaoshiwo，bashoucongwoshoulizhengkai，xiaoxixidao：“shi，wojiushigechusheng。kesheijiaowozheigechushengxiageyuecaimanshibasuini，bamayoubujiwoqian，womaizhuangbeidoumeiqian。”
jiezhetadeshouyoufangdaoleyeyedelianshang，haiyaojixuneiweiwanchengderenlianrenzheng。
woshangqianyibabatabaozhu，queaiyunannvtixingdexuanshu，beitabunaifandisaodaoledishang，dafanledishangshaozhiqiandecipen。
zheigedongjingjingdonglezaiwaimianzhaolanbinkedewobama。
tamenzoujinlai，kandaozheifuchangjing，queduiwohechidao：“furutang，wokannizhenshifanjian，buzhidaozheishishenmechanghema？niyaoshibabinkedouhepaole，neixielijinnititamennama？”
woqiangrenpingjing，zhizhebingguanqiandefuzhanghui：“ba，ma，fuzhanghuitaxiangyaoyongwoyeyedeshenfenxinxiwanchengrenlianrenzheng，bangdingshoujizhifu。”
“aiyo！”womayiting，dajiaochusheng。
talianmangqudaofuzhanghuideshenbian，“huihui，niganmaya，pengsirenbujilideya。”
fuzhanghuibunaidiyaohuangzheshouji：“zenmejiushibuxinga！”
“huihuitinghua，biepengsiren，a。”womaxishengxiyuquanta，fuzhanghuifanzaodijiangshoujirengdaolewoyeyedeshenshang。
“ya！”womadajiaoyisheng，“haohaodeshoujirengzaisirenshenshangduohuiqia！”
shuowantazhihuizhewobajiangshoujicongbingguanlijianqilai。
zhihoutamencaixiangqilaiwenfuzhanghuiyaoganshenme。
“ganggangneisiyatoubushishuolema，woyaorenlianrenzheng，renzhengtongguozhihoujiukeyiyongsirendeshenfenshuaqianlea。”
fuzhanghuibumandao：“nimenyoubujiwoqian，wozhinengzheimebanle，sheixiangdaokenengshiwobaidongneisirentoudepinlvtaimanle，zheirenzhenggenbentongbuguo。”
“huihui，nishidaxuesheng，zenmenengpengzheimehuiqidedongxini？”
womawenshengxiyudao，“bujiniqian，shipanichuquxuehuai。nishuoyaoduoshaoqian，womenjinibujiushilema。”
fuzhanghuishuoleyigewoyiniandouyongbudaodeshu，womahenshuangkuaidijitadeqingniankashangzhuanlezhang。
fuyonghuimanyidilikaihou，womahewobaduishiyiyan，moqidixiangwoyeyedebingguanzoujin。
“zanmenyigefuzhetadeshangbanshen，yigeyaozhetadetou，zheiyanghuibuhuikuaiyidian？”
womingbailetamenyaozuoshenme，congdishangzhanqilai，paodaowoyeyedebingguanqian，zhangkaishuangbeilanzhutamen：
“buzhunyongwoyeyedeshitiganneixieshiqing！”
womabunaifandao：“rangkai！”
“我不让！”
womaxiangwobakanleyiyan，wobajiujieshoudaolexinhao，zouguolaihenhendichuailewoliangjiao。
suiranzaoyouzhunbei，danwohaishibeiwobadejiaochuaidao，wozuibianchuanlaiyiguxuexingdeweidao，quansuozaidi，zaiyebunengzhiqishenlai。
“真是犯贱！”
womahenglewoyiyan，suihoujiuhewobakaishiletamendejihua。
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wobamamanghuoledabantian，haoburongyitongguolerenlianrenzheng，zuizhongquemeinengruyuan。
“made，zheisidongximingxiagenbenmeiyouyinxingka。”
wobawen：“shibushimeiqiana？”
womalengxiao：“zhiqiantashiwankuaiqiandounadechulai，zenmekenengmeiqian？”
tayanzhudiliuliuyizhuan：“wokanshimeibaqiancunzaikashangba，ruguoshicunjinlecunzheli，huoxujiumeiyouwangshangyinxingzheigegongneng。”
“keshiwobadefangjianwomendousouguole，genbenmeiyoucunzhea。”
womasisuopianke，muguangluozailewodeshenshang。
tazuozuodixiaokai：“tangtang，nizhidaoniyeyedecunzhezainalima？”
woyaoyaotou：“wobuzhidao。”
“niyeyezuitengainile，nizenmekenengbuzhidao？”
“我真的不知道。”
“sahuang！”womaturanjianjiaoqilai，“nishibushichenwomenbuzhuyi，baniyeyedecunzhezangqilaile？”
wohunshenzhandou，baozhetou，“wobuzhidao，wozhendebuzhidao......”
“liannididideqiannidoutou，nizhenshibupajiaoxunle！”
womakaishishanglaiduiwoquandajiaoti，guangshiyongshoujiaohaibuguoyin，tahaichouxialewobadepidai，yongjianrendeniupidaihenhenchouwo。
wodeaihaoshengjiujiubusan，zhidaofuzhanghuidazhehaqiancongfangjianlizoulechulai：“haolehaole，biedale，woyaoshuijuele。”
womazheicaibaleshou，tachaodishangdewocuileyikou：“nizuihaobacunzhejiaochulai，burandengguojitianwomangwanleyaonihaokan！”
wofazhedou，meiyoushuohua。
qishiyeyedecunzhe，zhendezaiwozheili。
wotangzaidishang，shoujiaoheluchulaidepifushangmanshiqingzihexuehen。
wohuanlehuan，haishizhanleqilai。
wobamazaijiaoxunwanwohouzoudehengancui，woyeyedebingguandoumeiheshang。
jingguogangcaiyifanzheteng，yeyeshenshangdeshouyidouyijingluanle。
wojiyeyezhenglihaoyizhehou，jiuxiangyaoheshangbingguan。
zheishiwofaxian，yeyehaoxiangheganggangyoushenmebuyiyangle。
他的眸子睁开了。
wobeizijidefaxianheleyitiao，danturanyouxiangdao，ganggangfuzhanghuihewobamanongrenlianrenzhengshi，doubaikaiguoyeyedeyanpi，tadeyanjingkendingshineishizhengkaide。
“yeyeduibuqi。”woxinlimonianzhe，shenchuyoushouzaiyeyedeyanpishangfuguo，xiangyaotitaheguoshuangyan。
ranerdengwodeshoufangkaishi，wofaxianyeyedeyanjing，haishizhengzhede！
“啊！”
wojianjiaoleyisheng，suijibianwuzhulezui。
ruguorangwobamazhidaowoyeyeshenshangfashengdeguaixiang，haibuyidinghuizuochushenmeshiqinglai。
dandengwoyishiguolaishiyijingwanle，wobamayijingcongfangjianlizoulechulai。
“siyatou，niyouzaizuoshenmeyao？dawanshangdebushuijue，feiyaowomendajiadoupeizhenijizheigelaotouzishoulingshima！”
wofeikuaibabingguanheshang，ditoulianmei：“zhidaole，ganggangjiushiyouyigelaoshu。”
“laoshudouhaipa，zhenshizaichenglidaijiulebuzhidaozijideshenfenle！”
womayoudunangzhezoulehuiqu。
wozhongxinzaibingguanpangzuoxia，kanzheyeyehaowushencaideyishuangmouzifadai。
haoqiguai，woyidianyebuhaipa，shenzhineixinyinyinxiji，yeyeyaoshinengfuhuojiuhaole。
“budui，”womayoudaizhewobazoulechulai，“wojideniconglaibupalaoshude。”
“shuo，nishibushifaxianleniyeyezangdecunzhe？”
womalinzhewodeerduo，“haoa，nihaixiangbeizhewomenbazheiqianzangqilai。neixiedoushinididideqian，nizhibuzhidao！”
suiranwojilizhedangzhetadeshixian，dantademuguanghaishiluozailewobeihoudebingguanzhishang。
“laofu，babingguantuikai！”
wobahaobuyouyuditingconglewomadezhiling，tuikailetafuqindebingguan。
“啊！”
tayefachuleyishengduancudejianjiao。
“nikanwoba，ta、tazenmezhengzheyanjing？”
womabuxinxiedicoushangqukanleyiyan，suijijiuhedesuodaolewobeihou，“gui！guia！”
danguolexujiu，sizhouyipianjingji，womacaiyouledanzizhanqishenlai。
“zhenshiqile，laonianghaimeijianguosirenzhengyande。”tarangwobaquqingtongcundedaoshi。
wobabumandunangzhe：“wodangchujiushuole，womenzheiersirendoudeqingdaoshide，jiaonitanxiaobianyiba。”
dantahaishijiangdaoshiqinglaile。
yitonggenlaidehaiyoufujinzhidaolewoyeye“zhashi”、daoshiyaolaiwojiashouguidecunmin。
neidaoshiwojiaoliye，takanqilaiyouqishiduosui，danbaifabaimei，jingshenjueshuo。
liyeyijiandaowoyeyebianshuo：“sizhezheishiyouxinyuanweilea。”
“yaoshizheixinyuanchichibunenglejie，kongpasizhehaihuijixushengbian，zhizhihuaweieshazhemoqinrena。”
“huaweiesha？”womajianshengdao，“neixianshengnikan，yaoshiwomenmashangbatahuohualexingbuxing？wojiubuxinyonghuohaishaobusizheiesha！”
“buke！”liyewenyandashenghezhidao，“huohuazhinenghuiqutaderoushen，zhiyaotazhinianzhixinbuwang，tajiurengrannenggoutingliurenjian，zongshishihuaweiguimeiyezaisuobuxia！”
“xianshengnishishuo，jishiwomenjiangtahuohua，tayehuibianchenggui？”
womadimaleyisheng，“zheilaodongxi，sileyebuwangjirenzhaomafan。”
“bieshuole，”liyeyouyoudao，“shuobudingsizhehunpozhengzaihechukanzhenini。”
我妈立马住了嘴。
wobajianzhuangyouwen：“neilishu，nishuoyaozenmezuocainenglequewobadexinyuanni？”
liyeyiweibumingdipielewobayiyan：“daoyehaoshuo。”
taxianshirangwobatamenfuxialeyizhongyaofen：“zheishizhenxiefushaojiudefuhui，zaiguanjianshihounengbaonimenyiming。”
“jiushiciwuzhengui，wozheiliyezhiyoushaoxu，zuiduozhinenggoubaozhengsanrenfuyong。buzhidao......nimensheinenggou......”
“womensangerenchijiuxingle。”womahenglewoyiyan，qiangdadao，“buyonglizheixiao**，tazaosizaohao。”
liyekanzheifuhuibeiwomafenjilewobahefuzhanghuisangerenfuxia，zheicaishuodao：
“zhixiaoneisizhexuemaichunzhengdeersunhexiayiwanshaoyousizheshengchenfuzhidehuaihuashui，zaisizheguanpangmianfuhuangzhiditangshangyiwan，biankeqingsizherumeng，bishi，yiqiekezaimengzhonglejie。”
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“zheibunan，”womahenhentuilewoyiba，jiangwotuidaoleliyemianqian，“zheiyatouhetayeyekeqinle，kendingnenghenrongyijiuqinglaitayeyerumeng。”
“buxing！”liyetuolewoyiba，daiwozhanwenhou，tayanlijujuedao，“doushuoleshixuemaichunzhengdeersunle，nandaonijiabanvdeyeshiweiersunma？”
womanenebugandahua，suihoutaxiangwobajimeinongyan。
wobashenhuxiyikouqi，“neiwolaiba，wobuxinwoqindiehainenghaiwobucheng。”
liyediandiantou，“daiwosuanshangyisuan。”
tayoushoushouzhizaikongzhongbinglong，zhuanleyizhuan，lianseyibian，“nibuxing！”
wobarangrangdao：“zenmebuxing？wokeshiwobaweiyideerzi！”
“yinwei，nidabuxiao！”
lingtangwaiderenqunyipianhuaran！
“nizheidaoshi，ni，nihushuoshenmeni！”wobajihonglelian，zhizheliyeyijuhuayeshuobuchulai。
“nigun！”womazhizheliyedebizidahan，“yigekengmengguaipiandesipianzi，haiganshuowonanrendabuxiao。”
liyeyebunao，youzaiyouzaidishoushiqibeinang，zhuanshenjiuzou。
“ma......”woxiaoshengdao，“woyeyeta，gangganghaoxiangdongleyixia。”