第1章
wojiaolizhuoer，jinnianershiyisui，woshenbiandehenduotonglingrenzaiwozheigenianjihaimeitanguonvpengyou，danwo，yijingyouleqigehunyue。
bu，jueduibushichuiniu，erqieyebushishenmehaoshier。
yiqie，haiyaocongwogangchushengdeshihoushuoqi。
wochushengdeneitian，cunzilidegoujiaolezhengzhengyisu，bushipaoxiao，ershiwuwudecanjiao，renyoushuangoushengbaboziledexueroumohu，haishizhengtuoshengzitaomingqule。
jiufangfoshiyoushenmeguaiwuyaochusheng。
cunkousuanmingdexiazishuo，woshizhiyindetizhi，huobuguosansui，budanwozijihuiyaozhe，haihuihailewodiema。
danshiwozheizhongtizhiyeyouyizhonghaochu，jiushibangrennasha。
gumingsiyi，xizoubierenshenshangdeshaqi。
xiazijifengshuixingderenfangchufengqu，bijing，wozheizhongzhiyindetizhi，bainianhanjian，suoyibudaobangeyuedegongfu，jinzhufenfendengmen。
qigejiazuxingyebutong，dandoufukediguo，meijiahaidaizheyigehewonianlingxiangfangdenvying。
nasha，yibanshiyaoyouxueyuanguanxi，xiangwozheizhongqingkuang，jiuzhinengzuotamendeshangmennvxu，cainengweitamenxizoushaqi，neiqigenvyingjiuhewojiexialehunyue。
zheijiushiwoneiqigehunyuedeyoulai，zenmeyang，tingqilaifengcima？
anzhaoyuandingjihua，qigejinzhuzhiyaojiwomenjiayibiqian，ranhou，jianglaidengdaonverzhangdalezhihou，hewodepaiweizaizougejiehundeguochang，yejiusuanqihuoerle。
danshisheinengxiangdao，wofeidanmeiyousi，haihuodaoleershiyisui？
zheiyiqiehaiyaoganxiewolaoye。
dangnianjinzhujileqianzhihou，wodiemajiujinchengxiaosaqule，liankandoubuxiangzaikandaowozheigehuiqiyangzi，baworengxiahelaoyexiangyiweiming，fanzhengzhidaowozaowanbisiwuyi。
wolaoyequzhaoxiazidating，dezhiwozheizhongtizhi，henrongyizhanranyinqi，benlaijiuhuisidehencan，xianzaiyouyaojiqigerenjianasha，neiqigerenjiadeyinqiheshaqidouhuiwangwozheierlai，wozheishizhudinghuisidehencan。
laoyekuleyitianyisu，dadingjuexinjuebuhuikanwodengsi，beizhepugaijuanerdaiwochulemen。
meixiangdao，huangtianbufukuxinren，laoyezaijingmadiandehoushanzhaodaolegeguishoutianyi，jiushiwodeshifuheduoyang，tafeidangaibianlewodezhiyintizhi，haijiangguishoutianyidemishuchuanshoujiwo。
bangeyueqian，shifuxianqu，linzouzhiqian，tajiaojiwoyibayaochi。
“wozaichengliyougeyiguan，niquhaohaodali，zongzhi，gounichikoubaofan......”
yebuzhidaoshifuduiwodefanliangshibushiyoushenmewuhui，tasuoweidechikoubaofan......chadianeryikoubawochengsi。
maizangleshifuzhihou，wocazheyanleishoushihaoxingli，benzheshifujiwodedizhiqule。
haozai，dacongyikaishiwoyemeibaoshenmexiwang，suoyikandaoneipopolanlanyouhansuanliaodaodeyiguanshi，woyemeiduoshiwang。
wojiangyiguandasaoyixia，zhunbeimingtiankaiye，jinwan，woxianghaohaoxiuxiyixia，yinweijintianshiwodeshengri。
zheiyiguanqianhouzhiyouliangjianfang，qianmianshiqiantang，houmianshiwofang，wozhulewanzhangshoumian，zuozaiqiantang，xinbuzaiyanditiaozhemiantiaowangzuilisong，xinzhongbaiganwanqian。
dieniangma，yougenmeiyouyiyang，laoyezaojiuzoule，xianzaijiulianweiyideshifuyeyijinglikailewo。
congciyihou，zheishijieshangjiuzhiyouwoyigeren，haibuzhidaozheiriziyaohequhecong......
wosongsongjianbang，jiuganjuebizifasuan，xinshuoyihouhaodaiyaohuochugerenyang，burangtamendanxin。
jiuzaizheishi，menwaituranxiangqiyizhensaodongdeshengyin，minghuanghuangdechedengzhaolianglezhenggepuzi，menwaixiangqijicudepaimensheng，henbudejiangwozheimubanmenjizhensuiside。
wotuikaimen，jiukandaojishigerenyijingweizaiwojiamenwai。
“你是李卓尔？”
womeikanqingchuwenhuaderenshishei，zhishiganjuezheirenkouqibushan，danwozheirenpiqiyemeihaodaonaerqu。
“shiwo，nimenxiangganma？”
dunshi，neishijiliangcheshanglimaxialaileyiqunren。
weishoudejigerenxiangwozouleguolai。
qishuashuadeqigenvhaizi，fenggebutong，danweiyidegongtongdian，jiushidouhenpiaoliang。
renqunzhongbuzhidaoshisheihuileyisheng。
“haijideershinianqiandehunyueme？xianzai，daolelvxinghunyuedeshihoule。”
a......woyipainaomener，chadianerwanglewohaiyouqigehunyue。
zheiqunrenlaidezhenzhangbuxiao，wocaixiangqilai，yiqianlaoyejingchangmazheiqunrenbushishenmehaodongxi，naqianmaiwodeming。
kanyangzi，zhishaohenyouqian。
neiqigenvhaizizhanzaijuliwohaiyouqibamidedifang，kanyangzishibudasuankaoqian，suiranshuoshilailvxinghunyue，danshiyigegelianshangbiaoqingbujia，neiyizhangzhangdongrenyaoraodelianshang，xiemanlebunaifan。
“kongshu，”qizhongyigeshenxinggaotiao，chuanzhebaisexizhuangqundenvhaierbunaifandiduizhepangbiandecheshanghanleyisheng，“ganjinbazheijianshiqingchulidiao，buyaolangfeiwomendeshijian。”
womeihangsheng，yanshenzhishicongneigenvhaizishenshangsaoguo，xinlimianyijingyoulegeqiqibaba。
她叫李碧婷。
别问我为什么知道。
meinianqiyueqideneitian，wodouhuishoudaoqizhangzhaopian，fenbieshiwohezheiqigenvhaierpinzaiyiqide，woyaozaizhaopianpangbianbaishangyiduihongzhu，haiyaoduizhezhaopianhebeijiu，zheishiweilerangwonengyizhibangtamendejiazuxinashaqi。
zheiqizhanglian，wokandezaishuxibuguole。
libitingjialixianzaishizuodichanshengyide，shuofukediguo，yebusuankuazhang，zheixienianwoyeshikanzhetamenjiacongshineizhuangxiu、jiancaimaimai、zaifazhandaoleyifangdedichandaheng，buzhidaoruguobushiwozaibangtamenxinashaqidehua，tajiahuibuhuidadaojintianzheigedibu。
buguo，libitingzheixienianshiyuelaiyuepiaoliangle，jiushineizhanglianshangkanqilaimeiyoubandianerduiwodeganxie。
fanerhaoxiangshikanzheyiduilaji，haoxianghenbudemashangbawochulidiao。
libitinghuayingangluo，pangbianyiliangjiaocheshangzouxialaiyigelaotouer，kanqilaizenmeyedeyouqishiduosui，juranchuanzheyishenheisedezhangshan，kanqilaihaoxiangshicongdianshilizouchulaideyiyang。
“鄙人孔祥。”
laotouerxiaoronghantaikeju，liangzhishouchuaizaixiuzilimian，kanqilaidaoshitingheshan。
“shibuxiangman，dangnianrangnijitamenqijianashade，jiushixiaolaoerwo，zheixienian，haiyaoduokuinibangletamenqijia。”
wohengxiaoyisheng，xinshuodaoshirangwokankannimendasuanzenmeganxiewo。
“anzhaodangniandeyueding，jinnian，yinggairangnimenwanhun......buguoniyezhidao，qishiyikaishi，womenyemeiyouxiangyaowanhundedasuanma......”
这个，姥爷也说过。
neiqijiarenzhisuoyidayinghewojieqin，neishichizhunlewohuibangtamenxinashaqi，danwozijijueduihuobuxialai。
tamenshidadingzhuyizhizhanbianyi，jueduibukenengchiyidianerkui，gengbieshuoshihewowanhun。
womeihangsheng，kanzhexiaolaotouer，dasuankankantajiexialaihaiyoushenmemaoni。
“danshi，anzhaoxianzaideqingkuang，shuoyaowanhun，menbudanghubuduide，qishiduinizijiyemeishenmehaochu。”
wosongsongjianbang，yanshenyoucongzheijigeguniangshenshangsaoguo，kanzhetamenneiaomandelian，xiangrangwohetamenwanhun，haiyaowenwenwoyuanbuyuanyi。
gujikongxiangshixiangjiqianleshier。
wodaoshiwusuowei，yeledeqingxian。
“suoyima，womenyougebuqingzhiqing......”
kongxiangdexiaorongkanqilaihenjiaozha，wolandedalita，yangleyangxiaba，shiyitashuoxiaqu，daoshikankantanengjigeshenmeshumu。
“niyezhidao，dangniannashadeyueding，shinimenbixuyaowanhun，jueduibunengtuihun，chufei......”
“chufeishenme？”bieshuoneijigenvhaier，wodouyoudianerbunaifanle，“nixiangfangshenmepi，tongkuaidianerbuxingma？”
kongxiangheiheixiaozhe，rengjiushiyiliancixiang，huanghujian，wohaijuedetahewolaoyeyoudianerxiang，butaixianggehuairen。
danshitemekongxiangjiexialaidehua，rangwochadianertuchuyikoulaoxue。
“除非你死。”