第四章 相似困境

jiyunhexingzhilaofangwai,touguocuzhuangdetiemanfuzhoudezhalanwanglimiantaitouyangwang,shuangshoubeidiaoqidejiaorenyishendeshang,tadepipagubeixuantiechuantou,yitiaotielianchanraozaitalanbaixiangjiandemeiliyuweishang,jinguletasuoyoudedongzuo。

tayishendexue,xiangshijiangtieliandoujinpaobaoleyiyang,dididadadewangxiadiao,zaimenglongyuesezhixia,tayizhangliancanbairuzhi。raoshijiyunheyijingruleyuyaoguduonian,jianguoneimeduoxuexingchangmian,cishiyebuyoujuededanhan。

erzaidanhanzhiyu,yeweizheijiaorenderongmaoshishen。

zheishishangzongyouneimexierenhuowu,shengfangziyoushengfangshidejingxin,weimiyeyouweimishidedongpo。

jiyunheshangqianyibu,jiushizheiyibuxiangshikuarulejiaorendejingjiequ,gouhunyandehuduyidong,jieyuqingzhan,yanjianzhengkai,binglansedeyanmouguanghuayizhuan,luozailejiyunhedeshenshang,yantongzhongyingruledilaolideheian,huoguang,yutayixisuyideshenying。

tazuijiaoyoujifenbingliangdewangxiachuizhe,daizhebunuziweideweiyan,yuyushengjulaideguiqi。tamouguangsheren,daizhejiebei,shaqiyudanmozhijideshuli,siyoubingrencirenxin。

他一言不发。

songzheijiaorenlaidetaijianmeiyoutigongrenheguanyuzheigejiaorendexinxi。congnalilai,jiaoshenmemingzi,shentizhuangkuangruhe,falidadaonagecengji……ziran,yemeiyougaosuyuyaoguderen,tahuibuhuishuohua。

zheiyaotakouturenyan,shijiaohuitashuohua,haishirangtakaikoushuohua?

jiyunhemeiyoubeitademuguangbitui,tayoujinleyibu,jihushitiezhelaofangdefengyinlanganshenshizheta。

simuxiangjie,gedaisiliang。

jiyunhebuzhidaozheijiaorenzaixiangshenme,dantaqueguiyidejuede,zijixianjindechujing,yumianqiandezheigeyaoguai,rucixiangsi。

困境。

liuzaiyuyaogushinanguo,likaiyebuhuiyoushenmehaojieguo。

ruguoyuyaogubunengxunfuta,neitakenenghuibeisongdaobeifangdeyuyaotai,dongfangdeyuyaodao,huozhexifangdeyuyaoshan……zheixieshizaichaotingdekongzhixia,rujintianxiajincundesigeyunxutamenyongyouyuyaonengliderenshengcundedifang。

meiyigedifang,duiyaoguaidoubuyoushan。

jiyunhexianzaimianlinde,yutayouhebutong?

linhaoqing,lincanglan,qianzheduitashifangbeicaijiyuchuzhierhoukuai,houzheduitashiwusuobuyongqijideliyong,henbunengzhagantameiyidixue。ertaruosizitaochuyuyaogu,shentilideduhuifazuobushuo,zheimangmangtianxia,huangquanjiangshitaweiyuyaoshizhongdepantu,sidayuyaolingdi,doubuhuizaijieshouta。

jumusiwang,tayuzheilaozhongdeyao,bingmeiqubie。

yigeshiquanlixiadewanwu,yigeshidajulideqizi。

“dida”xianxuediluodeshengyinzaidilaolishifenqingxi,jiyunhemuguangwangxia,huaguojiaorenjieshidexiongtangyujirouxingzhuangfenmingdexiaofu,tameishaotiaoletiao,xinligankai,zheijiaorenkanqilaihenshiyouliliangganma。

zaijiezhewangxiakanqu,tayuweiyijingbufubairineizhajianshideguanghua,yinweiqueshuizaijiazhibairishouleleitingzhikutayixielinpianfanfeiqilai,pikairouzhan,kanqilaiyouxieheren。

jiyunhexunyao,qishishibutaiaishiyongbaolide。

tashouxinyizhuan,zhangxinzishengqingquan,suishouyihui,qingquanfukongerqu,juanshangjiaorendeyuwei。

shitongqingta,dagaiyeshitongqinghetachabuduochujingdeziji。

jiaorenxiayishidekangju,weiweidongledongshenzi,ertazheiqingqingyidong,shenshangdexuantie“huala”yizhenxiang,jihushizaizheiyishunjian,fulefazhoudexuantiebianlijifachuleshandian,“pipa”yizhenshanguo,meirutadepirou,citongtadegusui。

jiaorenhunshenjihushijixiededouledou,tayaozhuya,renyouhunshendeshangkouliyoutangchuyiguguxianxue……

erzheiyangdetengtong,taquezijimenbuzuoshengderenxia……huoxu,yeyijingshimeiyoujiaotongdeliqile。

“biedong。”jiyunhekailekou,biputongnvziyaodiyixiedeshengyinzaidilaolihuizhuan,fangfozhuanchulejifenwenrouyiwei,“meixianghaini。”tadao。

jiyunhemuguangyouwangshangyiwang,duishanglejiaorendelanseyanmou。

tashouzhongshufaweiting,qingquanshuiyuanyuanbuduandezitazhangxinliyongchu,haidailejifentashentidewenduyiyang,fuzailejiaorendeyuweishang。

youleqingshuidezirun,neixiefanfeideyulinmanmanbiandepingshunxialai,yipianyipiankuaisudezaiziwoyuhezhe,meiyoushoushangdedifanghenkuaibiantieleshunfudetielexiaqu,shanchuleyuchujianshiyiyangdeyaomuguangze。

jiaorendeyanmouyouzheyushengjulaidebingleng,tawangzheta,sihumeiyourenheqingxudebodong。

jiyunheyegenbenmeixiangguoyaotadehuiying。tayishoushou,wozhulequantou,dengshiquanshuixiaoshi,tawangzhejiaoren:“nixianglikaishiba?”

jiaorenbuyanyu,fangsigenbenmeitingdaojiyunhedehua。

“woyexianglikai。”tadidideshuochuzheijuhua,shengyinxiaodefangsizaininan,“haohaotinghuaba,zheiyangdagaiyaoqingsongyixie。”

yanba,tataitou,wangzhejiaorenxiaolexiao,yemeiguanta,yizhuanshen,xianglaishiyiyang,xinbuzoulechuqu。

liledilao,jiyunheyangtouwangtianshangdemingyue,bijianxiuzheguzhongchangniandouyoudehuaxiang,tashenshenxileyikouqi,suiranbuxihuanzheinanfangdeyuyaogu,danjiyunhequebudebuchengren,tashixihuannanfangde,zheiwenroudewendu,yuchangnianbubaidehua,haiyouzongshiziyouzizaidenuanfeng。

zheimexienian,tayizhidouzaixiangbanfa,xiangmanmandeanpai,manmandejihua,haorangzijicongzheiyuyaogulianrantuoshen,raner……xianzaikanlai,tahaoxiangyijingmeiyoumanmanzhetengdeshijianle。

lincanglanjitadingdezheichangmingrikaishidezhengduo,taduobuguo,neijiucanjiaba。

zhishitadeduishou,bushilinhaoqing,ershineigeyizhizuozailifengtangshangde,chuichuilaoyidanquemuguangyinzhideguzhu,lincanglan。

lincanglanhenzaoyiqianjiuyutashuoguo,tashentilidedu,shiyoujieyaode,buyongyiyuefushiyike,zhiyaotahaohaojitabanshi,daozuihou,tajiuhuibazuihoudeneikejieyaojita。

jiyunhecengjingduilincanglanhaibaoyouxiwang,danrujinyijingmeiyoule,tashenzhihuaiyijieyaodecunzai,kemeiguanxi,jiusuanmeiyoujieyao,tazhiyaoyouzhizuomeiyueezhiduxingdeyaofangzi,tajiukeyilikaiyuyaogu,gengshenzhe……takeyibuyaoyaofang,tazhixuyaozugoushuliangdezanhuanyao,takeyirangrenquyanjiu,peichuyaofang,jiusuanzaituiyiwanbu,tazhinengnadaoneiyixiejieyao,tayeyaolikaiyuyaogu。

她受够了。

zheiyangbuziyoudeshenghuo,tashougoule。

tazhixiangpingzhezijideyizhi,bushourenhekongzhiyubaibudequkanzijixiangkandeyue,xiangshangdehua,xiangzoudewanqianshijie。

tayulincanglandezuihouyizhan,gaishishihoudaxiangle。

就从这个鲛人开始。

“jinsang。”jiyunhefuxiashen,chunbanqingqingtiezailubianyiduohuadehuaxinli,“gaihuilaile。”

zhangfengqi,chuidonghuaban,huaduoqingzhan,yebuzhijiangjiyunhegangcaineijuhua,chuanqulehefang。