第3章

biangushicongtajielebianguanzhiweideneiyicikaishide。

mouyicichuzhengguilai,shengshangfengletaerpinjunhoudejuewei。

yucitongshi,jitacilehun。

qinwangdedinv,yuehuajunzhu,ouranjiantazhangjiedamaerguo,jiukanshangtale。

wodefujun,tatongwoshuoguoyaoyishengyishiyishuangren,yaotongwozhizizhishouyuzixielao;ketahaishidayingle,tawenwendiguixiajielezhi,meiyouyidingdiandeyouyu。

buguanwoduomedezhenjing,duomedebuken,neiweijunzhuhaishijinlehoufu。

tanianqing、meili,yishuangmouzixianhuolingdong,haoxiangshuixiguodeyiyang。

tachushenmingmen,yongrongfugui,tajiuxiangkemingzhuyibancuicanduomu,

erwoshenmedoumeiyou,wozhishiyigeriyilaoqu,zairongyanjintougouyancanchuandehuanglianpo。

wotongtazhanzaiyichujianzhibeiweidaochentuli。

muchenyijiushimang,yirimangguoyiri,laiwozheiliyexiangshizouguochangyiban,congcongerlaiyoucongcongerqu。

wotongtanao,wotongtaku,wokaishibukeliyudidanaodaku。

“nixinwo,womeipengguota……”muchenhongzheyanjingtongwobianjie。

wobuxin,wozenmehuixiangxinni?

neiyangyigehuoshengshengderen,yigezhangyangyanlideren,zaiwoyanqianhuanglaihuangqu,woshixialebucheng?

woyebuzhidaowozenmebianchenglezheiyang,jidujiaowofakuang,jiaowomianmuquanfei,wozhinengkaozadongxilaifaxie。

“zijin,nihaiyaowozenyang!”taguzhuwodeshou,chaozhewohan。

“woyaonixiuleta,niganma!”

“woxianzai……haibuneng。”tachuizhetou,jinjindibaozhewo。

“那你便休了我!”

“不可能!”

houlaibianshizheiyang,tabukenfangguowo,woyebukenraoshuta。

womenjiuzheiyangxianghujihenzhe,yirijiezheyiri。

zaihoulaideyigexuetian,woshenshangbutongkuai,youyinlexiejiu,bianchedibingle。wobukenjiandafu,zhishiyiriridituozhe,binglairushandao。

neishihou,wojuranhaishewangzhenengzaijiantayimian。

wobuzhidaotazaimangshenme,taconglaibukengaosuwotazaimangshenme。

dengtamangwanle,yishenshixuedihuilai,woyijingchedisitoule。

neitianwanshang,fashenglegongbian,tafuzuodemouweihuangzichenggongjiwei。

那天晚上,我死了。

tapaohuilai,mumudizhanzaineili,youkuyouxiao,xiangshaleyiban。

我的魂魄离了身子。

wokandaowobaifacangcangdedieniangfuzaiwoshishoumianqiantongkudeshihou,turanjuede,zheiyibeizitingbuzhide。